🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Morning Fix? v. I Smoke Weed, Eat Yogurt

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High as shit and feeling at peace ☺️ and finally got more then 3 hours of sleep in a row 😁

1mg clonazepam
2.5 grams of robaxin
1.2 grams of gabapentin

Not to mention hella dab hits which fuckin always smacks tf outta u when on any muscle relaxers IMO
 
Happy you're taking a break πŸ’ͺ I was getting concerned considering it's potency how long has it been since your last dose?

Only if u don't mind me asking of course you've just always been very sweet to me and pretty much everyone on BL
Aw thank you so much πŸ™‚
Nah I don’t mind you asking, but I feel bad because I started taking it again 🫣
It’s a long story … but I’m going to try to take less and take breaks and break it up with tramadol. I still have to figure it all out … I feel like I’m in a weird limbo. The only one thing that I haven’t done in months now is hydromorphone … I stopped doing that for now.

lol I hope that made any sense, I’m kinda tired and feel like I was talking in circles.

Anyways, gracias for always being so kind and I hope you’re doing well
Big hugs πŸ’œ
 
Aw thank you so much πŸ™‚
Nah I don’t mind you asking, but I feel bad because I started taking it again 🫣
It’s a long story … but I’m going to try to take less and take breaks and break it up with tramadol. I still have to figure it all out … I feel like I’m in a weird limbo. The only one thing that I haven’t done in months now is hydromorphone … I stopped doing that for now.

lol I hope that made any sense, I’m kinda tired and feel like I was talking in circles.

Anyways, gracias for always being so kind and I hope you’re doing well
Big hugs πŸ’œ
Don't feel too bad it's just a minor setback this mistake is nothing compared to doing hydromorphone on the regular

So please take solace in the fact that you're still making progress even though you made a mistake ❀️
 
Morning blueworld

Fooking slept the weekend away with a little benzo help but also just to recover from Friday.
So far

25mg methadone (15mg 6am and 10mg 10am)
20mg diazepam(10mg 6am and 10mg 10pm)
.5mg clonazepam (10am)
On my 2nd joint but only woke up 2 hrs ago, like just before 10am.

Seems like alcohol is strarting to be a big trigger for me again. So need to stay away.
 
Good Morning Blueworld, good morning indeed.

60-80mg Oxycodone last 2 days each day, respectively.
But due to slowing down so much its near stopping, I'm feeling my night dose each morning for a bit which even naΓ―ve never happened to me on any dosage, so:
5mg Diazepam + 10mg Nitrazepam. Funny these days Valium kind of perc's me up without something else, and Xanax hits me like speed almost like the first time i took relatively high dose of Lorazepam.

This morning however, 30mg Oxycodone! Ohh and it goes without saying every and any day a fat bowl of weed.
 
1ml of dianabol
Some ksalols
Coffee
Cigs
Snus

This fucking gel test stuff aint keeping me even at the minimum amount of test for men
Sorry to say but those transdermal creams for test is so low dosed and a lot lots. Why not just get a test depo shot once a week or Nebido every 3 months
 
Legit, or even 2 packs for a day. This aint no california I simply get what I get over here and also the 6 weeks test shot costs 140€ which is laughable. Obviously Im going to the gym too and got the unopened dianabol for a good price so its kinda a double win. Im staying at a pretty low dose to avoid most issues.
 
Morning, guys. 😎 πŸŒ„

Got a much needed day off today, and not even very many extracurricular tasks to muddle things up, so by and large it's gonna be a day of relaxation and recuperation. πŸ‘ I picked up methadone take homes for the next three days at the clinic earlier, and while I'm sore tempted to take some extra this morning, I'm gonna hold off - if I do dip in for extra funsies it'll be on Christmas morning. πŸ˜‰

Today thus far:

Black coffee, lots of it
Nicotine vape
40mg fluoxetine
100mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
15mL black seed oil
140mg methadone
and a few bowls of herb with a few more in the near future - a few different strains of regular flower, as well as some deliciously sedating Gas Mask snowcaps. 😁

Probably gonna go downstairs for some food here soon. 😎 πŸ˜‰

Stay safe, have fun y'all, and merry Christmas. ❀️ πŸŽ„ ✌️
 
Haven't posted here in a little while. Finally benzo free - my sleep is shite but know from experience it'll return. Can't wait.
So just my 80mgs methadone. They kinda pressured me to go up now I've been honest about everything. In the bigger picture it's not too bad, probably will only add 2 months to my methadone taper. And I'm still down from 100mg.
The weight gain and cotton mouth is noticeable from that small increase, so all you slime quaffers, try and keep the dose as low as you can.
I've put on almost a stone and wake up 5-6 times at night to drink water.
 
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