60mg's of IV morphine
Well, we already know by now that medications don't work in a generic manner. Like it's been observed you can't prescribe the exact same meds or exact same treatment regimen to both men and women, or children and adults, or different ethnic groups, and expect the same results. I believe these fine-tuned highly individual responses to various types of opiates are yet another aspect of that.Me too. I'd love to know more about the science behind this strange phenomenon, because when it comes to the neurochemistry behind it, our brains are essentially the same and therefore shouldn't react to wildly differently. I for one tried hydromorphone once (I actually had the pleasure once to use the IV solution that a friend of mine, who is a nurse, basically stole from the hospital lol) and thought the rush that everyone seems to rave about was incredibly overrated. It was absolutely nothing special and waaaay too short-lived. Before discovering Pola yesterday, my all-time favourite was actually Tilidine back in the days when I was opioid naive (maaany years ago lol). It's basically euphoria in the form of a pill, with no sedation at all. I always preferred it over heroin back when I used to be a weekend chipper (people thought I was crazy for exchanging my smack for a blister Tilidine). This goes to show how drastically our perception can vary from person to person.
I really wish I had studied chemistry. I'd be extracting the alkaloids of Opium and experimenting with them to create novel opioids. I would make it my life's mission to synthesize an opioid with the euphoria of Tilidine/Oxymorphone (Opana), the dreamy quality of classy Opium, the sedation or heaviness of methadone, the duration of action of Polamidon and finally the analgetic potential of Fentanyl (to make it the #1 fav of pain medicine and also to economize its use since you'd need extremely low amounts to get high af).
I'd like to know if that is even scientifically possible because I know absolutely ZERO about chemistry. Hmmm...maybe I should enroll on a Udemy chemistry course? I mean, I'm unemployed anyway, so might as well study something new to make good use of all the free time I have instead of playing video games all day long.
I don't know how high of a tolerance you have to either Heroin or Benzos, but be careful about mixing alpras and brown sugar. That's dangerous man. We don't wanna lose you, ok? Take care. Is there at least someone who can periodically check up on you?Fuct up morning
2 bags h
1 rock
1mg alprozalam
Cigs
Coffee
Yes I know.. I'm fucking up today but just feeling utterly defeated.
I know all the dangers and yes I have a high tolerance to opiods/opiates and benzos.I don't know how high of a tolerance you have to either Heroin or Benzos, but be careful about mixing alpras and brown sugar. That's dangerous man. We don't wanna lose you, ok? Take care. Is there at least someone who can periodically check up on you?
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if it's about potentiating your Heroin, try smoking weed instead of taking benzos. You can't die of a respiratory depression when smoking weed while high af on dope.
Whenever I read this I think of "Death by Snu Snu"snus