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Me too. I'd love to know more about the science behind this strange phenomenon, because when it comes to the neurochemistry behind it, our brains are essentially the same and therefore shouldn't react to wildly differently. I for one tried hydromorphone once (I actually had the pleasure once to use the IV solution that a friend of mine, who is a nurse, basically stole from the hospital lol) and thought the rush that everyone seems to rave about was incredibly overrated. It was absolutely nothing special and waaaay too short-lived. Before discovering Pola yesterday, my all-time favourite was actually Tilidine back in the days when I was opioid naive (maaany years ago lol). It's basically euphoria in the form of a pill, with no sedation at all. I always preferred it over heroin back when I used to be a weekend chipper (people thought I was crazy for exchanging my smack for a blister Tilidine). This goes to show how drastically our perception can vary from person to person.

I really wish I had studied chemistry. I'd be extracting the alkaloids of Opium and experimenting with them to create novel opioids. I would make it my life's mission to synthesize an opioid with the euphoria of Tilidine/Oxymorphone (Opana), the dreamy quality of classy Opium, the sedation or heaviness of methadone, the duration of action of Polamidon and finally the analgetic potential of Fentanyl (to make it the #1 fav of pain medicine and also to economize its use since you'd need extremely low amounts to get high af).
I'd like to know if that is even scientifically possible because I know absolutely ZERO about chemistry. Hmmm...maybe I should enroll on a Udemy chemistry course? I mean, I'm unemployed anyway, so might as well study something new to make good use of all the free time I have instead of playing video games all day long.
Well, we already know by now that medications don't work in a generic manner. Like it's been observed you can't prescribe the exact same meds or exact same treatment regimen to both men and women, or children and adults, or different ethnic groups, and expect the same results. I believe these fine-tuned highly individual responses to various types of opiates are yet another aspect of that.
 
Whiskey flavoured

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- 2.7ml L-Polamidon (IV)
- Sheep milk again lol (oh no I got addicted to them)
- Tiramisu from the local italian
- Black cigs
- Vaporwave music - trust me, you will NOT regret listening to this playlist guys (perfect to nod to):

And all of this on a breakfast tablet while I'm lying on my bed with a big, fat, content smile hihi.
The day is good and is getting better and better :pupil2:๐Ÿฅด๐Ÿ’‰๐Ÿšฌ๐Ÿฐ
 
Fuct up morning

2 bags h
1 rock
1mg alprozalam
Cigs
Coffee

Yes I know.. I'm fucking up today but just feeling utterly defeated.
I don't know how high of a tolerance you have to either Heroin or Benzos, but be careful about mixing alpras and brown sugar. That's dangerous man. We don't wanna lose you, ok? Take care. Is there at least someone who can periodically check up on you?

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if it's about potentiating your Heroin, try smoking weed instead of taking benzos. You can't die of a respiratory depression when smoking weed while high af on dope.
 
Up and at emโ€™
Some water, few smokes, and about to puff on some flower.

Pretty boring, I know. But this is a much needed break from my past life. 6 months ago Iโ€™d already be on my way to Camden or Kensington to cop dope.

Feeling Charmed to be clean this beautiful fall morning.

Stay good peoples
Always, fair winds and following seas
 
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I don't know how high of a tolerance you have to either Heroin or Benzos, but be careful about mixing alpras and brown sugar. That's dangerous man. We don't wanna lose you, ok? Take care. Is there at least someone who can periodically check up on you?

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if it's about potentiating your Heroin, try smoking weed instead of taking benzos. You can't die of a respiratory depression when smoking weed while high af on dope.
I know all the dangers and yes I have a high tolerance to opiods/opiates and benzos.

The alzam was to help bring me down. I'm careful with what I do and as my close friends on here know I'm not irresponsible or take crazy doses.

I just had a moment of weakness and relapse. And funny enough, I'm not even feeling high or tired or noddy. Just dead.

But thanks for caring, means a lot.
 
Hello and good morning my fellow addicts ๐Ÿ˜

I'm fasting today so 4-5 glasses of water 1 cup of black coffee and high quality joint of Gorilla Cookies and some happy inducing music ๐Ÿ˜‰

Plus-

A big afterglow of 5mg of clonazepam last night
600mg gabapentin
100mg butalbital

And probably gonna dose a mg or 2 of clonazepam too depending on how I feel

Happy to be alive this morning ๐Ÿ˜
 
Fuck. Iโ€™m up early this morning. 2am EST

Rise and shine kids!

Already had my daily water, smoked a few Marlboros, guess itโ€™s time for a couple hits of flower.

Guess Iโ€™m gonna jam out for a bit and listen to some good tunes, atleast till the sun decides to get out of bed and then Iโ€™ll go be a productive member of society for a bit.

Stay lifted yโ€™all
Always, fair winds and following seas
 
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- 2ml L-Polamidon (today I shot up a little bit less because I wanna work on my songs, so no nodding today)
- Appenzeller Nussgipfel (fine german speciality)
- Hot chocolate
- One of my Black Cigs again
- โ™ชโ™ซ Saint Pepsi โ™ชโ™ซ
- maybe gonna play a bit of WoW Classic later on. Almost lvl 60 where I can finally start taking part in epic 40-man raids.
 
Morning Blueworld

Apologies for my behavior yesterday. I had a bit of a manic episode that just was well yeah, bad.

20mg clobazam
1mg alprozalam
300mg pregabalin

No bupre yet as I still have a few hrs to go. But glad I'm feeling this, just a reminder again of a path I don't want to walk again.
 
Feeling very very sedated cuz I nodded out in my armchair last night and just woke up ๐Ÿ˜‚

Along with the high I still have frome last night I'm enjoying a few bowls of some fire Wedding Cake as I'm typing

Gonna dose my clonazepam and butalbital in 30 minutes or so

Plus if I feel the urge I'll dose a few grams of gabapentin with it

Gonna be a good day today I've decided ๐Ÿ˜‚
 
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