All right, just got my 6ml Polamidon HCL and about to shoot 3ml of it now (had to get out early today because the guy had an appointment and couldn't meet me later that day). Gonna make an Erowid style experience report. Will probably shoot the rest of it at 6pm or so, because I'm a bit sceptical about how long it will last. I think dude exaggerated a bit when he said that it will last well into the night. Sounds too good to be true but let's see.
T +0 (7 am)
Just shot up 3ml. Released the tourniquet. 5 seconds in and my skin starts to tingle and I can feel/hear my blood flowing/rushing through my ears (junkies know what I mean. It's like holding a seashell on your ears. Very pleasant sensation.)
Effect is getting stronger as I am writing this text. I think I need to lie down a bi
T +1:30 (8:30 am)
The peeps in the clinic didn't exaggrte when they said that the Pola rush is like a heroin rush only long and drawn-out like stretching chewwing gum. Oh my goodness I don't know how long it's been since I felt these sensual, warm, skin flushes going up and down my body. Very hard to keep my eyelis open since I shot up. God knows how ling it took me to write this tex.
It was a good idea to take half the dose first, because I'd probably be dead nw if I had taken all 6ml at once. I underestimated this substance even though I used the equivlncy table...
T +1:15 (9:45 am)
Rush just subsided and I'm left with a very pleasant opioid high. I can think clearly again but I'm still high af. Damn, 2h 45min. long rush LOL. Was going in and out of nodding land, saliva dripping down on my pillow (which is weird because usually when I take a nodding dose I'm left with a very dry mouth, but Pola doesn't seem to have this side effect) which I noticed just now when the nodding ended. Gonna go and order a pizza now with some red bull and a tiramisu for dessert. Damn, the high feels way more in your face than morphine. Compared to morphine it's like a big ass, overdimensional anvil being dropped on you. Morphine is like rock music, Polamidon is like doom metal (if this opioid had a soundtrack, THIS would be it):
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Slow and heavy anthracite rock pushing you down into the 9th pit of hell where Satan himself resides. The cool thing is that the intense sedation doesn't take away the euphoria. I feel both simultaneously. I really, really like it so far...no in fact I LOVE it. It has become my favourite opioid. Will tell my doc tomorrow to immediately switch me over from morph to Levomethadone. Gonna get that sweet, sweet L-Polamidon HCL from the pharmacy tomorrow biatches. Dope is a joke compared to this whohooo!
T +11:00 (8:45 pm)
Just took a nap (usually impossible when I'm high on opioids), had a very pleasant dream, just woke up now and I'm
STILL HIGH lol (even though it's slowly starting to fade more and more into the background and turning into an afterglow). Eyelids are still half-closed and I'm itchy all over hehe. I was lying the whole day on my couch and having pleasant, lovey-dovey daydreams while feeling wonderful both physically as well as emotionally. And so hungry. I ate like a hippo and enjoyed every single bite like a french connoisseur. I think everything that follows now will be more of an afterglow. This stuff is incredible. It's like opioids on slowmo. And every effect is way more pronounced. For example I usually get a bit hungry when on opioids, but on Pola I got THA munchies. Like weed level hunger! My tactile sensations were also more pronounced. Total duration of the high lasted around 13h 45mins and I speculate that it's going to gradually leave me now while I go to sleep. Counting the afterglow with it, it will probably be around 20h or so. I have no craving for more right now. Damn, one 3ml shot was more than enough (for the protocol: I took, as always, my daily dose of ULDN which potentiates the effect of the opioids that I take). Gonna save the other 3ml for tomorrow morning. Lol this Levomethadone stuff is like opioids on steroids. I'll try the rest of the 3ml tomorrow orally and see how that compares. It will definitely last longer, but ofc the rush will be missing. I've heard the high is still just as good though.
I feel bad for those who got hooked on Pola while in maintenance and plan on getting off of it because with a half life of 36 freaking hours their withdrawal will last like half a year or so lol. Not to mention PAWS. Good thing that I never ever plan on getting sober haha
Man I think
@DeathIndustrial88 would absolutely love the hell out of this shit. If you ever plan on making a vacation to Germany, hit me up and I'll give you a big, fat shot. You won't ever wanna go back to any other opioid. Hey
@TheUltimateFixx , since you used to live in Germany: did you ever try Levomethadone (oral or IV doesn't matter)? Did you perceive its effects in a similarily positive way? I've heard there are people who don't really get high off of Polamidon and think it sucks like the normal D/L-Methadone. Or do you at least know fellow Germans who took it? What was/is their opinion on this heavenly substance? Any more Germans here on Bluelight who can give some input?
Today was a good day
