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I’m right there with you my man I’ve probably taken 4-5 grams this week and now I’m out as well 😞
It sucks since Gabapentin is such a magical medicine. I love GABAergic drugs, and want to try Phenibut, but still trying to figure out which product has it over the counter. Btw how is diphenhydramine with gabapentin? I obviously been taking them with the antihistamines promethazine, and chlorpheniramine. The trippy is intense.
 
I’m right there with you my man I’ve probably taken 4-5 grams this week and now I’m out as well 😞
I've taken about 4,800mg of it since last Monday or Tuesday I think, and maybe could've been Wednesday or Thursday for how fucked up I got and lost my memory. I have terrible memory anyway, but yea that crazy we took about the same amount altogether it looks like. I took 1,200mg of it twice, and that's the highest I've went in my life. It was so euphoric especially with everything else I was on. It felt like I was on MDMA kind of. I was also was very uncoordinated, and walking like I was very intoxicated. I almost took another 300mg when I was on the 1.2 grams, but I decided to save it which I'm glad I did. I'm actually feeling good off the 300mg, and everything else ofcourse. I got a very speedy, but downer high going on that is also very trippy, and euphoric asf.
 
I've taken about 4,800mg of it since last Monday or Tuesday I think, and maybe could've been Wednesday or Thursday for how fucked up I got and lost my memory. I have terrible memory anyway, but yea that crazy we took about the same amount altogether it looks like. I took 1,200mg of it twice, and that's the highest I've went in my life. It was so euphoric especially with everything else I was on. It felt like I was on MDMA kind of. I was also was very uncoordinated, and walking like I was very intoxicated. I almost took another 300mg when I was on the 1.2 grams, but I decided to save it which I'm glad I did. I'm actually feeling good off the 300mg, and everything else ofcourse. I got a very speedy, but downer high going on that is also very trippy, and euphoric asf.
Shit if you want too understand the real euphoria you can get from gabapentin you gotta take double that spaced out 300mg at atime obviously

And I think the most I’ve ever taken is probably 7 gs but I had a bit of a tolerance along with a permatolerance
 
I AM starting the last Day of my speed binge so I already snorted my last Line and I hope I Will be able to sleep tonight... I Will be smoking weed all day...
 
200mg pregabalin
2g kratom
coffee
cigs
2 more g kratom and out the door
(takes me about an hour and a half to get psyched up to face all those crazies out there :LOL:
 
kratom, coffee and cigs.
puffin on thc-o early probably wont get anything done i want to but f it homie needs his chill time
 
I don't really handle criticism super well unless it's approached really respectfully, and well, that just hasn't been happening lately. The past couple days I've let it get to me so I'm just gonna try to be patient, endlessly compassionate, and present. Which sometimes takes effort on my part, I tend to isolate at times if I feel stressed or attacked and I'm trying to not let that happen.
I feel this so hard. I think you nailed it on the head with that though. That, and honesty. Being honest with people if I'm anxious or upset, and trusting them to not hurt me with that info, has really taken some of the burden off me, since I'm often embarrassed and trying to hide my problems with social anxiety.

OT: kratom, and some weed soon
 
Top of the afternoon to ya fine folks. I have taken a bit of a step back due to some personal struggles, but I'm still here. Here's my morning (self) medication list, not all at once of course but just since I woke up.

60mg Vyvanse
50mg 5-HTP
500mg Magnesium
300mg Gabapentin
1mg Bromazolam
12mg 3hopcp

Been doing some yard work. Hot ass day.
 
Diaz.-15mg,bupr.-4mg,zoloft-25mg.Few days down with 5 mg diazepam.....and my sleep is no longer so good.Gonna drop to 10 and hold on to that dose.
 
60mg Vyvanse
10mg 4homipt
1mg DOC
10mg 3hopcp
Monster Energy Watermelon
Marlboro Menthols

It's an Alan's Psychedelic Breakfast kind of day. Yeeehhhheeeeee!! Should be starting up a new job in the next day or so, with transportation, so I'm pretty happy about that, and figured I'd enjoy one of my last few days of freedom properly.
 
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Cold coffee? Wtf looking at that triggers me to go get a beer and relapse my alcoholism. Xd
 
Cold coffee? Wtf looking at that triggers me to go get a beer and relapse my alcoholism. Xd
We used to holiday in Greece and Portugal 1980's me a kid.

On beaches, "Iced tea" and maybe iced coffee too I'm not sure now, was all the rage.

It was an adult taste really, so I never had a lot myself, but tasted.

It was yummy, refreshing AF and my mum, aunty etc dug it.

I would so be down for those drinks now.
 
We used to holiday in Greece and Portugal 1980's me a kid.

On beaches, "Iced tea" and maybe iced coffee too I'm not sure now, was all the rage.

It was an adult taste really, so I never had a lot myself, but tasted.

It was yummy, refreshing AF and my mum, aunty etc dug it.

I would so be down for those drinks now.
More refreshing is a syringe full of morphine.
 
More refreshing is a syringe full of morphine.
I would like that. For you, and myself too.

Or ketamine would be my top preference.

Like you Nico I remenisce over tge enjoyable aspects of my stolen past.

Because I long ago abandoned the inagimation I will likely ever be able to tolerate those ice teas again this life, plus a great many things (as the Emperor says to Skywalker re what Luke was mistaken about lol)


I let go of that mostly, but took long time though, and my diet is so limited, it pains me mentally.

I can't even set foot in a building where tobacco is/has been smoked, for 5 seconds.

Since 2005.

So I remenisce but without pain. I look forward. I tell myself...this can't be the end of forever!

And that alone excites me.
 
I would like that. For you, and myself too.

Or ketamine would be my top preference.

Like you Nico I remenisce over tge enjoyable aspects of my stolen past.

Because I long ago abandoned the inagimation I will likely ever be able to tolerate those ice teas again this life, plus a great many things (as the Emperor says to Skywalker re what Luke was mistaken about lol)


I let go of that mostly, but took long time though, and my diet is so limited, it pains me mentally.

I can't even set foot in a building where tobacco is/has been smoked, for 5 seconds.

Since 2005.

So I remenisce but without pain. I look forward. I tell myself...this can't be the end of forever!

And that alone excites me.
Shit man,
I cant forreal, I've tried and tried so many times. I've miserably failed for years. Before I die, I'm gonna ask for 60mg of morphine and 2 Marlboro cigarettes.
OT:120mg morphine (oral)
2mg clonazepam
150mg lyrica
I'm shaking rn but I'm gonna feel WONDERFULLL in a bit. Mate I seriously can't live my life sober anymore, I tried last year for a few months and I actually was turning into a horrible raging alcoholic. It was disgusting, I'd rather be a dope fiend man.
 
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