Nas47
Road-Weary Traveler
i am on fent.....patches.....flying in the void.....The End
Is that an ok mix then, the 2cb on top of the ssri?40mg Fluoxetine
600mg Oxcarbazepine
40mg 2cb
A little coffee
Geek bar vape
Woke up late af, was going to do a half day at work but said fuck it.
I got a little bit of FXE.. have tried it at 50mg so far, will probably try at 100 next once I get into my 2cb trip.
Izza gonna be a good day I think
Probably not the best idea in the world but I've done it before. I enjoyed it for sure but probably would've been better off with 20-25mg. I had just never done that dose so wanted to see. It was cool but it got a little physically uncomfortable and I jumped into the anesthesia stash quick enough. The fxe mixed in with the 2cb was very awesome! I definitely love that shit and wish I had hopped on it hard for a while now especially when it was more prevalent.Is that an ok mix then, the 2cb on top of the ssri?
40mg is quite the dose too I hear - how'd it go?
I discovered after 20 years that high dose of methadone fucks up my sleep. I sleep much better when the dose is low-mediumMorning blueworld
Yesterday I only had 20mg methadone I'm total, 2x 10mg doses but then again I slept most of the day and was sluggish. Maybe the methadone dose drop or results from the day before, either way need to get shit done.
20mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Few bong hits.
Coffee and lots so far.
Awe
Can I ask you for the testosterone? Why do you take it if I may ask? And what effects do you have after IM test.Today looking a little odd, lotta broke.
Unknown amount oral cannabis, probably add a couple hundred mg delta 8 later.
20mg bupe
70mg propranolol
50mg diphenhydramine
120mg testosterone IM
Maybe some alcohol later instead of the d8, hmm idk, but today is on its bullshit and needs to cease and desist lol.
What happens Nas??? Really??i am on fent.....patches.....flying in the void.....The End
Can I ask you for the testosterone? Why do you take it if I may ask? And what effects do you have after IM test.
Thanks
Cheers
Here in Spain is very difficult to have testosterone. Even doctors dont know that opioids can low your test. Levels. What about your sleep? Did you have insomnia?Hey, no worries, glad to answer any questions.
I take the testosterone because my levels were low during bloodwork, likely from years of hard drug/opioid abuse, or possibly a genetic component/mixture of the two. I really should work out more with it lol, but in the 8 or so months I've been on it I've noticed a transformation in the way my body stores extra mass, less subcutaneous fat, cutting up some as well as more vitality, energy, mental acuity. No outright psychoactive effects, more like a holistic, whole-body nootropic, but the best way i can put it is: the day before injection, i feel 48, the day after, 28 (I'm 38).
If you get bloods done and they see you suffering from low test, do they put you on trt there? Here by us you get 2 choices for trt treatment, once a week test depo Injection or a Nebido shot that last 3 months but between the 2 i would opt for test depo. Plus you know low test can cause a lot of problems like depression and insomnia and so on.Here in Spain is very difficult to have testosterone. Even doctors dont know that opioids can low your test. Levels. What about your sleep? Did you have insomnia?
Im gonna get a bloodwork and see where are my hormones. Now I feel much better but I had 4 years very very bad, but the doctors didnt care about my hormones. They said I had a depression, but any AD worked and I stopped trying different compounds. I stopped all Ssris and stuck with bupropion, because I snorted it and gave me a psicological effect when I snort something.
NOw I dont take bupropion but snort some speed paste, racemic amphet, only in till 6pm. And I feel very good but insomnia is still there, I sleep much better than 5 years ago though.
Thanks to answer my questions. Im 45 yo if you want to know. My libido is down too. I sleep with an ex sometimes and I never have touched her, never have in mind to fuck with her. I have to say that I dont feel any atraction to her.
Well stay safe and be well. Have a good day.
One more thing is that I dont do any sport, I even dont walk somedays. I stay in my home studio sitting all day.
Now I started to walk and stay at the sun. The sun is good for testosterone?
Sorry for my long message
Is your test depo shot once a week?good morning bluelight hehe
todays regime upon waking up:
debating on microdosing today i'll see??? i have 3 tryptamine RC headshop gummies left and 2 produced productivity and happiness so
- Testosterone Cypionate 60mg injection in my thigh (HRT dose, it's that time fellas...)
- Trileptal 600mg
- Adderall 30mg XR
- and a monster energy
WELL it was every Wednesday morning for like, a consistent 16 weeks, however i noticed around tuesday-monday without fail my mood would swing horrifically, even since i started. So i've started doing it every 6 days in the morning instead, just at the same dose... i have heard from other Transmasculine people on HRT you can do this, and after doing it the 2nd time, i can confirm its ok..!Is your test depo shot once a week?
Iโm on trt too and have been the last 5 years so have tried many option and protocols over the last few years and for me to have steady normal blood levels, we have failed it down to 80mgs a week but me and my doc have a agreed just to push it up to 100mg a week. I get a prescription for one bottle of Pfizer depo test 100mg/ml a month, that I self administer at home. And I still get bloods done every 3-6 months for certain reason then I just add what other test they must run. And my test levels are obviously higher but not that much of a big margin but it does also raises my estrogen levels too but on 80mg my estrogen at normal if not a bit lower.WELL it was every Wednesday morning for like, a consistent 16 weeks, however i noticed around tuesday-monday without fail my mood would swing horrifically, even since i started. So i've started doing it every 6 days in the morning instead, just at the same dose... i have heard from other Transmasculine people on HRT you can do this, and after doing it the 2nd time, i can confirm its ok..!
yea i get my bloodwork done on the 24th, if my T levels look a bit low im upgrading to 75mg a week or 100.Iโm on trt too and have been the last 5 years so have tried many option and protocols over the last few years and for me to have steady normal blood levels, we have failed it down to 80mgs a week but me and my doc have a agreed just to push it up to 100mg a week. I get a prescription for one bottle of Pfizer depo test 100mg/ml a month, that I self administer at home. And I still get bloods done every 3-6 months for certain reason then I just add what other test they must run. And my test levels are obviously higher but not that much of a big margin but it does also raises my estrogen levels too but on 80mg my estrogen at normal if not a bit lower.
Anyhow just my 2c lol
And Iโm baked