Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Not sure why I even stressed the methadone at first place but shit went well so 

Yeah what I did was drop it to 2mg and then take it every other day, every third day, and on until I ran out, using kratom if I really needed it. I didn't do all that crazy shit taking a 1/24th of a strip and all that.Morning, peeps.![]()
Consider the rundown ran down... well in transit, at least. Payday this morning, work this afternoon, doctor appointment in between. No clue how that's gonna go, I'd be a liar to say I wasn't worried. Wish me luck lol.
What gets me is after the stick, once I start pushing, my mind starts in this toxic, dooming "better not miss" thought loop, which of course I can't miss because it's an IM shot, but my conditioning from years of shooting meth kicks in, which of course hurts like fuck when you miss. So I get that pain from the muscle shot, even pushing super slow, my body responds like to a miss - fast heart beat, sweating, shaking, which makes it worse. I mean I get it done, I'm going to keep doing it, but it's a fucking miserable few minutes lol. And yeah, that's what I hear on the taper, 2mg difficulty threshold. Honestly, if I can get it down that low, as many times as I did it out of necessity in prison, I'd be tempted to try and go cold from there. But not sure what the wd profile would be like for that. CT on 2 to 4mg a day sucks but it's manageable, from 16mg it's pure hell, so I imagine tapering most of the way and then dropping totally would mitigate the worst of it?
Anyway, yeah yeah, tl;dr. Stay safe, y'all.
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Itβs an acquired taste for sure haha. Although the last two films (Curse and Cult) have brought back the scariness instead of comedy.I just can't watch that series. Freaked me out as a kid. My sister had like 6 porcelain dolls on her dresser growing up and if her door was open you could see the reflection of their eyes. I swear I saw one move one time. I probably have some complex thanks to Chucky.
Kratom
Coffee
1/2 a clonazepam
Just got drug tested this morning![]()
Well one of my close family members died today from cancer so yeah
3 cups of strong black coffee
4mg clonazepam
3,600mg gabapentin
150 mg dimenhydrinate
Blew thru a whole pack of cigs in an hour plus about 5 cigars
and at the worst time I ran out of weed
remember to tell your loved ones how much you care about them before it's too late![]()
Did you pass? New high score?Kratom
Coffee
1/2 a clonazepam
Just got drug tested this morning![]()
I remember some of my drug test results being quite comical. Like one time popping for everything on a 5 panel or whatever it was. Lord.