30mg Lisdexamphetamine
150mg Oxcarbazepine
10mg Vilazodone
4gs Kratom
600mg Ibuprofen
Coffee
Monster
Vape
My new psych doctor still has me on this half ass dose of Vyvanse, I'm kinda bummed about it honestly. Idk how to be like, "yo wtf I need my regular dose" without sounding like I'm drug seeking.
He also started me on a new antidepressant, one I've never taken before, Vilazodone (Viibryd), which appears to be a serotonin agonist in addition to reuptake inhibitor. Idk, I guess he thought I sounded depressed, and idk I guess it's not too far off the mark. I would rather start something new though than get back on an ssri I have already tried, so I went with this one. It's my fourth day taking it, I feel ever so slightly better, but, we'll see how much it helps.
Just going in to work today, been working on the courses for my IT certification, as well as the music production course. The IT cert has 5 courses, I'm almost halfway through the 2nd course now. It is said that it takes 3-6 months, but I'm trying to finish it way faster. With the state of the world and the job market, I really think I'm gonna need this cert to push forward into a better gig, and I'd really like to find some kind of remote job, something where I'm not doing difficult physical labor.
Been taking more regular doses of Ibuprofen, to combat the constant swelling and inflammation with my leg. Pretty sure I have arthritis and shit. Most days, it's ok, and I've been doing daily exercises that the PT gave me, but I've found that at night I get overwhelmed with tension, and both physical and mental anxiety about my injury. Idk, but just trying to push through.
Hope everyone has a good week

