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Woke up and snorted 1mg Buprenorphine and Swallowed 800mg of Phenibut

My back started hurting really bad at work so I took 750 mg of Acetaminophen.

Once I got home I snorted 2mg more of Buprenorphine and took 150mg of Gabapentin. 90 minutes later I took another 150mg of Gabapentin.

It was my last 300mg of gabapentin which is why I staggered it like that.

I get my refill of Gabapentin tomorrow. I'm gonna see if I can keep it to 2 doses per week. That way I can hopefully avoid physical WD and can do larger doses, which I prefer over lower daily doses. It's tempting to do larger doses daily because of my back pain. I'll have to utilize my lock box.

Have an appointment later this month where I will request to move up to 600mg of Gabapentin 3x day instead of my current 300mg. Gonna try to get to 900mg 3x per day.
 
Morning blueworld.

Again not a good night sleep. Just was awake even though I had some extra diazepam and alprozalam throughout the night.

06:00am
14mg methadone

08:00am
Wake and bake Swazi and later on strawberry bliss.

Seeing as I have some time free I'm gonna try and get some of that sleep.

10:00am
2mg alprozalam
0.7g strawberry bliss self rolled joint
Few thc vape pulls of sunsherbet.
20mh thc toffee.

It's 10:40am now and can feel some body load and heaviness. Couch or this instance bedrock. Just need 4hr. And to think I need to do this morning. Lucky today is also a off day for micro dosing regime so not gonna worry about the downers for today.
 
2 mg bupe (taking 2mg in morning and 1mg at afternoon/night now for the last 3-4 days, that solved the sleeping issue quite well)
20mg Ritalin ER
A small joint

Now its time to start work and then tonight im going to 4D Cinema with bf and some friends
 
7am:
Nicotine
2mg Buprenorphine insufflated
100mg Caffeine
900mg Phenibut

230PM:
.5mg Buprenorphine Insufflated
100mg caffeine
300mg Gabapentin taken every 30 minutes until 1800mg is reached

Took a 20 minute nap then went on a long walk down the local nature trails and read a book (Better Than Sex by Hunter S Thompson). The gabapentin hit me HARD on the walk back. It's been a while since it's hit me like that. I think it was a mix of my legs being tired from being on my feet for most of the day as well as hunger. My legs felt like noodles. Not like they do on dissociatives and not like they do on Soma, although it was similar. Found myself having a hard time walking straight as well. I had to sit on a bench for a while.

Phenibut and Gabapentin is like a silver bullet for social anxiety. I usually have pretty bad anxiety when talking with strangers and keep interactions with them to the bare minimum. On my walk I had a good few minute conversation with a lady who wanted directions, so I helped her and we chatted a bit. Exhanged a few words with this lady who sat next to me on the bench while I was reading. I left both of those conversations feeling good and fulfilled as its not often I experience things like that. I can see myself wanting to do this combo every day, but I'm going to try to refrain. Gonna try to keep the gabapentin to once every 2 or 3 days, hopefully avoid any sort of serious dependence. Gonna drop the phenibut as well. At least try to keep it to once a week and not on days I take gabapentin.

730PM:
Nicotine
Cold Sprite and Peanut Butter and Honey sandwich
.5mg Buprenorphine

Later on:
50mg Hydroxyzine
.5mg Buprenorphine
15mg Mirtazapine
 
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Morning blueworld

Again a night where I wasn't restless just awake and no amount of benzo ( or that I was willing to take ) helped.

06:00am
14mg methadone
5mg diazepam
08:00am
Wake and bake Swazi with Amnesia Haze bubble hash.
20mg thc toffee
1mg alprozalam ( see if it will help me fall asleep again now till 10am, currently 08:23.
 
Morning, peeps. 😎 🌄

Decent night's sleep; actually woke up at 2am for the bathroom and realized I'd gone to bed (actually gone to bed, and not passed out) and forgotten to take my methadone. Terminal CRS. 🤣

So 85mg methadone about 3 hours ago, leaving here in about an hour to go pick up today's so another 85mg then. Now just drinking my second coffee, hitting the nic vape. About to take a handful of the normal boring scripts and 2g lion's mane, likely hit this Papaya live rosin pen while I wait for my Uber into town.

Getting excited, birthday here in a couple days on Sunday, which I gotta work for that but I'm leaving first thing Monday morning to vacation at family's out of state for four days, and then they're coming back to stay with me for two. Gonna be mad funsies. 😉 😎

Y'all stay chill, stay safe, and have a bitchin' day. ✌️ ❤️
 
I won $500 gambling yesterday morning at like 4 am, so I still have champagne from my celebration after so I'm having a mimosa with breakfast. Now that I ate I'm prepping my wake up shot.

.1 Methamphetamine & .1 Cocaine (give or take 20mg on each)
These will be mixed in with the solution from a couple heroin cottons I found. I quit heroin going on 3 weeks ago, and have one real lapse (used 20mg 95% #4 that my friend somehow still had. We got 5.5g and .5g respectively, and I blew threw that 5.5 before he could finish .5, but also Im the junkie so whatre ya gonna do? Before quitting I was doing 70-80mg IV so that 20mg after my tolerance was gone was like putting my dick into god)
Puffin on a geek bar
Will probably microdose mushrooms again today. Going on about a week strong. I just take a bite, whether I start tripping or not is kinda part of the fun.

Don't intend on going back to heroin, but I do know that if I find cottons in my house I'm doing that shit, which is why I was extraordinarily thorough in finding and giving them away when I was quitting. Craving me regrets that sometime, but I had enough to get high for weeks off them and it was time to quit.

Anyways, anyone wanna give me an over/under on how much damage Ive done to my heart with my goofy speedballs? Apparently mixing stimulants with other stimulants is bad, but mixing stimulants with downers is also bad. Cancel each other out, perhaps?
 
7am:
600mg Phenibut
1mg Buprenorphine insufflated
200mg caffeine
Nicotine/Tobacco

230pm:
300mg of Gabapentin every 30 minutes until 2400mg is reached
1mg Buprenorphine insufflated

Today the effect of the gabapentin was much less pronounced than yesterday despite being a higher dose. I am going to utilize my lock box, I'm going to take 300mg a day and do a larder dose once or twice a week. I will try to reduce my 300mg a day with a small taper. I'm not sure how much tolerance 300mg will build daily but I don't want it to get in the way of the higher doses. We'll see though as it does help my back pain at work somewhat

9pm:
.25mg Buprenorphine insufflated
15mg Mirtazapine
2 cigarettes
500mg Lemon Balm extract
1000mg Taurine
200mg Magnesium Glycinate
CBG
 
Good morning, y'all. 😎 🌄

Good night's sleep, woke up rested and not sick. Really noticing a world of difference pushing my evening methadone dose back later. 👍 Speaking of, going on a little vacation next week and just picked up my take homes, so a brother sitting on a whole lot of methadone lol, just over a gram. Will be dosed responsibly, ofc. 😉

Today:

Coffee ☕️
Nicotine vape
100mg lamotrigine
60mg fluoxetine
5mg apixaban
85mg methadone
And a few hits off the Papaya live rosin vape. ☁️

Not psychoactive, but I'm particularly glad to be back in stock of the apixaban; I've been without for over a month and I've had a history of blood clots since I was 23 (it's a blood thinner, a very expensive one and my insurance got dropped unexpectedly last month.)

Annnyway, hope everyone has an awesome day. ✌️ ❤️
 
Morning blueworld

Back to microdosing again, had my two days off.

06:00am
14mg methadone

08:00am got up and started the day
200mg GT
Waked and baked with some strawberry bliss and the rest of the morning vaped some Sunset sherbet as needed.

Its already like 13:20, morning flew by.
Hope everyone is having a chilled Saturday. Oh and no benzos today think i had more then enough yesterday lol
 
1200 mg gabapentin
15 mg hydrocodone
150 mg tramadol
20 mg butalbital
8 cigarettes
20 ounce bottle of Coke
 
Morning, y'all. 😎 🌄

Wonderful day ahead; working, but it's the last day before vacation, and also my birthday. Time to build that birthday buzz. 😁

Coffee ☕️
Nic vape, Wild Cherry Slush flavor, very tasty
Normal boring scripts
85mg methadone
900mg gabapentin so far, staggering 300 every half hour until... whenever lol
And smoking a bowl of Permanent Zkittlez currently, with a 400mg thc edible for breakfast here in a little bit, after the 'done digests a bit. 😉

I don't mind my job, nothing better to do anyway lol so not salty there, and the people are pretty cool, so it should be an awesome day. Which I hope every last one of you fuckers have. 🙂

Stay safe and all that noise. ✌️ ❤️
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Morning, y'all. 😎 🌄

Wonderful day ahead; working, but it's the last day before vacation, and also my birthday. Time to build that birthday buzz. 😁
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Morning everyone 🌅

Happy Birthday @Psychlone Jack
Wish you all the best! I hope you have an awesome day. 🥳

English breakfast tea
CBG oil
150mg Caffeine
20mg Levomethadone
60mg Oxycodone IN
1mg Clonazepam
Cheers!:cheers:
 
bamos said:
Morning everyone 🌅

Happy Birthday @Psychlone Jack
Wish you all the best! I hope you have an awesome day. 🥳

English breakfast tea
CBG oil
150mg Caffeine
20mg Levomethadone
60mg Oxycodone IN
1mg Clonazepam
Cheers!:cheers:
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Just wondering what's the benefit of mixing different opioids? Thought with methadone you don't get much out of other opis?

For me it's stepping down:
200 mg Pregabalin
100 mg Tramadol
No high, no WD, just mellow 🙂
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Just wondering what's the benefit of mixing different opioids? Thought with methadone you don't get much out of other opis?
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Fair point. (Levo)Methadone definitely takes something from the Oxy and that is why I take Oxy IN, though more importantly if I didn't take Levomethadone with Oxy I'd have to take about 420mg/day of Oxy instead of just 160mg/day.
 
6AM:
1mg Buprenorhine
Wild Cherry & Cream Pepsi
1 Cigarette

Noon:
300mg gabapentin
.25 Buprenorphine
1 Cigarette

6PM:
.75mg Buprenorphine
Nicotine
Nap

730PM:
Woke up with an insane toothache. Brushed my teeth insanely well, mouthwash, rinse with salt water
1000mg Acetaminophen, 220mg Naproxen Sodium and Benzocaine hardly touched it.
Perfect excuse for gabapentin.
Took 600mg Gabapentin off the bat then 300mg every 30 minutes until 1800mg was reached.
Also had Nicotine throughout as I'm highly addicted.

Kinda disappointed that I only put one day between my last high dose gabapentin. It did finally help the tooth ache.

I've gotta stop vaping. On top of it not being healthy and the shitty feeling of being totally dependent on something that's hardly even pleasurable, I feel like it can't bee good for one's teeth.

9PM:
Tempted to take a Soma but I still haven't tried mixing it with my Buprenorphine yet, so I probably shouldn't try it for my first time with this much gabapentin. I feel like the risk of taking gabapentin with downers is overstated but I could be wrong.

Winding down with the last of my bupe (1mg) and another Wild Cherry & Cream Pepsi

Not sure what to take tomorrow. Gonna visit my grandfather in the hospital who is very sick and may be at the end of his life. I'm gonna be tempted to take Phenibut to ease the anxiety going in. The last 2 times I've seen him have been rough and somewhat traumatic. Maybe I'll try to hold off so I can take a Soma when I get home. I've really been craving SOMETHING. Haven't had any sort of buzz outside of gabapentin and phenibut in about a month, and my bupe doesn't give me any sort of high anymore. Really hope that I can afford some dissociatives this paycheck.

Oh yeah, can't forget. Will be taking 15mg of Mirtazapine before bed. Maybe 50mg of Hydroxyzine too
 
bamos said:
Fair point. (Levo)Methadone definitely takes something from the Oxy and that is why I take Oxy IN, though more importantly if I didn't take Levomethadone with Oxy I'd have to take about 420mg/day of Oxy instead of just 160mg/day.
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Are you from germany? I ask for the levomethadone cause its the only country you I know yoj can get it? Maybe im wrong. Id love to have it in my country but I think its gonna be very difficult. We are few people on methadone here.
 
Morning blueworld

What a busy freaking Morning and the to do list for today seems its gonna spill over to tomorrow as well. As im gonna loose an hr or more of the day to help a friend quickly who is stack, car issues.

6am
14mg methadone
5mg diazepam
Wake and baked some sour diesel vape
Dbl exspresso

8am
200mg GT
Rice grain size RSO oil - face on fire strain.

Almost midday now and on my way again. Hope everyone had an awesome weekend. Heres to a new week.
 
Morning, everyone. 😎 🌄

Leaving on a four day trip to visit family and explore their new locale this morning. Stoked, haven't been on vacation in a hot minute lol.

Coffee ☕️
Nic vape
Normal boring scripts
170mg methadone, double up on the am, cause I forgot to take it last night lol. Felt lovely on the wake up this morning lol.
and hitting on this Papaya live rosin vape.

Hope everyone has an awesome week, I plan too. 🔥

✌️ ❤️
 
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