Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
I've tripped hundreds of times, I've had absolutely terrifying experiences, I considered killing myself during one of them once, because I believed if the trip were allowed to complete, I would undo existence. Despite that, I wouldn't trade that or any of my psychedelic experiences for anything. I really regret things I've done because of alcohol. Waking up from a blackout in 2018, having just wrecked my car against a parked car, and having the owner of the car call the cops, and getting arrested, and having to deal with that fallout... not to mention my beautiful car that I loved a lot was totalled.... I felt like I had murdered my friend. Just got the breathalyzer out of my car last month. That's far from the only stupid thing I've done on alcohol, but it was the worst.
