47.5, for an average of 2.375 pills per month
Although, 5 of those pills were not MDMA so technically only 42.5,for an average of 2.125 PPM.
They are as follows, taken since April of 2000 on separate occasions (IE, the 4 white devils were taken on two separate rolls)
1/2 Orange Pacman
2 White shells
3 Snow Whites (Bunk!)
2 Mini Chips (Bunk!)
1 1/2 Red Mickey Mouses
2 Red Robins
2 White Octagons
3 White Rockets
4 White Devils
2 1/2 Green Chicago Bulls
2 Green Iceburgs
1/2 Yellow Diamond
2 Pink Moons
2 Green Euros
3 Purple Ferraris
5 Pink Elephants
7 1/2 Pink Stunners
3 White Anchors
As far as changes go, I have noticed no negative behavioral or emotional differences. I do notice a more blurred area between sleep and waking. Getting stuck in dreams and stuff like that. But that happens rarely, and it is not bothersome so much as it is interesting. I have also noticed positive affects. I am more accepting of differences in other people, more open, more calm. Things like that. I don't think these changes are do to the chemicals so much as they are to the insights I have while on the chemicals. My personal relationships have improved as well.
Oh, and I also remember every occasion in complete, crystal clear detail.
Peace,
Cristalena