6 years
~15 years
Once or twice per year. Always 3 months apart. Usually in my house with friends. I don't use any other drugs.
Did not use it for the last five years because I had only crap from DW and the effects were sleepy and required huge doses to even get the eyes dilated (I observed this after others have consumed it). I thought, that I have lost the magic but my friends complained about the lackluster meh experience, too (some were 1st timers). I sent some to saferparty.ch and the result was only MDMA around 200mg.
Then about half a year ago a friend got a good product and the entire party came alive (like 20 people). All of them were energetic dancing and touchy/cuddly talkatively open and emphatic with doses below 100mg and huge eyes till morning (including me). So I started looking for the same good stuff.
The meh stuff are champagne crystals. No smell. The good stuff is like white sugar. Also no smell.
The meh requires at least 2x higher dose. You almost cannot feel it at 100mg.
160mg of meh makes me high but sleepy in the beginning. Later the sleepiness goes away a little, and a some energy appears but not enough to make me want to get up from the couch. e.g. I like to sit alone, not talk with anyone and watch the fireplace. Also there is no love nor empathy. The music is not enhanced. The pupils are barely dilated and they visibly contract when I look at a light bulb. The touch feels normal to my skin (not "wow" like in the magic stuff). I had a tennis elbow once and the pain has gone away while on the meh. My penis can get hard on the meh stuff but I can't get it up on the magic stuff. The sexual thoughts are also different, e.g. I remember looking at a girl that I found particularly appealing and having fantasies about penetrating her roughly on the meh stuff, but on the magic stuff I just think about cuddling. At about 200mg of the meh, my jaw starts to lock, but just a little, it is not visible to others. All of this lasts only 3h on the meh with no pleasant afterglow afterwards. The magic stuff lasts almost 2x longer with a pleasant afterglow.
I work at a serology lab (I am not a doctor), I cannot test the composition of the drugs, but I am thinking about testing the blood of people on the meh and magic stuff for comparison?
Any suggestions what I should test for?