youngbuck223
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Long time lurker of this thread, created an account today to share my experiences. I am USA based
First time doing MDMA was in 2017. I was probably 63kg weight at 182cm height, scrawny and unhealthy/unfit. Crystal champagne colored stuff, and it was a proper “traditional magic” experience. Between 2017 and 2020 i did mdma around 10 times. Each time was crystal mdma, with varying colors (white, purple, champagne, etc) and only one of those times did I have a meh experience, which i chalked up to be MDA and not MDMA. And each time i took about 100-150mg.
To me, the defining experience of the magic is the overwhelming empathy as well as the very high levels of stimulation where i could not sit still. I wanted to bounce around talking to everyone i met and tell them how amazing they are and how i loved them. And these rolls lasted a minimum of 4-6 hours.
Between 2020-2023 i did not do any MDMA. In that time i gained some muscle mass and got healthier, was around 75kg weight.
In 2024, I went to a festival in ireland and took a pressed pill that was absolutely phenomenal. However, i’m not 100% sure it was MDMA alone. I had the “magic” i described above but also a significantly psychedelic headspace as well as visuals. The experience also only lasted about 2-3 hours before i was back to baseline.
About 6 months later, back in the USA, i scored some purple MDMA crystal which I dosed at 150mg at a festival here. I also reagent tested it, which came up positive for MDMA and no MDA. The experience was 100000% what everyone explains as Meh-DMA. I was anti social, the empathy was minimal and i could barely even speak. I had no desire to move or even stand, totally couchlocked.
Over the next year or so, i scoured many different sources to find MDMA from different synthesis routes. Sass, pmk, maps, etc. Obviously there’s no surefire way to prove how things were synthesized, but i went off of what dealers said as well as anecdotal evidences. The supposed sass had the licorice smell, the pmk was champagne, the maps was a fine white powder, etc etc. All that being said, EVERY single experience was varying degrees of Meh.
I also tried different analogues/substitutes such as 3mmc, 6apb, 5mapb, 2cb, etc. all were pretty lackluster except 6apb which i found to be very fun and stimmy, but not empathetic, not a crazy tactile body high, and also very clear headed.
One experience stood out when i was in hungary. Went to a club, took way too low of a dose of 6apb and didn’t feel anything. My friend gave me a quarter E pill which propelled me to the magic state. Idk if its euro pills or the 6apb, but something happened there.
Anyways fast forward to these days, there seems to be a good bit of borax combo floating around which i had also been hunting for. I finally got some and I found that the borax combo experience is 90% there. I get the stimmy feeling, body high, wanna dance and move non stop. But the empathy is very much lacking and i do not feel as talkative as the magic i described from before. I wish it was more empathogenic, but beggars can’t be choosers.
Would love to hear others opine on my experiences, whether you can relate or if you have some ideas about why the magic is not there as much. I personally believe it is some combination of body/mind changes as well as things being more pure/less additives or just some entirely different analogues being passed off as mdma that can still pass reagents
First time doing MDMA was in 2017. I was probably 63kg weight at 182cm height, scrawny and unhealthy/unfit. Crystal champagne colored stuff, and it was a proper “traditional magic” experience. Between 2017 and 2020 i did mdma around 10 times. Each time was crystal mdma, with varying colors (white, purple, champagne, etc) and only one of those times did I have a meh experience, which i chalked up to be MDA and not MDMA. And each time i took about 100-150mg.
To me, the defining experience of the magic is the overwhelming empathy as well as the very high levels of stimulation where i could not sit still. I wanted to bounce around talking to everyone i met and tell them how amazing they are and how i loved them. And these rolls lasted a minimum of 4-6 hours.
Between 2020-2023 i did not do any MDMA. In that time i gained some muscle mass and got healthier, was around 75kg weight.
In 2024, I went to a festival in ireland and took a pressed pill that was absolutely phenomenal. However, i’m not 100% sure it was MDMA alone. I had the “magic” i described above but also a significantly psychedelic headspace as well as visuals. The experience also only lasted about 2-3 hours before i was back to baseline.
About 6 months later, back in the USA, i scored some purple MDMA crystal which I dosed at 150mg at a festival here. I also reagent tested it, which came up positive for MDMA and no MDA. The experience was 100000% what everyone explains as Meh-DMA. I was anti social, the empathy was minimal and i could barely even speak. I had no desire to move or even stand, totally couchlocked.
Over the next year or so, i scoured many different sources to find MDMA from different synthesis routes. Sass, pmk, maps, etc. Obviously there’s no surefire way to prove how things were synthesized, but i went off of what dealers said as well as anecdotal evidences. The supposed sass had the licorice smell, the pmk was champagne, the maps was a fine white powder, etc etc. All that being said, EVERY single experience was varying degrees of Meh.
I also tried different analogues/substitutes such as 3mmc, 6apb, 5mapb, 2cb, etc. all were pretty lackluster except 6apb which i found to be very fun and stimmy, but not empathetic, not a crazy tactile body high, and also very clear headed.
One experience stood out when i was in hungary. Went to a club, took way too low of a dose of 6apb and didn’t feel anything. My friend gave me a quarter E pill which propelled me to the magic state. Idk if its euro pills or the 6apb, but something happened there.
Anyways fast forward to these days, there seems to be a good bit of borax combo floating around which i had also been hunting for. I finally got some and I found that the borax combo experience is 90% there. I get the stimmy feeling, body high, wanna dance and move non stop. But the empathy is very much lacking and i do not feel as talkative as the magic i described from before. I wish it was more empathogenic, but beggars can’t be choosers.
Would love to hear others opine on my experiences, whether you can relate or if you have some ideas about why the magic is not there as much. I personally believe it is some combination of body/mind changes as well as things being more pure/less additives or just some entirely different analogues being passed off as mdma that can still pass reagents
