Apollo16
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 28, 2015
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The third time I dosed Oxycodone, oh wow I will never forget. It was my first opiate, and I had tried it twice beforehand, both times feeling only small amounts of effects. I rwelaised that I had not been crushing up the time release enough, and so used a hose clamp to grind a 20mg OC into a fat pile of powder, which I dosed down orally. I left my dorm room and went for a morning walk through my college city. The oxy took over and I was in heaven. Literally felt like god himself had leant down from the clouds and kissed my soul. I had a massive stupid goofy grin on my face, and had to resist the urge to tell every stranger I saw how good I was feeling. The morning light literally seemed to bounce off the skycrapers and into my body, filling me a perfect warmth and happiness.
I had thought that alcohol was euphoric up to that point, but the opiate euphoria was so much more "deep", it felt as if I were a kid waking up on christmas morning, or that I was in love. The thing that struck me was how "perfect" the experience was. It was intense, but subtle at the same time. Everything was just right. I came back to my dorm room afterwards and slowly the high left me, although I felt much more motivated to work on my various college assignments. The come down was like being lowered on silk ropes into a pile of feathers, and a slight relaxation feeling stayed with me for much of the day.
I had thought that alcohol was euphoric up to that point, but the opiate euphoria was so much more "deep", it felt as if I were a kid waking up on christmas morning, or that I was in love. The thing that struck me was how "perfect" the experience was. It was intense, but subtle at the same time. Everything was just right. I came back to my dorm room afterwards and slowly the high left me, although I felt much more motivated to work on my various college assignments. The come down was like being lowered on silk ropes into a pile of feathers, and a slight relaxation feeling stayed with me for much of the day.