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What Are You Craving? v. Crack Rock Candy Mountains

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ykm420 said:
Hahahahahahaha xD is it odd I prefer to M-hole, rather than K-hole? Insufflation, I'll take the kay, but IV or IM, MxE is my choice.
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OT; For my goddamn Flubromazolam and MxE to be in my hands.. So I can over indulge.
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oh damn, I'd like that combo right now..

M-Hole? I prefer K, but I've never injected MXE, only ketamine, and that was IV... a few years back.... First time I IV'd anything.
I got so sick... then later on, found out that IM s the way you should safely be doing it.
I can still say I've never K-holed so hard in my life. I legit couldn't even move. I remember my friend being like "here take this line" and I couldn't even lift my head to do it.
Never put K in a needle since then, but I've been intrigued about trying it IM instead of IV....

OT: Man what I'm actually craving for real right now is some oldskool Oxy 80's!

~Verri
 
Ketamine, eugh. =D Had some really good ket a short time ago and it really reminded me of why I don't do it often, and especially how I only enjoy it when plugged or injected at K-hole inducing doses...

I'm craving an opioid or a roofie.
^@Papaverium: Speaking of old skool OC 80s, those have been making the rounds lately, and I'm about to get my grubby fingers on some more... and I hear 2mg flunitrazepam is en route so there are awesomely sedating times to be had. %)
 
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Psychonauticunt said:
Ketamine, eugh. =D Had some really good ket a short time ago and it really reminded me of why I don't do it often, and especially how I only enjoy it when plugged or injected at K-hole inducing doses...

I'm craving an opioid or a roofie.
^@Papaverium: Speaking of old skool OC 80s, those have been making the rounds lately, and I'm about to get my grubby fingers on some more... and I hear 2mg flunitrazepam is en route so there are awesomely sedating times to be had. %)
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I'd love to but I'm trying to hard to quit opiates.... Or at least make it not into a habit anymore... ugh. But yeah I know the 80's have been seen around my scene too but I'm trying to stay off for at least til i can fix my life.... but i know if im not careful i can lose everything again..

~Verri
 
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I'd love to but I'm trying to hard to quit opiates.... Or at least make it not into a habit anymore... ugh. But yeah I know the 80's have been seen around my scene too but I'm trying to stay off for at least til i can fix my life.... but i know if im not careful i can lose everything again..

~Verri
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I feel you, and know some people going through the same now. I had to stay well the fuck away from cocaine and heroin for a good long while after I stopped using the needle... Now I can safely consume opioids and coke and don't fear relapse into either addiction or the needle. Good luck, I know you've got it in you.
 
I am certain I'll never see the day, but goddamn it, I want Flunitrazepam! Once I pop, .4 blaq, then go get a new tattoo. POLSKI going on my forearm soon. Already got my pitbulls name on meh, I love hombre, I'll die for my dawgs, or vice versa ;). SKKKKUUURRRTTTTTTTTTTT!
 
Slamming heroin, of course. Always. Would make for a nice night. Even though I'm almost 3 months sober the thought never really leaves me.

And while we're at it, some fine crystal to shoot tomorrow.

Hell, even some cannabis, just a little, vaped. I can't just now, but someday I'll find that headspace again.
 
mainly some high-grade weed, which is hard to get here i sweden. since i stopped using opioids (two years on buprenorphine, six months on oxy), i became estranged from my main dealer, who always had jack herer, ak47 and, when luck ran my way, purple haze available.

glad my desire for opioids is, thank god, more or less marginalized to nothingness
 
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Time off from work, job hunting, apartment hunting, and this stupid paper I'm supposed to ghostwrite for my colleague. I just want some sunshine, benzoz, a spliff, and beer without having to stress about tomorrow. Wanna live in the NOW
 
Cannabis... 4 more days until i can smoke again. Fuck this shit, i have no appetite or desire to do anything, have no trouble sleeping fortunately. Don't think it's entirely withdrawal related (except the decreased appetite) but more like cannabis was masking some kind of depression or something.
I even have benzos but don't give a shit about them right now, it's not like i feel terrible or anything like that but like complete anhedonia.
 
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Well since first a hospital stay cut off most of my meds & now my doc cut off the rest in a slow taper, I'm pretty fucking pissed.
TBH trying to decide if I should just end it & call it good as after 10-15 years on 6mg Klonopin + other benzos & GABA agents & massive doses of painkillers I'm not exactly in for a fun time.
Combined with the fact that I have major health issues & possible surgeries coming up, really thinking it's the best option.
Though with the surgeries they might not have a choice but to keep me going for a while, but I digress.

I'm craving tonight when I can get a rig, & stop staring at my old script of Dilaudid 8's & instead bang the shit out of at least one. As my tolerance is low atm, they have me on 2 Morphine 60 ER a day, which leaves me in constant minor withdrawals plus 8-12hrs of full on shit.
Just hoping I can hit as I've always shaken like a leaf so always had GF or someone else help register/push the plunger once I'm in the vein. Don't think i'll have that option so hoping to any deity that may exist that I can hit the fucking thing & not miss.
Not that I care about vein hygiene anymore the hospital stay ruined them all for me. :(

I had 16 IV's in at once so yeah my veins are officially trashed. I spent years slamming everything that came in front of me, from pills to speedballs with no little to no vein damage. I used microns & 31 gauge 5/16th's, hell rarely even left a mark.

1 hospital stay & my veins are complete garbage, collapsed, hard lumps, etc.
Hell half the time they didn't even bother to register before shoving shit in the IV's even after I'd tell em, uh Nurse that IV isn't in the vein it's come out the other side or slipped out, etc...

After a month & a half of that torture to end up losing all my meds anyways when I saw my doc, yeah craving that wonderful dilly rush.
Maybe I'll eat a handful of morphs for longevity to go with it.
Hell since it's all going away maybe throw in some Klonopin, Valium & Soma's & call it a last hurrah.

Now if only I had a large enough rig, then I could really make it a last hurrah, as I don't have a micron handy which atm I really don't care for a dillie shot or 2, but trying to make a high enough dose one to really make it a last hurrah is pretty impossible filtering with an oral syringe back loaded with cotton & 1ml Insulin syringes.
Oh well, least I can enjoy a good rush after all this hell & beyond that fuck it, I'll worry about it later.

Sorry to vent instead of just posting what I crave but it's been one of those days & seems like it will be for a while.
 
Well I guess I got overeager & I've already eaten some morphs.
Finally got my rigs & some Dillies but no point doing em till the M wears off.

Not really thread appropriate so PM me your answers if you could, but anyone else have this problem?
All my opiate using career, maybe it's cause I have major pain issues but if I have opiates in my system I don't get a rush.
I might get some pain relief, or a nod or what not but I can't get a rush if I have opiates in my system already.
Everyone I know will bang bags all day & get a rush every time.
For me besides the first shot of day when sick I'd just get higher, but no rush from H anyways.
Even with dillies & there short duration & great rush, if I have shit in my system I don't seem to get that marvelous rush.
The only exception was Oxymorphone, in high enough doses that seemed to always give me a good rush.

But I digress, craving tonight when I can attempt to hit myself.
It'd be so much easier if I just had a friend or my GF to work the plunger.
So frustrating to be able to hit the vein, but 75%+ of the time end up slipping out or missing when I register & go to inject.
Not sure why, I think it's cause I shake like a leaf that or maybe I should try a different rig size.
But I find I can hit easiest with BD 31 gauge, 5/16ths, 1 ML's.
Probably be easier with .5ML's but they're a bit small ML wise for most pills & haven't done dope in a few years.

Anyways, I'll quit rambling & hope people wish me luck as I don't wanna waste a single one of these.
As since I'm cut off from my doc & he's tapering me with 20mg Morphine ER Capsules.
Not really gonna be banging anything anytime soon, let alone 8mg Dillies.
Though if I grab some Microns I might be willing to try on the Morph caps as I hear there easier than tablets as those always annoyed me. Normally I'd care bout vein health but since hospital destroyed them who gives a fuck.
I mean fuck besides blowing out, collapsing & just missing the veins, they put in 52 bags of Potassium which is caustic as fuck.
Just plain evil, putting in that much especially with 16 IV's, as that shit fucking hurts.
Hell it's as bad or worse than a crack shot mixed up with lemon/lime/vinegar, ridiculous.

Ironic after years of IV drug use & no vein damage to speak of that 1 hospital visit & half your veins are collapsed, shot to shit & you have lumps the size of marbles in your arm that your doc says not to worry about.
Gotta love the medical system in the USA.

But I digress ranting again, I gotta learn to post without typing novels, not sure why I do that, maybe a psych issue, but hey I'm stuck doing out patient so maybe I'll ask. 8)
 
I'm craving the Lucy stored in my closet! I'm sitting on a ten strip of "Dr. Seuss" blotter waiting for a good time to dose. Prolly gotta wait til next Friday...
 
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