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we all know the bad, but is there anything GOOD about bein a dope addict?

Khadijah said:
man, all im sayin is it aint pretty once you get in some deep addiction type shit.

And anybody who stays lookin good, looks good IN SPITE of their addiction, not BECAUSE of it. I was jus commentin on the idea that heroin beautifies people cuz thats just some shit that makes me laugh.


I aint downplayin sniffers, but honestly, you cant really know the true depths of heroin addiction if you aint shootin up, IMO. I know thats a loaded statement but for me, I aint never seen a single sniffer get as "bad" as any of the shooters I ever knew, so maybe that has somethin to do with the not lookin strung out--maybe you just aint addicted bad enough yet for it to fuck with your appearance.
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Too true...

Yeah CD, not trying to bust your balls, but I'd almost go as far to say get off the fence and pick what appeals instead of agreeing with everyone. Our buddy is right when he said the tragic look can pull in some who find the look attractive, or they feel sorry for them.
 
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as long as you walk away humbled ...

btw...
A*A*, is obtainable through a more 'old and unique sense.
you think those two or 1 w/e came up with that structure on their own??


drugs can and will take you anywhere, and unto anything.
 
I don't have to have an opinion or get off any fence lol
im not even into dope that much nowadays anyway so this discussion is kind of not in my mind atm
 
I have learned indepth knowledge of/in from my 10 years of opiate use:

1. Pharmacology
2. Anatomy
3. In-depth workings of the criminal underground
4. The street equivilant of a MBA
5. Phlebotomy
6. First-Aid
7. Dealing with loss
8. Acceptance of my place in this world.

I find all of these good things.
 
I mighta missed it but yo I didn't see nobody say nothin about fuckin bitches on d. Yo I used to do some d and holla at bitches and have that pussy raw lips all swole before I dipped out. I ain't gon lie and say I busted every time I was fuckin a broad, but sometimes just watchin a bitch lay there after gettin fucked hard as hell for like a hour was cool with me. Plus when you really get a bitch off right they don't seem to mind the half hour dick suckins you ask for next time you see em as much. I never told none of the bitches that it was cuz I was on d I guess they just thought I was like Superman or some shit. I had this bitch one time be like "god damn do all white boys fuck like that?" Naaah bitch just the ones thats strung out on dope haha

Eventually tho, that hour sex be fuckin up ya time you coulda been doin more bags or gettin more bread to get more bags so that shit become less and less frequent.
 
I realized what an amazing hustler I was and was even able to support my dope habit doing that for a while. Being a skinny 5'1 girl who looks like she's 14 (and who can muster up tears in any situation) helps a lot too.
I could make $20 in 30 minutes or less by asking people for gas money. I've had people just hand me $20 bills. Sometimes I will pretend to be on my phone panicking about something and all the sudden someone who heard me would hand me money, no questions asked. If I went and panhandled all day and didn't spend the money on dope I would probably be able to make a few hundred dollars. I've also had complete strangers FILL UP MY GAS TANK on multiple occasions when I would go to gas stations and say that I have no more gas and my card just got declined.
 
PendulumAM said:
I realized what an amazing hustler I was and was even able to support my dope habit doing that for a while. Being a skinny 5'1 girl who looks like she's 14 (and who can muster up tears in any situation) helps a lot too.
I could make $20 in 30 minutes or less by asking people for gas money. I've had people just hand me $20 bills. Sometimes I will pretend to be on my phone panicking about something and all the sudden someone who heard me would hand me money, no questions asked. If I went and panhandled all day and didn't spend the money on dope I would probably be able to make a few hundred dollars. I've also had complete strangers FILL UP MY GAS TANK on multiple occasions when I would go to gas stations and say that I have no more gas and my card just got declined.
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Ahhh the benefits of being a 5'1 skinny girl...im 6'6 300lbs, if I ever went to someone at a gas station and said 'fill my gas tank' id get the cops called on me. Good for you though, I would do the same thing if I could.
 
Maybe this isn't really what you mean, because at the time it was really hard to find anything good about being addicted to dope. But looking back I wouldn't change a thing for the most part. One good thing that comes to mind is the fact that for most of my life I HATED needles and when I started shooting my dope that fear was gone. I could even help nurses find my veins when I needed blood drawn, 'no not there, this is a really good vein right here'.

Another benefit was that I had a helluva work ethic cuz I needed cash all the time. I never and I mean never missed work and I worked my ass off. When it was time to go home I had the ultimate way to relax and I always looked forward to that. Also, at the time this didn't really occur to me, but now I know I am tougher and can get through more shit than most people I know. I've been through stuff that they would only see on tv.

I guess in a weird way when you're strung out your life is never dull. You are always hustling for your fix, doing your dope, planning your next high, etc. You never know what tomorrow is gonna bring and that keeps you on your toes. Like other people said you learn to manipulate and get what you need when you need it. I feel confident that I will always find a way to get what I need.

I think I have learned to try not to judge people before I know them. I remember one time during a job interview the dude interviewing me was talking about the company's drug policy and saying that there would be a drug test to be hired and he kinda laughed and said ''ha but it's not like you're shooting heroin' and pointed to his arm. I just thought to myself, if only you knew. I wasn't what people thought of when they thought of junkies shooting heroin so I try to remember that and I'll admit I did use it to my advantage. But to my point of not judging people, I remember that I've made mistakes and done things that I'm not proud of and I am still a good person. I think of that before I judge what others have done and what they have been through.

Sorry about the fucking essay answer, I could go on even longer but I think this was more than you were prolly looking for, haha.
 
sonix said:
i like smack im trying to kick the habit i got 5 days clean :) and yeah lying is a skill heroin makes you a professional at you can lie to anyone and yourself ;)
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Jesus Christ you couldn't be more right...Since I began using opiates, specifically IV opiates, I have learned to lie, scheme, hustle, everything, and get out of literally EVERYTHING. The trick is believing it yourself. The funny thing is, I don't need to convince myself to believe my bullshit. I just do.
 
1) I've met a lot of interesting/unique people.
2) I've become more confident, strong, and street-wise.
3) I've learned heaps about different drugs, their effects, and so on.
4) I've experienced the highest highs and the lowest lows, and they've made me stronger.
5) I've seen what life is like without riches, possessions, and all the things most people take for granted.
 
My mom and I used to do copious amounts of coke. Always found a way to come up with funds.

Now that we have stopped using we have never lost the ability to shuffle funds around to make our monthly bills and laugh about the old times when we were fiends and had to do similar to get high.
 
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you definitely meet the greatest, most interesting people in the drug world in my opinion. Everybody else seems just a little bit boring when you compare them to some of the crazy people who are addicted to drugs,
 
I've learned a lot, and I think that my experiences have truly humbled me. I've met some interesting people, people with fascinating life stories. I've learned a lot about scrapping copper, pawning jewelry, real common sense things. And I've also learned that no matter what, the beat goes on...
 
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Not having to cope with real life shit for a little bit. I'm only able to do this because I'm on the bupe, however. If I were off of it, and these intermittent relapses came up, I would be so fucked.

Obviously you cannot abuse the off/on bupe thing too much, or else you end up sick as a motherfucker anyways, but it is nice to get high on opiates one week out of every year when shit gets too rough to handle.

Nodding offf......
 
ControlDenied said:
LOL why would junky girls necessarily have to have cigarette burns and track marks? I don't have ANY of either. I also have met tons of junky chicks who are the opposite of skinny: plump or even fat. There aren't really any solid rules as to what painkiller addiction does to people. They are terrible, terrible drugs to be addicted to, but it's not always like you see on TV or like the beggars you see on the street.

Also I have met a couple hot junky girls. They aren't skinny at all and like me don't have track marks. I dunno how to explain this, and it doesn't make junk addiction "good" obviously, but I don't agree with that very common misconception about what junkies look and act like. Maybe it depends on the person's resilience, self restraint and so on as to how it effects them... not to mention their specific biology...
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OK, Im not a bad lookin guy. Im blue eyed, brown hair, 5'9" and 145 lbs. Gages and a sleeve (doesnt cover the tracks yet,tho). I am also an IV H addict. I'm in the 3rd day of my WDs and I can tell you beyond a doubt that I look much better (physically/sexually, whatever) When Im strung out. Instead of when Im sick/WDing. If Ive gone 6 hours w/o a fix, I look lke shit and I have no motivation to take care of myself. When Im sick I wont eat, sleep, bath, brush my teeth, comb/brush or use product for my hair (or ever be comfortable, dry, hot/cold one at a time) . Nothin. I wont even clean my gauges. But, as soon as I do that shot, BAM, All is right with the world and I can accomplish anything! When I had a steady dope supply I never had a bad day. I finally realized that my addiction is what caused everything to crash down that I had spent so many years building. I used to never miss a day of work (i was notorious for it, one day I brought a puke bucket with me to work with a stomache virus) I worked the whole shift. Im now unemployed and only have a roof over my head is because of my friend Rick who was always there and his generosity and patience. So if I had a job it might all be good... So, for now Im stayin 'clean' (Im still gonna smoke pot, duh lol). So, please everyone wish this sweaty, greasy, washed out, pale, raccoon eyed, skin crawling man, good luck :)?. Soon I shall fall to slumber and merge into a cacoon-like pod in my bed and the transformation shal occur. If all goes well, I plan to be a strong, healthy, contributing member of society tomorrow morn. Night Y'all
 
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