THECATINTHEHAT
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 17, 2005
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Do you ever post any up on bl?
I wish there was a way for me to feel comfortable posting more frequently. I'd love to be able to share photos and experiences. I'm no longer comfortable doing that (and it's not because of anyone in TDS). I have solutions, effective solutions at that, but what do I do when I'm afraid that people will make fun of me for their own sport?
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All I do is give. I give you everything you ask for. As soon as you ask for it.
Then when I'm having a tough time. When I need your love and support. I get procrastination at best and a straight up "no" at worst.
I'm really done with it. I'm only good for my money and my car. When I need something I might as well ask the cats.
You're never going to see me again. One way or another. I'm not working 18 days in a row and spending every minute outside of work being your servant cuz it's fun. I do it because I care. You talk a good game but when it comes to action you don't do shit.
That is the world in a nutshell. They go out of their way to bother us. And when they figure out that one of their attempts to bother us actually works, oh my it is all over. If they find that there is anyway to push our buttons - press...press...press...press...They will not stopping pushing our buttons, every day it will be the same, there will be no end. People have nothing better to do than to create negativity. No matter how much you give, no matter how much you love, it will still be the same. All we can be is what we have learned to be - good people. Unconsciously they are jealous because they do not understand the spiritual world of good and evil. In that dumb experience all I have learned to is too separate myself from the world because it is the only way that people won't continuously try to bother me, everyday people trying their hardest to show that they don't care. I don't get it. To put extra energy into showing that you don't care.