yepyepwoah
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 28, 2004
- Messages
- 2,671
i'm definatly a downer kinda guy. too highstrung and speedy style while I'm sober why the fuck would I want anymore? gotta chillax some. I've definatly been asked a few times when sober if I was on speed. shit is funny... and kinda shitty.
i had a script of adderal once cuz I thought it would do something, and i'd take like 50mg and barely even notice it. then it would keep me awake all fucking night. shit sucked and I never went back to that doctor. hah.
like someon posted up a little ways, sometimes it's nice to get off into oblivion for a few hours. get to where ya can just sit and chill and not worry about anything. I dont' get along well with benzos or xanax though. makes my emotions all weird, and I get nastyyyyyy rage style action and anger. last time I took bars (with coke/soma/liquor/weed) I ended up punching a tree the next day. putting a few holes in my door. and getting in a fight with my brother (our first real punch in the face fight). and it was over STUPID shit I just felt really bad and mad.
opiates ruleeeeeeee though, although I'm not lookin to get addicted. waste of life. weed I can deal with addiction style.
I definatly notice the differences between my friends that are upper vs downer people. i also have a few who are right in the middle and deal with each just as much. i have fun watching people I know and figuring out what "kind" of peopel they are and picking out all the ocd/minibipolar/adhd tendencies they have.
i've also noticed that A LOT of my friends are the same kinda people (if that makes sense.) i mean obviously we are all really different, but we all seem to have the same shit goin on inside our brains. it's funny. this is basically true for any group of friends I have in any city, it's like people of the same ilk just kinda attract to eachother.
i had a script of adderal once cuz I thought it would do something, and i'd take like 50mg and barely even notice it. then it would keep me awake all fucking night. shit sucked and I never went back to that doctor. hah.
like someon posted up a little ways, sometimes it's nice to get off into oblivion for a few hours. get to where ya can just sit and chill and not worry about anything. I dont' get along well with benzos or xanax though. makes my emotions all weird, and I get nastyyyyyy rage style action and anger. last time I took bars (with coke/soma/liquor/weed) I ended up punching a tree the next day. putting a few holes in my door. and getting in a fight with my brother (our first real punch in the face fight). and it was over STUPID shit I just felt really bad and mad.
opiates ruleeeeeeee though, although I'm not lookin to get addicted. waste of life. weed I can deal with addiction style.
I definatly notice the differences between my friends that are upper vs downer people. i also have a few who are right in the middle and deal with each just as much. i have fun watching people I know and figuring out what "kind" of peopel they are and picking out all the ocd/minibipolar/adhd tendencies they have.
i've also noticed that A LOT of my friends are the same kinda people (if that makes sense.) i mean obviously we are all really different, but we all seem to have the same shit goin on inside our brains. it's funny. this is basically true for any group of friends I have in any city, it's like people of the same ilk just kinda attract to eachother.