How can I know if the seeds I'm using are washed or not? And if they are "Washed" How much of the alkaloids gets removed, is it a very large amount or slightly noticable... I'm on my second attempt, local groceries sell only 58g pouches, last time was 2.17$ Each pouch, now i found them for 99c so i got 8 this time... for a whooping 464g I added 500ml Cold tap water + 100ml Lemon Juice (The final product tasted basically only lemon juice, didnt even need to wash out bad taste) And I will rewash in like 30 minutes (just finished gulping it)
Also, what's best, taking grapefruit juice 30 min prior, empty stomach, while eating?
Takes me about 45 min to 1h to start feeling it. And it's definately the feeling of morphine, but seems alot less than with pharms.
I feer asking if the seeds are washed or not will give out the reason i'm using them... I'll try flower shops tomorrow, as they are all closed at this hour a sunday, I'll ask for pods tho for "decoration"
I'm so desperate for this feeling id indulge myself my 4th kidney stone, which would be my first of not getting by "natural" causes... Too bad I had no clue that when I could get rx for dilaudid was good time to ask for it

But on the bright side, I have a med record of a non-abusing medication drug user
How would someone who already had 3 normal kidney stone indulge himself a 4th one?
EDIT :
Any answer would be appreciated, ugggg, i have one of the worse stomach ache ever... feels like when i have alot of air in my belly and it goes away when i do one huge burp, but this time the burp doesn't come, i dont think its air, it just hurts like hell, if it because too much lemon juice?