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Did you bother telling your doctor your "depression" is only caused temporarily from MDMA abuse, or did you just run in there telling him how depressed and awful you feel? Because in the second case, it's no wonder that he would put you on strong medication. Drugs like that are just going to slow a FULL recovery in the long run. By the time you've recovered from the MDMA abuse, you'll have to taper off the SSRIs to avoid withdrawal and will be spending the next few months repairing the damage from SSRI-related serotonin downregulation.
It might make you feel better for now, but in reality it's just going to cause more problems down the road than if you would have just gone the natural route and overcame these problems on your own.
Eventually you're going to have to learn to live life normally again.. the sooner you can get back to how you were living before, the better.