I see that the injection is for schizophrenic disorder... but with those side effects... was it worth it? would you mind sharing your story? The truth is if it did that shit to you, you deserve to be on some real PKs. Maybe try going to pain management. I can't imagine being on that high of a dose is good but using tianeptine as a PK is un-researched really...
A demon tricked me into thinking it was god and that it was everywhere masquerading as humans.. It would take a long time to explain how it did this. They communicate with each other, and for instance it had me walk around and tell random people "i'm sorry about your friend that just died, God told me" and they would tell me that their friend really just died and some of them would start crying. It would know the exact time someone would be somewhere etc... it would know really weird things. One time it told me exactly how long to wait and what route to take to avoid the police. I ended up walking right by them when between 5-10 of them were looking for me. The cops were called on me because I was telling people that God was speaking to me and telling me what to tell them. They were right, He wasn't. It was a demon. Mainly, though, it had the ability to insert thoughts, imaginations, and feelings into me. Of course, it could talk to me. Demons are older than the Earth is and much smarter than us humans. They normally remain hidden. If they reveal themselves, people know God is real too. They want us in Hell, so revealing themselves is counter-productive to their goals.
Some people really do have familiar spirits, who are demons. The demons help them write music, gamble, run businesses etc etc... But I didn't ask for this. I got tricked. I never wanted anything to do with devils.
The Lord has shown mercy to me and saved my life. When I was about to die from the shot (literally), He appeared to me in a vision holding the keys to life and death and said "you get life." He was the only light in the wilderness (in the vision).
Then His angel said to me, among other things:
"Here is what you are dealing with:
Spirit of confusion (? in his hand)
Spirit of Peace (Rainbow and dove in his other hand, representing God's promise not to flood the world again and the dove representing the Holy Spirit)
Many other things happened that I don't want to get into. It has been very difficult and I have experienced much torment.
2 of the shots were all but forced on me. If I didn't accept the first one, it would have been court-ordered.
Now that I have been possessed before, I know that most people in the psych ward I was in were possessed and not mentally ill. I was possessed too when I was in the psych ward. Many people are possessed and do not hear voices, but many do hear voices. The voices are demons.
God has delivered me and I no longer deal with voices in my head, among other things I was dealing with. I still get attacked by demons constantly, though. It was so much worse when they were... no better words to describe it... IN my head. They would often speak in my mind and I would think I was the one who thought it.
I'm not certain, but I think it may have been drug use that opened the door for me to get possessed. Regardless, contrary to what many say, you don't have to sin for a demon to enter you. Jesus turned to St. Peter and called him Satan one time, when Satan had either entered St. Peter or put a thought in his mind that he spoke.
I want to stay on topic, but you asked me to share so I did. Much more happened but that should be enough to tell you what has occurred. I was possessed and "doctors" (it is not real medicine, and almost *nothing* pertaining to psychiatry has been objectively proven) gave me a shot that I believe is a part of a hidden eugenics program.
TONS of people kill themselves on that shot, ALMOST IF NOT everyone who gets it has suicidal thoughts, and those who remain are rendered docile and compliant as well as unable to reproduce (dopamine and seratonin blocked). It is all the worse when it happens to someone who is married with children, that they have both devils and the shot to contend with.
Back on topic, though:
Does anyone know how much tianeptine someone would have to take to be risking death?
I just want to make sure I don't kill myself. My liver tests came back slightly elevated but nothing to worry about.
I sometimes take prolintane with it. When I take it with prolintane, it makes it almost like the shot is not even in me.
Also, does anyone know of a way I could avoid withdrawal when coming off of it? Would a mixture of Kratom and something else work? If I go to the ER what will happen? Will the people at the ER give me anything to stop the withdrawal? The withdrawal is very bad. I have withdrawn from other drugs and none compare to this.
How long will withdrawal last? Can it kill me?
I know that opioids with a short half-life go into withdrawal faster, but does the total withdrawal take less time as well?
I have considered going to a clinic or something and trying to get sub or methadone. I just don't know how they will react to me telling them I take high dose tianeptine.
I can't wait to be done with this shot and ALL drugs. I just want to be at peace and serve the Lord. This is my fault for living in sin. I hope it doesn't result in my death...
