Meteorite said:
I really would like to try Chantix, but my psychiatrist won't prescribe it due to the risk of it causing depression/suicidal ideation. Would I be incredibly stupid if I bought it over the internet? Do you think it's worth the risk (considering that smoking WILL kill me eventually if I don't stop)?
I have managed to quit in the past using Nicorette nasal spray. I think this product is superior to other forms of NRT, due to the high rate of absorption. It takes some getting used to though, as it burns.
I tried chantax myself for about 2 or 3 weeks, at first it was ok, you DEFINETLY have ZERO mental cravings, its all about your willpower, which was awsome.
Then, after about the 2nd or 3rd week came the extremely vivid, crazy, mindfucking dreams. An example -- I was walking around my house with an axe with blood dripping from it, and I'm axe murdering my whole family, chopping their heads off and bagging them up, next thing i know im wide awake in cold sweats in my bed.
Another, I had a dream I was being chased by the police and god, god killed everybody and the police ended up being angels sent from hell or some shit to kill me before god did, that one i dont remember very well, i just remember it was fuckin nuts, God was the the angel with crazy ass wings in Diablo 2 lol (i play too many video games)
After all of that, i was like FUCCKKK this, I cant deal with these fucking dreams, I stopped taking it 2 days after the axe murder dream.
But if you can stand the dreams, its awsome, no cravings, all about will power. like i said i didnt have a cig for 2 or 3 weeks straight, and I smoke a pack a day.
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