You say you want me to apologize for things you feel I have caused you but when I do you simply can't handle and start your own version of payback. How can't you realize this, everyone around you does, your friends do, so does your own son and me if that counts. Don't confuse being humble with humiliation. That's not what it is.
When I tell you I realize I shouldn't have done this or that, it does not give you the right to emotionally 'jump' over me and feel so superior. If you are still feeling hurt, fine. I can deal with that, but don't pretend you don't care for apologies when this all you want and at the same time all you can't do yourself. My impression is that you need to see and admit your own share of participation on this shitty misunderstandings that happen from time to time.