Venting The Vent/Rant Thread Vs. You Silly KnuckleHeads Can Go Fly a Kite!!

[IOSIP]

Hey amigo take it easy on yourself … I understand having those thoughts as well by the way (and all kinds of others) .. so I’m not just saying that. I really hope things get better

I did a pretty fantastic job of fucking everything up. Thanks for the kind words. I don't see it getting better though it's going to get worse.

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

I did a pretty fantastic job of fucking everything up. Thanks for the kind words. I don't see it getting better though it's going to get worse.

It’s so hard to see things getting better when we are in despair, I’m actually telling you stuff that I think I should be telling myself too lol so gracias for giving me the chance to say these words. Anyways, at times like this do whatever you can, if that makes sense. I had a friend in a PTSD support group tell me years ago that in times you’re feeling hopeless to hold on. He told me that some days if the biggest thing you could do that day was just hang on & stay alive and make it through the day (and that’s the only thing you did that day) … that that IS a big deal. And especially if you hold on through these times you can eventually get to better days.

I totally get it by the way, gosh trust me on that. Currently this night I decided just to not sleep because I didn’t want to have night terrors and just couldn’t deal with it. I’m trying to tell myself that it’s okay for now and hope so much so that things get better eventually. I will hold on to hope for you too amigo. I will light a candle of hope for you too … so know somewhere out there in this world there is a light lit just for you

 

[paltatomate]

Stupid work day ahead and I still have to think about my future living situación.
After one year and 2 months it seems like I have to start looking for a new place *again*
I like to move around, but when I feel like it and the Cash Flow allow for a little more freedom.

 

[deficiT]

I can't stop thinking about what a loser i am and all the ways I've ruined my life. I just want to die.

It's going to be ok. I'm sorry you're struggling. I hope you soon find that all of your struggles and pain will bring you strength, and I hope you overcome this adversity.

 

[IOSIP]

It's going to be ok. I'm sorry you're struggling. I hope you soon find that all of your struggles and pain will bring you strength, and I hope you overcome this adversity.

I have mountains to climb to overcome the damage i have done to my life. I wish I had a time machine I would change so many things. I have fucked up and done irreparable damage to my life. I had psychosis and am now being treated like a criminal by the medical community in my country.

I did one line of drugs that has forever changed the course of my life. I did so many stupid things while in psychosis.

Now im struggling to get the meds I need ti deal with my chronic anxiety issues.

I feel like killing myself to be honest. I wish we had guns in Australia.

 

[neversickanymore]

I hope this skinning knife I grabbed from a hunting store isn’t used on any sort of bionic life forms

Anyways, I’m trying to figure out how I can get a disposable nicotine vape without a credit card but enough money on that line and my state doesn’t allow flavored sales. I don’t know if I can do an in-store pick up. I might try Google Pay as Apple said nope your bad credit Walmart Mastercard isn’t good enough for us

lol at some dude desperate enough to rob a gas station at knife point this weekend like a guy I knew brought in a note no weapon?

IMHO.. I can't rant about this bump.. very nice.

Covert torture can eat its own diseased dick.. and it will... because we are going to feed it to them.

 

[deficiT]

I have mountains to climb to overcome the damage i have done to my life. I wish I had a time machine I would change so many things. I have fucked up and done irreparable damage to my life. I had psychosis and am now being treated like a criminal by the medical community in my country.

I did one line of drugs that has forever changed the course of my life. I did so many stupid things while in psychosis.

Now im struggling to get the meds I need ti deal with my chronic anxiety issues.

I feel like killing myself to be honest. I wish we had guns in Australia.

Believe it or not, been there.

You can absolutely make a full recovery and even thrive in the future. Some of the happiest people in the world have been through immense amounts of pain and trauma.

Any mistakes you've made socially, can be worked on, it's a big world.

It might sound like a bunch of bunch of optimistic bullshit, but, in my case anyway, it's true. My story is so fucked up, people don't believe it, or just tune out or say I'm exaggerating. Yet, I'm still here. I smile and laugh every single day (I also yell in my room a lot). Shit I might be the happiest guy I know

But it wasn't always this way. Don't do something you can't take back. Hoping the best for you friend

 

[IOSIP]

Why do I have to suffer from and anxiety disorder? Fuck this world. It's not fair. My brother and sister both excel and I'm half an idiot with nothing going for him. Anxiety is the worst.

 

[neversickanymore]

Fkn Doctors..

 

[deficiT]

My life is over. I should probably just try for disability or give up my material life and live in the woods or drown myself in the Shenandoah or some shit. Fucking waste of good pain this all has been

 

[Jeanpauldash]

I'm dying ugly piece of shit