just went through my med safe, and need some info
well first of all i love this site.. dont post much but love the reading..
i have been a pot smoker for at least 20 years (im 40) went though the crank thing for several years when i lived in Northern Ca. well moved to Fl 11 years ago and was good besides a little pot . well i discovered Hydro about 5 years ago as the normal story goes it got worse and worse. i had a dr that gave me 120 a month that worked for a long time, finally relieced i had a script for 120 hydro and 120 trams. and that got me though up untill about last jan. had to start buying them, ok things got bad, my family has no idea about this...but this last August i was ready for subs.. GREAT so since then ive been clean up to about 3 weeks ago, went to my gp and he tells me since i havent refilled my script for hydro he's going to give me 120 10/325 perks. you can tell i didnt tell him about going on subs...ok walk out the door with my script. fillled them at a pramacy that didnt have my insurance,,wow.. i was used to my 10 copay..
anyway last month i didnt use sub for about 24 hours and went on a perk binge for about 5 days, i was selling, giving away the rest and it was fun..
back on the subs.. well its been over 30 days and i can call and get my perk script if i want. my first question is has anyone else do this, took my last perk at 6pm one night and woke up and took my 8 mg sub and felt fine, sub dr thinks im at 16mg but i find 8mg works for me. i was just wondering if anyone else does this...ok now my combo question...i had a F**ked day its 1130 pm and i want something.. opened my safe to see what i had.. i dont think its much of anything, right now family is in bed they all leave at 6am and since its ffriday i wont see them untill minight friday i have 24 hours to myself and was going to see if anyone can give me some advice for a nice much needed time for me.. ok my list
1) GRADE A BUD JOINT been looking for a job so havent smoked in 42 days
2) LOTS OF SUBS
3) LOTS OF ATIVAN .05
4)AROUND 40 PHENOBARB 30 MG
5) 5 10 mg ex adderall (TOOK 5 YESTERDAY CHUSHED THE BB'S MIXED THIS WATER) LOVED THAT
60) 20 10 MG VALIUMS
YESTERDAY WAS 1ST TIME TAKING ADDERALL EVER, I KNOW MOST ARE DOWNERS BUT THE ADD, AND SINCE I HAVENT TAKEN A SUB IN ABOUT 10 DAYS THEY GIVE ME A PEP BUZZ.. I NEVER GET THIS CHANCE TO BE ALONE WITH NOTHING TO DO. CAN ANYONE GIVE SOME ADVICE? I CHECKED TO MAKE SURE NOTHING IN THESE ARE DEADLY UNLESS TO MUCH IM SURE..JUST WARNINGS MOSTLY.. ANY IDEA'S OR SOULD I JUST GO TO BED LIKE USUALL...WHAT DO YA ALL THINK, IM A BIG GIRL ABOUT 220, 40, GOOD HEART, ETC...

YOUR WISDOM WOULD HELP...THANKS