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The singles thread v 'Your VD really scares me'

Pillthrill said:
This is how I avoid whining in person...but even my mother tells me to shut up. Perhaps it would be better if I were mute. Then I wouldn't fuck shit up all the time.
I guess after 8 years I got sick of keeping quiet, "everything is great" and putting on the plastic smile.
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Merry Christmas from your friends at Bluelight.

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Dear Pill Thrill,

This song may help you, it certainly helps me.

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=skEHL_hvA68

It's great to know you're not alone in your thoughts and feelings.

The thing is, you can be offered all the advice in the world about making yourself feel better, but in my experience none of it helps. Depression is an extremely personal thing. Wallow in it when you're alone, put on a happy face for the people you care about (depression externally is boring as fuck, and it loses you friends to waffle on about it). I guess you could try anti depressants but it seems to me that they dull your wits (having never tried them maybe I'm full of shit).

But find things that are cathartic and do them as often as possible. Listen to music, punch things, go exercise. Just don't kill yourself at the end of the day.

Oh and of course this is necessary:

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=vXK0Hjfkrgw

Don't ever do self help books. They're written by wankers for wankers.
 
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lostpunk5545 said:
Dear Pill Thrill,

The thing is, you can be offered all the advice in the world about making yourself feel better, but in my experience none of it helps. Depression is an extremely personal thing. Wallow in it when you're alone, put on a happy face for the people you care about (depression externally is boring as fuck, and it loses you friends to waffle on about it). I guess you could try anti depressants but it seems to me that they dull your wits (having never tried them maybe I'm full of shit).

But find things that are cathartic and do them as often as possible. Listen to music, punch things, go exercise. Just don't kill yourself at the end of the day.

Don't ever do self help books. They're written by wankers for wankers.
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Sensible, realistic post, including the bit about the self help books.
 
I'm back here again. Her plate is too full. I said I would help supporter her through everything she is going through. But she wants to go it alone. :( :( I do actually love her... :( :(
 
Oh DC, thats terrible! Im so sorry to hear...

I nearly had sex with my tattooist. hehe. He was extremely hot and south american.
 
I would much rather be lonely alone than the emptiness that comes from feeling alone when you are with someone just for the sake of not being on your own.
 
I've got you supposed champs on lock down.

Last serious girlfriend: 6 years ago.
Amount of times I've been laid since that girl 6 years ago: LESS THAN FIVE.
Last time I got laid: 2 years ago.

The problem with digging yourself out of complete life failure, and clawing your way into educational and financial success, while nevertheless retaining multiple simultaneous drug addictions, is that your new female friends and colleagues aren't really attracted to your 6 foot, 55kg frame. Also, crippling drug induced paranoia and a (deserved) lack of self esteem doesn't seem to help, either.

The only woman I met in the last five years who I really cared about? Well, I didn't want to put her through the hell that a relationship with my awesome self would obviously entail. *massive sad face*

Thank you class for listening to my report.
 
Bump.
Everyone, more stories of inadequacy please.
I have taken it upon myself to build the self-confidence of everyone in this thread.
 
I'm fucking awesome in every way :D


Altho, having just watched all of season 2 of Californication in the last 24 hours, I'm kinda missing my lady friend :\
 
I really miss being with her. I didn't book any travel for new years, so I could spend with her. It makes me sad.
 
You're allowed to be sad babe, it's such a horrible feeling when you miss someone. But you're such an amazing guy that you can't let it get you down for too long. Any girl would be lucky to have you <3
 
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