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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo)

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Hey, I was semi-coming on to you. I don't deserve a hug. I deserve a slap. ;)

And Sadie... awwwww, you're too good to me. <3
 
Ooohh Kate hugs. I'll take it.

Now, don't get too offended if I cop a bit of boob when I go in. It's just my way of saying hello!




HA HA, How are ya Kate. Hope you're doing well. I've missed you.
 
Aww my boobs are big enough for smother covering mummy hugs for many....sam what you need is the nipple 8) or a dummy tit :D

*slap*

away and powder yer bum :p
 
brimz said:
Shit mate not a good start to the day.
Hope things work out as best as pos<3
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Cheers Brimz mate , a few words mean a lot at shit times like these, my drinkings gone out of control this last year, and now it's all come to a head.
We got the truck back , cost£260 . Now everyone is on my case about drinkin inthe AM. Trying not to drink is givin me bad anxiety. And so is all the (deserved) shit I'm getting.
I'm sorry your havin a rough one yourself mate , bit of luck will both be on the up the Moro.
 
brimz said:
can't any 1 say anything , its obvious i'm in bits ere . not even a yeah take care or owt:(
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Hope your night was OK mine was shit, ended up getting up at 4:30 and going and lying on the sofa to watch shit on the telly ...which was a good move as I got at lest an hours kip:D

Having had to suddenly stopped my SSRRI I'm up and down ...well like a very up and downy thing, one minute its all cool the next ...well it isn't , you all know the score.

I'm about all day today as "working from from home"as I cant really drive the car in this state so If you want someone to rant to feel free<3
 
one of the nicest people i've ever met, even though i don't know him well everyone knows he's lovely, is probably in serious financial trouble. i know (but shouldn't) that he's in some sort of insolvency plan thing. went in his shop earlier and he's got almost no stock. he's been open and stuff so i doubt he's been ill or forgotten to re order. i hope he's just had a delivery fuckup/unexpected sales surge. he works hard and deserves success. i feel bad for every time i bought beer on the way home to save me walking 50m to his now. just made me sad.
 
I didn't win the lottery. Sorry guys. The party is off. Oh well.


Think the last time I bought a lotto ticket it was part of a birthday pressie. As you can guess by now I didn't win then either.


Only bought a ticket tonight as most arts funding now gets it from Camelot. That and the fact I'd love to be a winner. Meh, Such is life. Would have been ah-mazing though! BL party of the century!
 
I decided a couple weeks ago after getting a job I was going to start playing it again, put my 'regular' numbers (despite not having played for years!) on and a lucky dip every Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday & Saturday before I realised I was spending a tenner a week or £40 a month on it. Scrapped it as quick as I started, cannot be affording £40 a month on a mere dream!
 
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according to the records I dont think you'll find you postyed yesterdaY !!
 
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Hi mate I'm at work today , but I'm goin to P/M you tonight , as iv got some issues with drinking the same as what you've gone though.
Cheers mate. !
 
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Anytime mate, I could do with some support myself, we can lean on neach other...in a manly way or course;)
 
Feeling terrible again, realy hoping it is mainly drug and breakup induced and will go away soon as I am getting sick of it. Haven't left the flat since Saturday and have only left the room a few times to go to the loo, or get a snack.

Am going down to London the Portsmouth tomorrow but realy would rather just stay here in bed all day again :( I know it will do me good to get out and about but I just wanna curl up in a ball. I have to do loads of laundry tonight before I go tomorrow too and my room is a state, is looking exactly how things used to be when I back in Portsmouth at the start of my depressive episodes. Gonna have to do something to pull myself out of it though before it is too late.

Sorry for depressing crap rant, not really got anywhere else to rant about it though.
 
Gizmo101 said:
i no how u feel mate. some times it takes years to get over a exgirlfriend. i was with my ex for more then 20 years. we went throw so much grown up together. we never had kids of our own coz we coudnt. but she made me into a better person. i left school wen i was 12. wen i was 19 my ex showed me how to read + write. im still have a lot to learn but if it was not 4 her i wud not be able to write on this post. i owe so much to her but in the end she left me for my uncle. sad is not strong enoufh to explain how hurt i was by this. my family was pulled apart by it. i no longer have any thing to do wit my ex or my family coz of all this. i lost every one. she is now marryed to my uncle. all my family went to wedding, even my mother. i feel like they all must think tat i am a joke. this happed 8 years ago but i still wake in the night with a shock as if it just happed to day. it still hurts just as much to day but i have learnd to live with it. some times wen i look at my self + see a thin old ill looking bloke i think no wonder she went, but we were very happy. she was good to me + i was good to her. she has a kid with my uncle now + i hear he treats her + the kid very bad. he drinks a lot + he is nasty bastard wen he drinks. so i worry about her every minte of every day. i wud take her back tomorow + i wud love her kid like he was my own. but that will never ever happin. so i do no how you feel mate. the pain will always be there but you will learn to live with it. i no i sound like a moaning bastard in this post, but i am not normaly. i like to act happy + up beat on the out side + i have a dabble wen i can + tat cheers me up. on wards + up wards mate. sorry about the long post. you wudnt beleve how long it took me to write tis. god bless spell check! + i manged to not use any bad languge! i some times curse to much. look after you self! sorry to here tat you are sad, but these are the parts of us tat makes us who we are + makes us strong.
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That brought tears to my eyes. You're doing fine, mate. Despite what you said about not knowing how to write, you put this across perfectly. Some people on here type much worse than you do! :) Stick around.
 
Doctor just phoned to say that the CT Scan on my sister shows her cerebral shunt is leaking spinal fluid into her head so they have to go back in and try and fix it tomorrow morning :\ Hopefully they can get it sorted as quick as possible.
 
Sorry to hear that mugz, must be a scary time.. at least they've spotted it and are getting it sorted quickly ey, let us know how she goes..

Hope things start to get better for you soon, sounds like you need a good dose of snoo in your life! <3
 
My pittiful anti-snoo is that I've not made any music I've been happy with in what feels like ages. Have really been wanting to - the drive's there - just don't get anywhere past 8 or 16 bars, and even then I think it's shit.

I know it'll come back, it just better be soon! Or there'll be roundhouse kicks... Unsure yet as to where or to who they'll be directed at though..
 
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