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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo)

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Sad to just find out someone I know is now taking Heroin, yet thinks, and I quote ''It's just another drug, and alcohol is worse''..

Seems determined to destroy himself.
 
hasn't opium enslaved entire societies? alcohol is only worse because the euphoria is shit in comparison
 
Urbain said:
Sad to just find out someone I know is now taking Heroin, yet thinks, and I quote ''It's just another drug, and alcohol is worse''..

Seems determined to destroy himself.
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Well, technically it is just another drug & its not just as black and white as saying "alcohol is worse or better than heroin". Health wise acohol is a lot more damaging. Personally i think you do have to be a lot more careful with heroin use, but just becuase someone has used it, doesnt mean its the be all and end all. Plenty of chippers out there, as well as is there alcoholics.
 
The only thing that enslaves me is The Methadone that i was prescribed to get off Heroin :| Oh & The Diazepam that was given to me for the same reason .

If BL was about in 1995 i would have been fine .
 
Been chatting to my ex a lot recently, thought it was kinda weird as we're close and text or call most days but recently it's been constant texting from when she wakes up to when she goes to sleep, which is weird for her. She finally came out and told me she's feeling trapped, that she loves her kids but that her marriage is closing in on her and making her miserable. Really hurts to hear because I love her and her husband. I basically asked if she'd spoken to her husband, and told her I'm here for her if she needs me. Really hope she works it out. She's very emotionally reserved and doesn't often talk about her feelings to anyone so I know shit is kinda crap :(
 
Just got an email from my mum, started off as good news, she doesn't have to visit the oncologist for another 3 months but then I got this whopper thrown at me
Mugz' Mum said:
I had a biopsy on my thyroid and it looks like the cancer is there now, I will have to have surgery to have my thyroid taken out.

I only got this news this morning so its very new and very upsetting at the moment. The good thing is that it is easy to treat if caught early enough but it does have the risk of spreading to the lung
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I thought it was the end of the cancer for her and this has really made me sad that it's popped out somewhere else, I just hope that they can get it all sorted and get her totally cancer free ASAP.

Just really sad news to get :( glad I got it straight from the source though rather than the Chinese whispers system that I usually get my information from
 
^ I'm really sorry to hear that :( hopefully it will have been caught early as they are presumably monitoring your mum fairly closely since her last operation? I'm glad you heard directly from your mum too, hopefully once she's had time to rest and digest the news you can have a good chat with her about it. Much love to you and your mum Mugzy, you're in my thoughts <3
 
Really annoyed, my girlfriends bag got stolen tonight. Not so much of a big deal as cards and phones can be replaced but shes in bits as she had a really nice purse that I bought her for christmas in there.

Really is one of the cuntiest crimes, stealing something straight from under someones nose that has so much personal attachment. Especially as you know they are just going to fucking skip all the shit that they dont want even though to someone else it might be irreplaceable.
 
Urgh I really feel like shit tonight. I think the withdrawal depression is finally starting to hit hard. Not seeing any prospects for myself and starting to realise the extent of my fuck-up with drugs. I never should've gotten into all this. And I'm really questioning my decision to move to London. I hate it here. I should be back home with my dad who has cancer and my suicidal mom and my siblings cuz they could do with a proper parental figure right now. Got a sobbing phone call from my fucking 8 year old sister this afternoon telling me our dad's in the hospital again and it's taking a turn for the worse and she wishes I were there to help. I shouldn't have to say that I can't and that I'm stuck here, it feels fucking wrong. How the fuck are you meant to say that to a sobbing 8 year old?
What a shit day.
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Pagey,the withdrawal depression will pass and you are doing so well at getting off the gear.
Sorry to hear about your dad etc, are you stuck in London because of a job?
If it's only a job stopping you from being where you really want to be then can't you quit yr job or take some holiday days and go over to France?
Keep up your good work with quitting heroin. I promise you that somewhere down the line you will feel so much better without it.
 
Thanks, I really appreciate the support.
Nah I'm going to university here so I can't just pack my stuff and go back home...I would just skip the next week of classes and go back home but I've honestly missed so many classes already that if I wanna pass this year I just can't do that. And I know my dad would want me to pass this year, obviously.
Although I guess I'm really just making excuses because a part of me just doesn't want to be there and doesn't want to see what's going on :\
I'm going home in two weeks for the break though so hopefully I'll get back in time for anything that may happen.
 
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My nan died this morning. Am in fucking pieces. Went to to see her body, in the hospital. Never felt skin so cold. Am balling my eyes out, just typing this. Anyway, apologies for any abuse I may be handing out. You could say I'm 'not in a good place, right now'.
 
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