gardenlane
Ex-Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 6, 2015
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After an absolute melter of a last few days the dust seems to have settled.
Gonna be spending an awful lot more time alone once more. At least it gets rid of that constant niggling that someone feels pressured to be there, rather than wants to. I hate filling up people's busy schedules when they have other relationships to maintain.
I have no plans for my week off or celebrations now. I could just get a one way flight and run off. I just have a deep sadness settling in my bones which kinda feels like defeat. Maybe the 3-fpm will help!
Edit: hope you find them. These trains sure move fast.
Gonna be spending an awful lot more time alone once more. At least it gets rid of that constant niggling that someone feels pressured to be there, rather than wants to. I hate filling up people's busy schedules when they have other relationships to maintain.
I have no plans for my week off or celebrations now. I could just get a one way flight and run off. I just have a deep sadness settling in my bones which kinda feels like defeat. Maybe the 3-fpm will help!
Edit: hope you find them. These trains sure move fast.