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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo) 2 - Tory Britain in Flames

Ben So Furry said:
Open the door and before they have chance to speak say 'oh I thought you were the ambulance'

Works for me.
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Fucking lol =D

mydrugbuddy said:
I just dont answer the door for anyone except the postman, get so many people knocking on doors round here wanting your money, they are so persistent that you cannot politely get rid of them, ive learnt the hard way. British Gas man was going mad at me because i didnt want to switch over to them. There was once a girl selling her artwork door to door, i dunno why i ddnt open the door for her, but i did once let a chinese Theology student in to talk to me about Mother God when i was coming up on MXE. She tried phoning me several times afterwards but when i kept on failing to pick up the phone she finally gave up. I wouldnt have normally opened the door for her, but the MXE seemed to make me feel more sociable than normal.
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I don't generally but it was obvious I was in and thought it might be gas meter reader or a mate dropping by. That Chinese Theology student sounds like a nightmare. Know just what you mean, back when I was living with Mum n Dad, door went and figured better answer cos Dad was expecting a parcel and no one was in. Was stoned as fuck and it's not DPD it's the Jehovah's Witnesses. Sadly for me, I was quite happy to talk to them about religion and comparisons between them and all bloody sorts, for about fifteen minutes. They left me with a pamphlet and that was that. Then they kept coming back til my Mum told em I'd moved. I'm agnostic, baptised Church of England. Undoubtedly some people convert but I'm fairly sure I won't.

Tis another lot I feel bad turning away :(
 
Fucking lol, just got this great mental image right now. This Chinese lass just sat there going on at you about all this Mother God stuff and you all on MXE. In my mind you were conversing intently with her about the pros and cons of Mother God and her all-encompassing family or something

edit: Just thought, you coulda been a hairs breadth away from joining a cult =D
 
I usually answer the door to Jehovah's Witnesses. They seem to go through phases of blacklisting me cos I have a habit of making extensive notes in the copies of Watchtower and Awake! they leave me then haranguing them over each and every one of 'em next time they call. They woke me up this weekend actually. Twice they came round this Sunday. Once at ~9am and once around lunchtime. I ignored 'em initially due to being asleep, mostly ignored 'em second time due to being asleep, but did end up answering just to see them walking away. They even turned and looked back and saw me open the door but I guess I must be kinda scary looking first think 'pon waking cos they just scuttled off.
 
I always answer the door, but I usually tell people to fuck off quite quickly.

(Apart from when my next door neighbour gave us a cake. That was nice.)
 
It kinda makes me feel sad to see people engaging in poly-drug use after all the good people we have lost here.
Hopefully harm reduction is being practiced and people take the time out to learn about the drugs they are taking and safe doses and what drugs shouldn't be mixed etc.
Just be careful people, don't want to see anymore young lives lost needlessly.
 
It's interesting how some people make out they're so straight up yet are very sneaky hmmmm ;)
Some people are quick to "talk" to the WRONG people. Huh?! Eh!
Causing probs then having the nerve to come here talking to us.

Ignore works nicely with some "straight talking" members. Yea?!
:p
 
Sorry to jus jump in, but I'm in a bit of a state.
I woke up and cleaned all day, waterd plants n did lil things that make a diference (sortin out recycling that the rest of them don't bother seperatex.. etc...) and out of the blue I get shit from everyone, sis thinks either my bro or I stole £20 from some jar I've never heard of till now, and since my bro has been out all day ITS FUFKIN GOTBTP BE ME!!!!

I have some cash - There's no logic in this.

Cryin. I've cut up my arm n want to to put salt on it or summit, just snort smoke a-peev + mdpv, n whatever else I can ingest....

I do good things n I get abuse :(
 
monstanoodle said:
Sorry to jus jump in, but I'm in a bit of a state.
I woke up and cleaned all day, waterd plants n did lil things that make a diference (sortin out recycling that the rest of them don't bother seperatex.. etc...) and out of the blue I get shit from everyone, sis thinks either my bro or I stole £20 from some jar I've never heard of till now, and since my bro has been out all day ITS FUFKIN GOTBTP BE ME!!!!

I have some cash - There's no logic in this.

Cryin. I've cut up my arm n want to to put salt on it or summit, just snort smoke a-peev + mdpv, n whatever else I can ingest....

I do good things n I get abuse :(
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That's a shit state of affairs Monsta.You know you are innocent so please don't go cutting yourself anymore as you have no reason to punish yourself.
 
Mornin all <3

Feel well low... Haven't felt like this in months.
Woke up n had to remember I cut. It's nowt tho n cleaned.
.... Dunno what to do today really.
 
Sorry to hear you're having such a bad time of late, Monsta. I can quite relate (thankfully not any time recently, but certainly very frequently in the not-so-distant past) to the self-harming reaction to situations and events which really don't come close to justifying it... not that anything really justifies it. Turning bad feeling in on yourself like that does become almost reflexive but, as you mention, one does tend to see things differently a day or two later when enough time has passed for a lil perspective to have emerged.

Saying I hope you feel better in yourself soon seems kinda trite but is also true - I do hope you feel better in yourself soon <3

I might also remind you to take into account the MDPV, a-PVP and anti-psychotics you've been using (what seems to be) fairly extensively recently. Any one of those is gonna seriously mess with your head but I suspect in combination that's gotta be pulling you in all kindsa directions and, as such, a lot of the way you are feeling is likely to be largely chemical in nature rather than "true" feelings. Hopefully once you've let the assorted bobz clear your system the feeling better in yourself part will follow on naturally <3
 
snolly said:
Fucking lol, just got this great mental image right now. This Chinese lass just sat there going on at you about all this Mother God stuff and you all on MXE. In my mind you were conversing intently with her about the pros and cons of Mother God and her all-encompassing family or something

edit: Just thought, you coulda been a hairs breadth away from joining a cult =D
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Let's join Aum Shinrikyo, they're a badass cult who disguise themselves as an all-happy, all-dancing religion while mining uranium and manufacturing sarin gas %)
 
It's days like today when even at my age I could do with a Mother in my life. Maybe it's just the comedown but I really would rather like one..that was there, in my life, giving me hell or not. Be good to yours. Sniffle. Little cry. Onward and upward. <3
 
:( <3

And aye.. even though mine's talked all day, told me I looked like shit, and managed to scare me by setting her hair on fire from the grill (yes, really..), she's still appreciated.
 
I'm sad because my stepmum died. She was there since I was born... she was going to take care of me when it looked like my mum would go to prison. She was always there for me. I will miss her.

I'm sad because I just fuck up again and again. I feel like screaming in anger because I'm such a screw up. I've tried actually screaming in anger, ansd thumping stuff, but it doesn't help. I'm so lost.
 
If I lived in the United States (of faux Unity) I'd have blown my fucking head off a long time ago. Today would just be the latest occasion (if you can blow your own head off multiple times).

Fuck the NRA. Fuck life.
 
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