Was wondering if anyone has had a real strong Psychedelic experience (with substances like LSD, DMT, Psilocybin, etc.) in which you saw that the Psychedelic was a Being (like "Mescalito")? And if you would want to describe what happened?
haha I once thought I was the LSD molecule itself driving around in the back of my friends car on a rather large dose. I remember moving like a robot and declaring to everyone "I am a living molecule!!" although I have a feeling that's not what you're talking about.
The most accurate thing I can attribute to what you describe, is a "bad trip" experience although I don't like to use those words if possible, in which a female entity of some description taunted me and screamed in my head, saying how I had mis-underestimated it's power, teaching me a very harsh lesson. Speaking with with emphasis on the 'now'; NOW do you see my power, NOW do you understand what you are dealing with? So on and so fourth like this.
In reality, I was wandering the street alone totally losing my mind but it seemed not just obvious at the time but totally apparent that what was talking to me was the essence of LSD itself, although upon much more further study into Psychedelic culture, Eastern Philosophy and so on, I now wonder if perhaps I had come in contact with some sort of incarnation of Kali.
I will likely never know exactly to whom spoke to me, or if it was anyone speaking at all, but I will never forget that experience. It is forever burned in my head.
Self implies Other, and Other implies Self.
It is indeed all yourself and within yourself, but within yourself is everything
Fractal geometry is the best way to describe this, because no matter where I were to pull a piece out of said fractal, it still contains everything that's in the bigger or smaller picture.
The same way you said earlier loremipsum that upon the death of the ego you become everything and nothing at the same time, can it not also then that informational input be both inside and outside you at the same time? Remembering that there could be no inside without an outside, and vice versa.