ok, I am having my first really good m1 exp. well it is actually my second. the first one I didn't take to much, and I was also going through an emotional thing so it wasn't that great, and actually caused me to feel real bad.
it arrived today, and being that i don't have to work today, and that i am on winter break from college, i decided to "treat" myself - kind of greedy 265 mg. but - i dont know, couldnt control the urge. i havent eaten all day so it hit pretty fast. also - i have to add - i have a horrible relationship with my sister. she is in the navy which i am proud of , but she has made horrible choices with her life - mainly a child and her now fiance(sp?) but i am no better. but she just called and we had the most BEAUTIFUL conversation. i opened up to her(remembering not to get to crazy or she would know i was on something

) but i apologized to her about a lot of stuff, and told her i am proud of her and would come visit her.(she is only a year younger than me, so we are pretty close) even though we had rough times, i still love her and im glad we worked alot of this stuff out. it was awesome (still on the phone infact)
deff. feeling the strong empathy with this drug.
and like they say mdma could be used for a great tool in talk therapy, and working through problems, i think methylone could be as well. i am sorry i am talking alot. very sorry bluelighters. please let some people read this before you delete , church
it is a very calm euphoria
not a very strong push to happiness like mdma, and not as extreme. it is very relaxed, as i feel it could let me fall asleep. almost like a benzo with mdma or something. but you all know anyways so this is redundant. but i just wanted to add that this drug suprised me and i am very happy with it, and it is a good tool when not abused (prob wont use it for a month now, so this magic wont go away.
thanks for listening. also i want to add i did a little bit of mdpv with it, and alot of people say this would be a mistake, but it didnt really speed me up(this combination) so i am happy
you guys have a very wonderful day
and i mean it