Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
It's... Extremely triggering for me to talk about anything ana related so i never do it. But the period thing i really dont mind cus i always wanted to adopt a kid. My best friend is a dude and we are not a couple in any way but he agreed to raise a kid with me hahashit, i'm sorry you had it too. mine was pretty bad, i had a few involuntary hospitalisations, and ended up doing a few months in a specialist residential facility. i got well enough to not need IP treatment any more but didn't really recover, just started numbing with drugs instead and was still extremely underweight. thank you for thinking i might not make my childrens life a living hell, i really would hope not to and wouldn't want to bring a life into the world if i didn't believe myself capable of giving a child a decent life. my boyf would make a great dad and we have family near by too which would help.
spoiler for period related tmi:
i found losing my period validating, but i didn't get it back til i gained weight in rehab a few years ago,and its not come back properly, its very light. which apparently means that even if i am ovulating (which drs currently aren't sure....) my womb lining might not be sufficient to actually support a pregnancy. i haven't needed to buy period products since i was 19, just use panty liners for like 2 days a month, i'm 36 now.
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