well catching euphoria was the wrong term I just used in my stream of consciousness. if you wanted to be specific i meant 'didnt catch good wellbeing' like i did on the tuesday.
I think once per week might mitigate the negative effects but more than that it seems to start bringing out the negative side effects.
I swear i just need a nice dopamine boost, cos since last night i have megadosed on l tyrosine (3-5grams) and it wipes out my snivvelling complaining immeditely. trouble with tyrosine is tolerance builds super fast so doesnt work regular from my experience.
too bad theres no wellbutrim in the uk.
Anyway i wont bother going off the tangent of this thread.
I hate to hear that, L-Tyrosine was going to be my next suggestion. I know many people have bad experiences with anti-depressants, more than likely due to the rampant over-prescribing here in the US. But some honestly do seem to have a chemical imbalance which the right AD can help. I understand wanting to try alternatives first, but don't be afraid to try AD's. The first one you try might not the "the one", but you very well might find one that works. I would also suggest starting low and working your way up, my doc wanted me to go from taking nothing to 40mg of lexapro. I took 10mg for a week or two, and then moved up to 20mg where I started to feel better and just stayed at.
aroma borealis - That does sound like a tolerance issue, but not might be a bad thing. I got off oxys with plain leaf kratom, and like you I use to get high off of it until a tolerance built. I still use the same dosage daily (around 3 grams twice a day), and don't really get high, but it helps sooth some of the itch to use as well as seems to provide some anti-anxiety , although I suspect that is 99% psychological/ placebo
I suggest you try to go without a few days and see how you feel, maybe you are at a level know where you can be without. The only w/d I have noticed off 6 or 7 grams a day is more lucid dreams and (normal) bowel movements like clockwork each day.
If you aren't ready to give up kratom, which is ok, you can try switching strains/ vendors. I rotate between 3 or 4 vendors with my bali orders, and just the difference in each batch is enough
Also make sure to HYDRATE ya'll . The majority of kratom side effects is from the de-hydration it causes