hospital detox
I''ve relapsed badly, and just cannot stop myself using this stuff 24/7. I'm being admitted to a secure unit to detox for 2-4 weeks, as they're all worried about my comas

Just territory familiar to anyone with an addictive personality. I've managed to stash some so that I don't have to detox til i get in, though family think i've not been taking any. Yeah, right.
I went to the doc to ask for something to help me withdraw and do a home detox, and I finally owned up to the fact I've been caning it on and off since september. The doc was going to give me a home detox to be supervised by family, but when he realised the extent of my addiction, and the fact I'd had to be resuscitated a few times, he made an emergency referral to the local drug people, who had helped me a few years ago. When I told them the underlying reasons why I wanted to block things out, and the nature of my od's on gbl, they put me straight to the top of the list, as they all told me i'd die very soon, if I kept on with the gbl.
The b12 info should be useful and I'll try it shis afternoon. I've been terrified to stop taking gbl cold turkey as I can't go through the real life Saw movie hallucinations - I saw four people in the room with my family about to execute us last time, and I lived in that horror 24/7 for three days. It really was like something out of the Exorcist, and the difference was thatt to me it was absolutely real - I didn't know they were hallucinations.
Just take care with this stuff. Its the most dangerous stuff I've ever taken, and has turned my life into a living hell since September.
I'm thinking about keeping an emergency dose to od with if things don't work out as I got it in the first place after reading how easy it was to check out on.