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The EADD Mental Health Support Thread

Sorry to hear about your parents splitting up mate, it's always a hard thing to deal with! I was so young I barely remember it, which is a good thing really! And really sorry to hear about your dad and I'm glad his treatment is going well!

I had a really horrible break up about for years ago and it was really hard to deal with so I know how you feel, just hold on to the positives, you've met a nice girl and your off to uni so you'll have a whole new life and experiences going on, you'll have a great time!

Take care mate :)
 
in the interest of nawt rambling and thread integrity/track direction, NSFW'ing, so no relevant blather can be skipped by those not wanting to read it. FAO Rockstar:
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rockstar 69 said:
I like how you said 'in a totally non creepy way' haha, and you'll take full responsibility for being a creep in Mugz thread aswell. Which I will take part credibility for being right, along with crackhead and whoever else said it would be where it is now ;)
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nada. newp. it's not about right or wrong. there's about 2 other takes on it you're not seeing or purposefully not acknowledging. either is fine, neither is a problem.

for clarification: I knew mugz wouldn't finish his language and never would, it doesn't take a genious to work that out. my point was the fact of completion is totally superfluous to the journey and idea. my comment about 'maybe peeps are being scathing because of the likelihood of it not being completed' didn't mean I thought it would get finished and that people should ave more faith in him. it meant that I think the end result isn't relevant to how valuable the task process and idea was. two very different things. hence 'the journey' speil.

 
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I'm not sure how to do NSFW's on the new forum layout but...

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it meant that I think the end result isn't relevant to how valuable the task process and idea was
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I would question how valuable did it end up being? I suppose the only one person who can answer that is Mugz though. Concidering he did say it was more of a hobby for him, I have a sneeky suspicion that there is probably more written on BL of the idea than there is with him at his place.
 
how the fuck did my language thread get merged into this thread covered in NSFW tags, what is it with everyone just trying to bring me down, first tripman in the language thread with the massive tumbleweed picture which I have ignored and not reacted to. Now people in here going on about it, pisses me off and just like brimz makes me feel alienated from this whole place in general. Wish people would just not try and kick people when they are down, I guess it makes them feel better about themselves.

Just because I haven't posted about the language recently doesn't mean I've given up on it, I've just had more important things to worry about over the last week.

For fuck sake, people do my head in :X
 
It's EADD. You'd feel alienated if the banter wasn't there. I don't think there's any malice; your language thread got mentioned as part of a misunserstanding between Marmz and Rockstar, that's all.

Now I'm thinking you need to unwind from today's early start, right? :)
 
I know there is banter, but this is the mental health thread and my language thread has nothing at all to do with it, is just fucking annoying when people go beyond banter to just outright cuntishness.

But yeah, I probably do need to unwind, shame I've given up alcohol or I would be going and buying some right now.


edit - if it was just a misunderstanding between marmz and rockstar then they should have taken it to PM rather than just going on about it in here.
 
Mugz said:
I know there is banter, but this is the mental health thread and my language thread has nothing at all to do with it, is just fucking annoying when people go beyond banter to just outright cuntishness.
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Really, I don't think there's any malice towards you whatsoever - on the contrary, look a little harder and there's a lot of fondness. Which is easier for a man who had a lie-in and a day off to say, I know.

I feel for you having to find new ways to let off steam, Mugz. Are you sure you can't keep the drinking to a minimum and use that as your one concession to non-sobriety?
 
still, it should have been in PMs if it was between marmz and rockstar.

I'm up and down and up and down like a yo yo with perpetual motion, getting faster and faster, not really sure how to cure it.

I can't drink, I need to save money, drinking isn't going to help anything and will just make me feel worse tomorrow. There is no point other than to just cover up how I am feeling. That is what I'm trying to stop doing this year, stop covering up my feelings with drugs and drink.
 
Mugz said:
still, it should have been in PMs if it was between marmz and rockstar.
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I know what you're saying, but you just got brought in as an aside to a bit of jostling. EADD is all about the jostling and that. As you well know. ;)

Besides, Marmalade directs all her PM energies towards trying to bully me into sending her pics...

If you feel like you need to make a clean break then do. Only I've found that total sobriety, while good in theory, can often lead toward exacerbating stress and adding to problems that way. Which is not to say you'd do well to take some time away from everything in order to find a better outlet.

Tough one for me to talk about without coming across as a hypocritical sack o' shite, eh?
 
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It definitely sounds as though they have stopped making you feel good Mugz.. Go to the hospital if it really gets too bad sweetheart.

Theyll still give you drugs but they are able to get you to a more comfortable place for a while.. at least so you can get
some perspective on how you want to take things forward.
 
this isn't the right thread for jostling though really is it??????? :\

As brimz has already said, he feels pushed out of it because it went way off track. I know it is in EADD so jostling is to be expected, but would be nice if some people at least showed some respect for the intentions of the thread.



I would love a drink right now, I really would, total sobriety is a massive change from before and doing that and the other changes I am making is going to be hard and may well make my stress somewhat worse. If I start drinking tonight though, even if it is just a couple of cans then I will just keep rationalising myself into doing it more often and will end up drinking most nights again which is not what I want, then whilst under the influence I will end up ordering MXE and stims which is what I don't want. I don't know what to do to let off steam, I guess I could go for a run, not got running shoes.


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YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
It definitely sounds as though they have stopped making you feel good Mugz.. Go to the hospital if it really gets too bad sweetheart.

Theyll still give you drugs but they are able to get you to a more comfortable place for a while.. at least so you can get
some perspective on how you want to take things forward.
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I live in a bloody hospital, I am not going to go to the hospital. I don't need to go to the hospital. I don't want the drugs and I don't want a new perspective, I know how I want to take things forward, just need to make my wants into musts and stop using the word try, and using the word try just sets you up to fail and say "ahh, but at least I tried"
 
why do you NEED running shoes to go for a run. go for a jog. or a walk. or run in different shoes
 
Well at least you seem like you've given it enough thought and committed yourself enough for it to have a good chance of working. Full marks. ;)

Ever considered calisthenics (bodyweight exercises, though you probably know)? They're incredible for these purposes and you have the reward of an increasingly toned and supple body. Plus no running shoes necessary.

As for the inappropriate nature (or otherwise) of a bit of banter in this thread, you're right in a way. Though I tend to feel that EADD is intimate and close-knit enough for there to be no 'boundaries' as such, even if occasionally it leads to misunderstandings. This thread shouldn't be an exception, otherwise the question of valid exceptions comes up, and where do we go from there?
 
Total sobriety straight away is setting yourself up to fail. Baby steps are sometimes needed - like changing your booze from spirits to beers to lower alcohol ones, only keeping a few in the house chilled etc.

Meditation Mugz? Considered it? You should.
 
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