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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Go nuts and have a brandy.

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Nothing a hug and a blast on this joint wouldn't take care, Summer. Don't stress. ;)

It's been a while since I experienced nodding out while standing up, but it's happened to me all through my trip to the pharmacy and the supermarket. Luckily I can snap out of it if need be, but I think this evening will be a gouchy one.
 
I'll be fine, but thanks for the concern. I'm not going near any needles today, that's for sure. :)

Hugs and joints aplenty here - well, the joints are taking time because of the nodding. As for the hugs, no wandering hands, I promise.
 
140mg of 4-FA down the hatch to mark my last week as a student. Was pleasantly surprised by the strength of the 70mg I took a few days back, let's see how this goes
 
Nice on Septonn, enjoy =D if its the same batch as what i had you'll be feeling golden <3

Tunes on, sober-ness at the mo.. a few vodkas will soon sort that. wish i had more stims tbh
 
SummerSerenade said:
Thing is I'm actually not lying to myself so much as lying to other people. I'm perfectly happy on my own doing the things I'm interested in, just in company I always act like the crazy popular party girl because well, it's more fun when you're with people and I don't want everyone thinking of me as a whiny emotional bitch lol. Trust me though, I know myself and I know that there are a lot of things I'm not happy with (like my weight/body for one) and that I use drugs to paper over the cracks a lot of the time but everyone has something to help them if you think about it. Most people only show their trues selves to a few people if anyone at all so I'm hardly unusual in that regard.

Ugh ramble-town, basically I know I'm not perfect and that I fake it a lot but who doesn't :P I'm fake with most other people but I am able to be honest with myself still.
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Do you feel like your addicted to meph/coke if you dont mind my asking?
 
Meph no and I don't feel like I ever could be. Coke not quite, mainly because I can hardly ever get it but if I had more then I would definitely be in trouble. I went through a phase like this before with coke, realised I was taking too much though and just stopped for a while. So I guess the answer to that is no but perhaps only because of circumstances.
 
Saything that though, you do realise that literally every other one of your posts says the word meph in about 3 times or more. I know i seems like im properly laying it into you here, but you just remind me of myself a few years back. I know im only 20 now, but its easy to see the early warning signs. Its just easer to nip it in the butt before it spirals out of control
 
ColtDan said:
Dont underestimate the addiction potential of meph
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Oh no i absolutely know how bad it can be, just personally (and bear in mind how much I've been using) I've never really felt that kind of pull that would make me become addicted to it.To put it simply, with meph I can always say no and always stop at a suitable point and once it's gone I don't crave it but with coke I completely lose my self control and feel completely gutted when it's gone.

I know it sounds like I'm talking shit but honestly I can see how I am with meph compared to coke and can say with absolute certainty that while I could very well become addicted to coke I never will with meph. Believe me or not, doesn't make a lot of difference does it.
 
Fair one, just saying. and hats off to that, ive always found the stuff so more-ish .. along with many other people, though the proper addiction pull for me was through pre ban
 
Yup... fiending with Pre-Ban was a reality for everyone I knew who took it.

ColtDan said:
Dont underestimate the addiction potential of meph
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Indeed.

In general, addictions are not something people plan but something which creep up on you slowly. Even someone with the best intentions who believes they have self-control can end up addicted to substances.

You are only young & invincible for so long... I've seen drugs almost ruin the lives of many people I knew. They certainly changed the course of my life too.

Enjoy it whilst you can! :)
 
Totally not saying I'm immune to getting addicted because I've already said that I can see that happening to me with coke. Just not with meph which is unusual i know and I'm not saying the temptation isn't there but I can resist it in a way that I just can't with coke. I've been using meph reasonably heavily for 9 months so i also think that if I was going to have problems with it then I already would be, especially considering how easily and cheaply I can get it.
 
Pedantic :p I don't mean constantly heavily for 9 months. Cba explaining myself anymore, shouldn't have to. I don't have a problem with meph, I know that so quite frankly I couldn't give a fuck what some random person who doesn't know the first thing about me has to say. Thanks for the totally useful comment though <3 and real thanks to everyone who bothered to write a proper reply rather than just being a hypocrite.
 
How am I being hypocritical?

Do drugs all you like - just saying maybe try pacing yourself a little more - there's no rush...

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