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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Go nuts and have a brandy.

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Summer I don't think you're horrible - well you haven't appeared that way to me. You've always come across as a fun person. And I've no doubt you're intelligent. You wouldn't be in university if you weren't. That wasn't what I was getting at. But let's leave it, eh?! I don't want to upset/annoy you - was only looking out for you and you must realise that as a member of a HR site, I wouldn't feel right if I had sat back and said nothing. But I won't mention it again, ok?! I've said what I needed to, I won't go on about things ok. You take care and I wish you well.

Evey

PS: I know some of you have issues with me but please don't go encouraging because it's me saying this. It's a HR site and I'd like to think some of us would pull together in helping / advising others and leave personal feelings at the door xxxx
 
May have drunk a few shandies watching England get knocked out at the group stages.

BOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
been drinking these past six days, stopping today as I start my new job at a bar. Taken some etiz to take the edge off the rebound anxiety of the alcohol binge, might smoke a bit of hash later too for the same reason. (obviously not loads, won't start work stoned.)

rebound anxiety doesn't generally last more than five or six hours for me, but it can be quite unpleasant. I tend to smoke a lot more, and go for walks to keep my mind occupied.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Dunno, was too busy drinking two bottles of 13% wine n stuffing my face! LoL.
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Really? Really? I would have thought you might know after all those posts in the World Cup thread last night... ;)

England lost... something I was rather happy about as I had a bet for Uruguay to win & both teams to score. I also placed another bet at half time for 2-1. No disrespect to the England team... I usually root for England in the 6 Nations after Scotland have gone out.

Bit conflicted like that... both parents are English but I'm Scottish.

I did however use a fair portion of the winnings to place a bet on Germany outright. *ehm* no bias here!
 
don't feel the etiz anymore, but I don't feel any rebound anxiety either so it did the job.

Noticed my neighbors have a Datura plant in their back garden. As thoroughly unpleasant as it sounds, I'm still curious about it. I think it's because of the reputation.

are there any deliriants that aren't all terrifying and dark?
 
Mildly fucked on EPH and wine which was used to bomb the EPH. Also still pissed from last night. Not gonna feel good later and no benzos at hand. Arghhh.
 
Day off. Pharmacy hadn't received my repeat script back yet, so I minced off home, got out the foil and smoked more of this outstanding brown.

Productive day off looks like it might not happen.
 
Chatative said:
Really? Really? I would have thought you might know after all those posts in the World Cup thread last night... ;)

England lost... something I was rather happy about as I had a bet for Uruguay to win & both teams to score. I also placed another bet at half time for 2-1. No disrespect to the England team... I usually root for England in the 6 Nations after Scotland have gone out.

Bit conflicted like that... both parents are English but I'm Scottish.

I did however use a fair portion of the winnings to place a bet on Germany outright. *ehm* no bias here!
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ahhhhh what a shame, not LOL... I usually support England as Wales are never in the World Cup but c'mon since 66 we all know that England will never win it.... I think, if I remember correctly, that in Italy 1990 they got to the semi finals? But was only 10 at the time LOL.... Think West Germany won that year ?

Evey
 
Oh dear. Poor effort with that rant, 7/10 at best. I must try harder. Some of those replies were hilarious though, literally cracking up you funny fuckers.

That coffee sounds like a plan Sammy, not too strong though, don't think I can handle that shit. I absolutely was not on anything last night, I don't take drugs, I was just loving life ;) and if my intelligence is debatable debate solved by the fact that I got a high 2.1 in my first year of uni with zero revision other than how much mephedrone and coke I could consume while simultaneously doing my coursework.

Yeah I'm a twat but I'm an amusing one sometimes. Don't take me too seriously tbh. Hope you're all enjoying the sun, I am melting. Much love <3
 
SummerSerenade said:
I can go a day sober easily, it's just boring as hell so why bother? So many people drink everyday so why can't I take drugs everyday? I know society says it's bad well boo fucking who, I'm 19 not 12 and I have over 10 grand I can just piss away on whatever I want so who's to tell me how I am is wrong? Oh yeah that's right, no one because my life has literally fuck all to do with anyone else. I'm an arrogant shit, I don't let anyone close to me I'm a horrible person but I don't care because I'm hot, super clever and I love myself so whatever you can all live your super fun sober lives while I take absolutely amazing cocaine and have FUN. I'm not even going to bother posting anymore because the hypocrisy here is unfuckingbelievable but let it be said I am high as fuck and if it all ended now I would not. Give. A. Fuck

Xxx
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It seems as if you are trying so hard to keep lying to yourself that you are this person that you want to be, but deep down that simply isnt the case. Of course this is just from an outsider perspective, but i feel as if you are trying to be someone that you are not. A fake. I do the same. When i am out and about i try to create a different persona to try and fit in and make jokes. Whilst this may work to an extent; untimely it can be detrimental to your well-being. How can you be truly happy if the persona you give off is just fake and not the real you? You can try as hard as you want to be this "perfect" person that you are trying to come across as, but you cant keep lying to yourself forever and it will soon come falling down.
 
hexagram said:
Noticed my neighbors have a Datura plant in their back garden. As thoroughly unpleasant as it sounds, I'm still curious about it. I think it's because of the reputation.

are there any deliriants that aren't all terrifying and dark?
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Is blue lotus a bit of a deliriant or just a hypnotic? That's alright, but pretty mild. And yeah, datura is a bit on the terrifying/dark/deadly side of things for me to bother trying and you have to be very very careful with the stuff. I do know a handful of people that love it, though.
 
Spliff Politics said:
It seems as if you are trying so hard to keep lying to yourself that you are this person that you want to be, but deep down that simply isnt the case. Of course this is just from an outsider perspective, but i feel as if you are trying to be someone that you are not. A fake. I do the same. When i am out and about i try to create a different persona to try and fit in and make jokes. Whilst this may work to an extent; untimely it can be detrimental to your well-being. How can you be truly happy if the persona you give off is just fake and not the real you? You can try as hard as you want to be this "perfect" person that you are trying to come across as, but you cant keep lying to yourself forever and it will soon come falling down.
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Well said.
 
Thing is I'm actually not lying to myself so much as lying to other people. I'm perfectly happy on my own doing the things I'm interested in, just in company I always act like the crazy popular party girl because well, it's more fun when you're with people and I don't want everyone thinking of me as a whiny emotional bitch lol. Trust me though, I know myself and I know that there are a lot of things I'm not happy with (like my weight/body for one) and that I use drugs to paper over the cracks a lot of the time but everyone has something to help them if you think about it. Most people only show their trues selves to a few people if anyone at all so I'm hardly unusual in that regard.

Ugh ramble-town, basically I know I'm not perfect and that I fake it a lot but who doesn't :P I'm fake with most other people but I am able to be honest with myself still.
 
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