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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

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Headfuck enjoying another nice night again, you seem to have it sorted mate.

hehehe.. have another week off unexpectedly but have projects to be working on (which i have bee doing :) ) Shouldn't have had extra etiz because I'm supposed to be on my planned taper but was feeling a bit meh and thought why not. Few lines of ethyl and some home brew wine to round it up. don't feel any of the negative effects from the ethyl because of the etiz. all in all not a bad night but need to stop soon and get to bed so tomorrow can actually be of any use to me.
 
quite appropriate. :\ although the thought of "one more for the road" to me seems quite to early just yet despite the time. Its either keep going and more or less lose tomorrow or go to bed now and wake up very late tomorrow which means using more etiz to get to sleep so that thursday is actually a proper day, with things to do and what not.... hmmmmmm.....
[video=youtube_share;GqH21LEmfbQ]http://youtu.be/GqH21LEmfbQ[/video]
 
managed to get through a bottle of wine, 100mg of ethyl, 3mg etiz and 1mg pyraz tonight. I blame the extra etiz/wine for the decision to take the ethyl and blame myself for allowing it to happen despite my taper which was going pretty well. meeeaaaa!
 
managed to get through a bottle of wine, 100mg of ethyl, 3mg etiz and 1mg pyraz tonight. I blame the extra etiz/wine for the decision to take the ethyl and blame myself for allowing it to happen despite my taper which was going pretty well. meeeaaaa!

Oh dear god I have had considerably more of all the same list plus some tramadol. Been clean as a whistle for 26 days though so was due a blow out.

I have reached the point where I can best only express myself through the medium of other peoples lyrics-so it's this pretty much this sentiment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlFkLsls4eg and a bit of this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2hzlEdXsg0
 
don't know much about tram or its interactions but that is a fair bit of ethyl regardless of other things in the mix. stay safe and enjoy!
 
decided to keep going today and avoid sleeping all day and being awake all night. ethyl/etiz/wine though out the day, cut out the ethyl soon then finally get some sleep. Wish i still had my mixture of weed, kief and bubble hash though!
 
I'm pretty ashamed to say this but my evening has consisted of coke, heroin, alcohol and pregabs.mI thought I was sober but attempting to type mskes me feel otherwise. My body won't stop muscle jerking which is pretty annoying, hands are so numb and struggling to see. Fuck I'm such a mess! My shitty ipad looks so wavy typing this! Haha
 
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jesus. took so much etiz and pregas last night im still bumping into walls this morning. Im not getting up early enough, so taking modafinil at 2pm or something keeps me awake till 3- 6 am. Gonna stop taking it over the weekend. Modafinil. It gives me a lot of energy and focus for my job searchges though. OR i could be sensible and get up at 8 am or something and take it then. Now theres an idea. That requires some discipline though. :\
 
Was planning on having just one glass of champagne at a belated new years lunch with a few former classmates but things got a luittle out of hand and now im half drunk and stil lhave plenty of stuff to do.
 
I'm pretty ashamed to say this but my evening has consisted of crack, heroin, antidepressants, alcohol and pregabalins. I thought I was sober but attempting to type mskes me feel otherwise. My body won't stop muscle jerking which is pretty annoying, hands are so numb snd eyes are weeping and I'm struggling to see. Fuck I'm such a mess! My shitty ipad ls way too wavy, haha.

ashamed
Embrace it :)
 
2mg etiz, four cans of beer, and a few cans of monster (I find light stims like caffeine/ sugar go well with benzos and booze and help it be less mongy)
 
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