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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

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eLW I have been here a nanosecond but I read and often lurk and while certainly no angel I do worry. I saw so may friends in the early 90s cane the good old ecstasy and they became very ill. Two going in to rehab and one into psyche for a long time.

Just saying please look after yourself. I love your wooooshhhh and totally fucked posts when your flying but I do worry for you...I worry for alot of people here, myself and friends in real life.

Thing in the 90s was so many of us perversly were totally and utterly puritanical about pills etc. We NEVER drank alcohol and we tended to never mix our drugs either. We did it in big groups of friends not alone like so many of us tend to now. Times certainly have changed.And I don't think necessarily for the better. All went downhill the day a very eminent politicians little brother gave me my first line of coke at 17....sigh.

Any way 2 etz, 6 tramadol, 2 big lines of quite possibly the best eph I have ever had out of 8 dif vendors and dying for a fag but chuffing on a non nicotine menthol e fag like life depends on it!
 
inflorescence said:
eLW I have been here a nanosecond but I read and often lurk and while certainly no angel I do worry. I saw so may friends in the early 90s cane the good old ecstasy and they became very ill. Two going in to rehab and one into psyche for a long time.

Just saying please look after yourself. I love your wooooshhhh and totally fucked posts when your flying but I do worry for you...I worry for alot of people here, myself and friends in real life.

Thing in the 90s was so many of us perversly were totally and utterly puritanical about pills etc. We NEVER drank alcohol and we tended to never mix our drugs either. We did it in big groups of friends not alone like so many of us tend to now. Times certainly have changed.And I don't think necessarily for the better. All went downhill the day a very eminent politicians little brother gave me my first line of coke at 17....sigh.

Any way 2 etz, 6 tramadol, 2 big lines of quite possibly the best eph I have ever had out of 8 dif vendors and dying for a fag but chuffing on a non nicotine menthol e fag like life depends on it!
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Thanks for support :) Yep i know its out of control, long time ago...
 
inflorescence said:
Thing in the 90s was so many of us perversly were totally and utterly puritanical about pills etc. We NEVER drank alcohol and we tended to never mix our drugs either. We did it in big groups of friends not alone like so many of us tend to now. Times certainly have changed.
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Can't disagree with that. I saw an article the other day written by Will Self addressing the cultural change in the UK since 1994. I think he left out your paragraph. But for drug culture, I think you've nailed it there.

Mike Power doesn't really address it deeply enough in his book (Drugs 2.0) either considering the whole book is supposed to be about how the net has changed our drug taking. Believe it or not kids, we didn't used to sit in our bedrooms taking drugs alone in front of a screen. The lack of real community, as opposed to virtual community, is leading us down a completely different path. It's one of the things I used to chat to Charlie Clean about in his dying days. It's harder for you lot to have stories to tell (and storytelling is, surely, integral to any strong and lasting culture) if you've not had a shared experience with the drugs in the first place.

In other news Inflorescence - name that MP. By PM if you like. MP by PM. See what I did there?
 
i repeatedly find that stimulant and serotonin releasing classes of drugs do not take off anyhwere near as well when taken alone infront of a pc with tunes on. It really needs the social setting for the high to properly take off IMO/IME/YMMV. This is a sweeping generalisation of course.

Mephedrone made music awesome whetehr out and aboutin company or home alone, pretty much the only substance of its type that worked fully with or without company.

my etiz/ethyl and beer mix is absolutely shit when attempted at home alone indoors, but for a night out it is awesome.
 
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StoneHappyMonday said:
Can't disagree with that. I saw an article the other day written by Will Self addressing the cultural change in the UK since 1994. I think he left out your paragraph. But for drug culture, I think you've nailed it there.

Mike Power doesn't really address it deeply enough in his book (Drugs 2.0) either considering the whole book is supposed to be about how the net has changed our drug taking. Believe it or not kids, we didn't used to sit in our bedrooms taking drugs alone in front of a screen. The lack of real community, as opposed to virtual community, is leading us down a completely different path. It's one of the things I used to chat to Charlie Clean about in his dying days. It's harder for you lot to have stories to tell (and storytelling is, surely, integral to any strong and lasting culture) if you've not had a shared experience with the drugs in the first place.

In other news Inflorescence - name that MP. By PM if you like. MP by PM. See what I did there?
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The other thing that I think about often is so many of my friends from way back when when we all raved hard and were all puritanical about our drugs and booze etc are now in very different places in their lives. Most have children and their own business or full on jobs
This must mean there must be other old timers like myself that do actually end up doing various substances alone-in front of a computer! I loved those days. We really did think that the music and the ecstasy were going to change the world. Break down class barriers and liberate everyone as-well as make them more open to trying new things and losing prejudices. Oh god it all sounds so hippy dippy and like a trip down memory lane and the ideals of a utopian youth . But as many may well have banged on about before I believe it did to an extent....

So I am home alone and will just bang another line...sigh. Not really explaining my point too well. It does however terrify me that people need drugs now to study, to go to the cinema, to take a walk in the park...to hoover.........
 
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Believe it or not kids, we didn't used to sit in our bedrooms taking drugs alone in front of a screen. The lack of real community, as opposed to virtual community, is leading us down a completely different path.
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But I have more drug friends in my computer than in real life. :|

And do people not do the a/s/l thing anymore? Aw.. they're missing out.
 
Sammy G said:
Because no bugger could afford a bloody screen.
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The days when I had a black and white telly in my bedroom and my mates were in awe. Before the days even of mobile phones for the masses apart from my Uncle B who had one from the late 80s attached to a car battery?
This clearly shows my age. We did cope without the internet and constant instant everything! Kids will no doubt be doing projects in school to learn how we lived/coped in the olden days pre current technology. I do yearn often for the way some things were. When you thought you could join NASA because you were clever enough to pull off the hairspray/phone card trick.

YES I am fucked and off topic? But then again I am fucked and this is what I do when I am fucked...yearn for my mates to pop round rather than ohhh yeh skype/pm/facebook etc.........little rant over and out!:!
 
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I take it Nicklazz has never ventured into 'chatrooms'. IME no one ever answers that a/s/l question truthfully.
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I did in the early days but we were so trusting and naive then? Well I probably was..not the cynical, paranoid skeptic.....and nowt to do with the drugs honest guv.

This is the fucked thread it should be for many that will remember-

WHAT's yer name where you from what you on <3
 
Eh.. I think when mates do the settling down/babies thing, it's time to find some new mates. (Not saying ignore the old ones, just get some new fun ones as well!)

Course, that's easier said than done. :D
 
I suppose there must be something to what people are saying about more drug use happening in solitary confinement, but as recently as 2007/2008 I knew a bunch of "young folk" (maybe 19-25) who were generally doing all their drugs socially, dancing, music, sitting about talking like "hippies".

And the fact I was 34 at the time yet totally accepted by this group seems like a positive thing too. And no I wasn't being a filthy letch all the time.

I have to say that these kids were generally from fairly well-off backgrounds, had "legal" access to fields for their parties and could afford to go to multiple festivals every year, and I think that is being contrasted with times when free parties were a big thing (not that I ever went one :(). So I'm sure money, or lack of it, and criminalisation are part of the culture change.

Also I went to a few drum'n'bass club nights where the atmosphere was really unpleasantly aggressive. I've also been to an unlicensed after-party where the music was only being played through a fucking tweeter at volume level 2 because the organisers were scared of getting done... and funnily enough the thing was broken up by the police :D honestly you could hardly hear the music. This was in Edinburgh. The one london squat party I was at had loud, decent music, practically free beer and LSD on the go, and a fucking great atmosphere. Oddly enough!

So yeah times have changed, I'm not sure exactly how but I think it's probably slightly better off people who are enjoying themselves, except in London where there seemed to be a bit more scope for non-commercial entertainment, so many places where you can hide away out of sight, although CCTV must have had an effect, yet I'm sure there were plenty cameras in 2007 too.
 
eLW said:
Now im better, but still. When the friday comes, i just cant stay away from MDMA..:\
I was so fucked up at friday on E, that someone stole my phone at club ( or i lost it ).

Later when the club almost closed, i came back into reality- walking around the club, like an idiot..
Im so mad at myself. :o
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Odd that. I always found with E, that if it was taken frequently it simply didn't work very well. And no amount of extra pills would rectify that. Would only use it once every 3/4 months, so I could enjoy it properly.

BTW that frivolousness is really bad, you seem aware of a problem I hope you sort it out soon
 
ethylphenidate & etizolam combo again. took more etiz than i should have which was the catalyst to the ethyl idea.. nice none the less!
 
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