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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

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At the risk of coming over all waggy of finger, I tend to agree with Dan. Getting off the bupe is a great achievement - you should be suitably chuffed with yourself cos the boy dun good - but keep an eye out for replacing one habit with another. It's such a common occurence it's a cliche. A very accurate and real cliche at that. It's soooooo easy to just use some other drug (or combination of drugs) to "replace" the bupe (or indeed anything else one happens to be addicted to). Alcohol is often the way it goes but benzos are another biggy. Stims would be less common as a "replacement" but certainly plenty go that route too.

Ultimately, us addict types just have to learn to live without being fukked on a daily basis. It's not easy. Not easy at all. I can't rightly say that I've quite gotten there myself yet given I'm back on a daily bupe script. However, I'm using it for somewhat different reasons than I used to. I almost never use it purely for pleasure and I have been managing the odd few days - even the odd few weeks - without using anything on top of it. Definitely a big step forward for me but still very much on shaky ground. Keep slipping with booze in particular. It's just so much easier to do daily compared with most other drugs I like. At least it is in my current situation :\

But yeah, it's worth watching out for replacing bupe with other stuffs whether that be bumping up your existing benzo habit or leaning too heavily on EPH to put a lil spring in your step and perk up llfe in general. It is shite feeling so flat and... well... "normal" when you're used to feeling enhanced one way or another. You do get used to it - even get to quite enjoy it - eventually. I know cos even I've managed to get there for a while once or twice. Not quite managed to stick to it properly longterm but getting there. And if I can anybody can :D
 
ColtDan said:
How much did you dose?

That 4-FA has some weird residual stimulation, fine with 1 or 2 bombs i can sleep on that but fuck around with it and the decent effects deminish a bit and your left with a state of awakeness that doesnt feel that stimulating but almost impossible to sleep on, a few vallies and etiz didnt put much of a dent in it last night. gotta be the hardest thing ive slept on, i can sleep on speed or meph easier than that stuff. had 3 hours sleep but feeling alright today
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Started with 150mg which is on the low side for me, normally I start at around 200. Redosed 2x by sticking my finger in the bag, not really sure how much I took but must be around 2x 50mg. I've handled these doses just fine sleepwise on other occasions but maybe its the redosing more than once that kept me awake. Had about 2 hrs of semi-sleep but felt just fine saturday and working today was no problem at all.
 
A glass of wine, 3mg xanax and 180mg codeine has made me force to stop a huge 6 hr wiki trawl on self, psychology and various convergent topics incl philosophy. Info was actually sticking which is awesome too.

Nice pre wind down occurring with the above combination now tho, and tis rather yum and sleep wont be long
 
Bit of 4-FA earlier, quite vallied now. sleep soon in a bit i reckon

Just had a right old religious debate on facebook, funny as fuck
 
Double dosed my methadone earlier plus 10mg diazepam & all evening I been trying to watch TV with through half closed eyes.
 
3 etz (intas) 1 dodgy blue etz-4 tramadol-nothing-nothing at all. I wannnnnaaaa sleep!!!!!!!!!!!! Reading about some dodgy new rc called pentedrone. Can't find hardly any info. Oh and trying to find some of Dan;s beloved 4FA---bit scared to buy over seas....yes no sourcing, blaaa. =D
 
Marmalade said:
A glass of wine, 3mg xanax and 180mg codeine has made me force to stop a huge 6 hr wiki trawl on self, psychology and various convergent topics incl philosophy. Info was actually sticking which is awesome too.

Nice pre wind down occurring with the above combination now tho, and tis rather yum and sleep wont be long
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thats amazing that such a combo allowed such prolonged concentratration and retention of info. That is counterintuitive. Bupe would possibly hav done it for me, or functional doses of speed or methylphenidate etc.

Usually after alcohol i dont want anything to do with any written words.
 
MDB, did ya ever try your bupe with cyclizine? also what was your ROA?

really want to get more bupe and cyclizine as that combo was, as shambles says, lush =D

the feeling reminded me alot of 40mg or so of oxycodone and i never thought i would be saying that about bupe as i had always found it 'nasty' when compared to the other opiates, now i am singing a different tune :)
 
First smoke of weed this year. Got given a g of absolutely perfect jack herrer earlier, blasted quite a few pipes, 3 ports so far.. + 10gb of rock music discographies, feels like I'm having a wee party to myself =D
 
I wannnnnaaaa sleep!!!!!!!!!!!! Reading about some dodgy new rc called pentedrone. Can't find hardly any info. Oh and trying to find some of Dan;s beloved 4FA
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Pentedrone's not new, I think there's probably threads about it on this board, try searching "site:bluelight.ru pentedrone" on Google. It doesn't sound great, I'd be more likely to go with something else. Neither pentedrone not 4-FA are going to help you sleep, obviously.
 
Soo depressed. Broken into pieces, crap. Had to drink 0,7 whiskey. God damn....
 
babylonboy said:
Pentedrone's not new, I think there's probably threads about it on this board, try searching "site:bluelight.ru pentedrone" on Google. It doesn't sound great, I'd be more likely to go with something else. Neither pentedrone not 4-FA are going to help you sleep, obviously.
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I just think if sleep is eluding me to such an extent I may aswell be a bit happier and flying. Still not much on the pentedrone coming up. Same boat again now. Can't sleep (in pain post op) and just looking at possible new things to look forward to when immune system back in shape and all healed. Sigh. Hoping my Zopliclone order makes it through customs or I may just start hallucinating due to sleep deprivation.
 
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raas_2012 said:
hahahahaha...

All these years of E abuse finally catching up, eh?
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Nah, just after the MDMA amph and alcohol binge, i woke up friday morning at 7,00 and went sleep sunday 23,00.

Now im better, but still. When the friday comes, i just cant stay away from MDMA..:\
I was so fucked up at friday on E, that someone stole my phone at club ( or i lost it ).

Later when the club almost closed, i came back into reality- walking around the club, like an idiot..
Im so mad at myself. :o
 
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