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Ninae said:
Hey, I just made a stimulant drink of green tea, cocoa, and a little bit of coffee. It's not bad.
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Odd flavour choices there. I was wondering not too long ago what tea and coffee combined would be like. I concluded not great. :\ Coffee and cocoa would be complimentary though. I love coffee/caffeine, I drink tea and coffee pretty much constantly. Never really get jittery from it anymore...

Well, P&S, have a depressing song by a depressing band:



Good track from a really great album...
 
WOOH made it through tomorrow. And 36+ minutes. It is 12:36 am, I am very tired. I crave euphoria right now, but I know that if I take anything I'll be asleep too soon to enjoy. I'm thinking about going the rest of the day sober as well.

Thoughts?
 
^By default, I take it you made it through today too.

My thoughts are that you should stay sober. Let tolerance diminish, etc. Its not that bad being straight...:\

neurotic said:
Humm, is this Norwegian?
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Indeed it is. "If the light takes us..."

Album by Burzum:

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LOL. I just discovered I actually have muscles on my underarms after practicing yoga every day for 7 months. It's weird because I'm used to them being thin and now they're kind of fleshy.
 
Yea, I'm pretty strong now, I can flex my muscles a bit. I've always been muscular anyway, but my underarms were quite thin.
 
swilow said:
Odd flavour choices there. I was wondering not too long ago what tea and coffee combined would be like. I concluded not great. :\ Coffee and cocoa would be complimentary though. I love coffee/caffeine, I drink tea and coffee pretty much constantly. Never really get jittery from it anymore...
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Drank two cups of normal coffee yesterday, spaced about 6 hours. Had jitters, cold sweats, dysphoria. Guess I should stick to downers, eh?

Actually I like coffee (especially the taste, I only drink good coffee), and I like teas, including the caffeinated ones, and I enjoy a good caffeine dose too... but most of the time only with some GABAergic a la benzo.

Got a long day of work at the lab ahead of me (back at it starting yesterday), so to boost spirits I decided on taking 7.5 mg zopiclone and a coffee and seeing how that goes. Institute is still pretty much empty right now, it's just me and my lab partner working right now, so should be fine. Overdoing benzos is probably the worst idea to do at work, but 7.5 mg should be fine, LOL.

I guess when it comes down to it, I'd rather do 12 hours of proper work while slightly "medicated" than be there all day waiting for it to end so I can go home and sleep.
 
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Playing a show this evening with my band, for a charity event. They expect at least 200 people to show, 600+ people have said they're interested on Facebook. It will almost certainly be our biggest crowd to date by quite a bit. I feel very ready for it, we have a stand-in bass player who has played with us a variety of times, since we don't have a permanent bass player still, so that's the weakest link but he's good and our dress rehearsal run-through the other day went very well. We have a sound guy from our old bass player's new band coming to run sound, he did last show too and he's awesome. This time we're going to record through his sound board too so for once we'll have a show recorded which I'm pumped about. I'm excited, now to just get through this super busy work day...
 
belligerent drunk said:
Drank two cups of normal coffee yesterday, spaced about 6 hours. Had jitters, cold sweats, dysphoria. Guess I should stick to downers, eh?

Actually I like coffee (especially the taste, I only drink good coffee), and I like teas, including the caffeinated ones, and I enjoy a good caffeine dose too... but most of the time only with some GABAergic a la benzo.

Got a long day of work at the lab ahead of me (back at it starting yesterday), so to boost spirits I decided on taking 7.5 mg zopiclone and a coffee and seeing how that goes. Institute is still pretty much empty right now, it's just me and my lab partner working right now, so should be fine. Overdoing benzos is probably the worst idea to do at work, but 7.5 mg should be fine, LOL.

I guess when it comes down to it, I'd rather do 12 hours of proper work while slightly "medicated" than be there all day waiting for it to end so I can go home and sleep.
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Try amino acids instead! They're ideal stimulants, much more natural. DLPA works great, especially if you need more endorphins, or I like Arginine/Ornithine. Especially with some Oxazepam. It's the only benzo I have access to and it makes it active for some reason, or that's a good combo.
 
belligerent drunk said:
Drank two cups of normal coffee yesterday, spaced about 6 hours. Had jitters, cold sweats, dysphoria. Guess I should stick to downers, eh?
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Or push on through until you have the tolerance I have for caffeine. I mean, I'm a naturally anxious person and caffeine actually helps me on that front. I don't get much physical response to it anymore, but I get an increase in cognitive function. I think my benzo habit has degraded my short term memory and I've always had poor concentration. Caffeine actually assists in that area- I think. Placebo may be a factor.

Fuck, Australia is a fucking disgrace. Racist, intolerant, narrow minded, parochial, sycophantic. I don't know if anyone here has come across this recent fucking horrible issue:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/2016-07-25/four-corners-evidence-of-kids-tear-gas-in-don-dale-prison/7656128

Basically, in the far north of Australia where we have a much larger indigenous population, we have a juevenile detention facility where young teenage boys have been beaten, stripped naked, choked, manacled, tear-gassed. I'm talking about boys of ages 14-15. Big, burly, white, MEN are doing this to small, young, uneducated, poor, BLACK boys. Australia is a fucking disgrace.

I'd be interested to know of anyone's perspective on this. Australia claims to be an advanced and developed country, rich and affluent and yet there are people on the fringes that are amongst the worlds poorest. I've spent some time up north with indigenous relatives/friends and we are talking about living in mud huts with no electricity or water or heating. Just heaps of massive spiders and short, pointless lives.
 
Torture isn't justified no matter the crime imo.

15 yr old boys you say?
At least I'm white.

I've always wanted to visit Australia, but the only country I have been to is New Zealand.
 
Good luck (and have fun) with your show, Xorkoth!

@ willow: wow, that's pretty fucked up. By the way, using tear gas in a confined area is stupid. It has no room to diffuse away. I once tried tear-gassing myself in my apartment (don't ask), and I had all windows closed. It was hard to breathe for at least 6 hours there, and I had used only a small portion of the gas they used.

I've also wanted to visit Australia. It's more of a childhood dream now, but I used to think that Australia would probably be the country I would move to if I were to leave my current country. Nowadays I don't care for switching places, here is alright anyway.

Oh, I did drink coffee every day (once or twice) for a few months, but still even then if I overdid it a little, I would get all the nasties. I guess some people agree with caffeine, some don't. Now, on the other hand, when I'm on benzos (including zopiclone, the non-benzo benzo), I can chug coffee like there's no tomorrow and only feel the positives.
 
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