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Yes, and when you talk about high, medium, and low dominant it's not exactly 3 levels between us, more like 30, and we fight in between one another with all kinds of different strategies.
 
I'm so fucking fat right now.
Put on like 10-12 kilograms in the past 3 months.
I've always been super skinny, since I was a teenager.
And now I've got this fucking gut.
Damn man boobs.
 
I almost wish I was in your shoes... I am very happy with my weight now but I have to eat a shit ton of food every day to maintain it (ie, maintain myself as not skinny, just lean). I enjoy eating the food but it's not kind on my wallet.
 
I've got long shaggy facial hair going as well.

Beard growing is an endurance test.
I've got this cousin in Queensland, who I hadn't seen for ages.
He grew out this massive wiry red Ned Kelly beard.
When I saw him, I was blown away.

I've been trying to beat it ever since.
I'm about a third of the way there, now.
Don't think I'm going to make it.
 
Hey Murphy, I was reading about some of Buddhas teachings and came accross this:

"No matter what you may do or attain - you may live in a cave, in a solitary place, and you may have learned entire sutras; you may be a very erudite speaker; you may even practice morality and so forth and so on-no matter what else you do, until you get rid of your lust, your hatred, your ignorance, you will never attain enlightenment."

I guess that is right about all cravings and negative emotions, but those are two things that are very difficult, almost impossible, to get rid of for most. You might be able to refine and transform those impulses and the way you deal with them in different ways, but freeing yourself from them completely is something different.

Not for that, I think everyone who has abused sedatives of some kind know well what it is like and that is one of the reasons for our desire for them. Or, in theory this might be hard to understand "How can I not want or not not want anything and how can that feel good?" While in actual practice it is a great relief.

Although I think what makes this possible is an underlying level of bliss or a very high positive emotional state that makes you unneedy like that.
 
5MeODMT was spiritually bunk for me. it took me to a world where there was no gender, like i'd been there all my life, knowing that i was different somehow. slowly i became aware of my dick, then what it meant, then my erection. really, not kidding, this is what i experienced. i realized it was okay for me to have a dick, that it was all well and good, i wasn't deformed. i got harder and harder then had this mindblowing orgasm and it was over.

entertaining, weird, but not useful.
 
tantric said:
5MeODMT was spiritually bunk for me. it took me to a world where there was no gender, like i'd been there all my life, knowing that i was different somehow. slowly i became aware of my dick, then what it meant, then my erection. really, not kidding, this is what i experienced. i realized it was okay for me to have a dick, that it was all well and good, i wasn't deformed. i got harder and harder then had this mindblowing orgasm and it was over.

entertaining, weird, but not useful.
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Yeah, it can have a really oddly neutral sexual push. I've found myself unaroused by external things that typically would arouse me, but the actually surrender to pure sexual pleasure became erotic in itself. Truly, it was me fucking myself. :D

5-MeO-DMT really shows it colours (or lack) when mixed with dissociatives or when injected. I find that tiny tiny doses, IV, to be quite pleasant, though very short acting- less then 5 minutes for me. It goes nicely with DMT too, when masssively outnumbered by DMT. Its almost aggressively neutral by itself. Almost dissociative...

If you like good psychedelic, sunny ambient/chill, you have to know Solar Fields, Swedish guy who just makes this lush, positive, major chord psybient/tribal stuff. Most of his music has a similar feel to it; I love loading 8-9 of his albums onto a playlist and randomising for a day.

Smoke a little joint and throw your ears at this:

 
Hey, I have this thing for Prince Philip when he was young, he had this real badboy thing going for him.

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I lost out.
 
just take some DXM and get it over with - go cold turkey. after about 24hrs, when you're getting bad, do about 150mg. and trip balls. i've done this so many times i;ve lost count
 
willow11 said:
I've substantially cut down the amount of tobacco I use daily. Smoking maximum of 4 a day; yesterday I had 1.5 cigs. I'm finsihing the 0.5 now.

From Sunday, I'm gonna try cold turkey. :\



Are you a native of Vanuatu who worships Prince Phillip as a divine entity? ;)
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I've had an easier time going cold turkey from amphetamines than I have with nicotine.

Have you tried the nicotine gum? It works extremely well.
 
^Personally, I find cold turkey is more effective in the long run.
If I give myself any leeway, I tend to abuse it.
(Like Krusty the Clown with his patches.)

I've substantially cut down the amount of tobacco I use daily. Smoking maximum of 4 a day; yesterday I had 1.5 cigs. I'm finsihing the 0.5 now.

From Sunday, I'm gonna try cold turkey.
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Good luck, man. :)
If you relapse, don't buy a pack.
Just scam one off someone.
If you buy a pack, throw/give it away.

Tobacco is the worst.
Took me over ten years to finally rid myself of it.
And, I was never a heavy smoker.

After not having a cigarette for months, I started up again (for the last time) and smoked a couple of packs over the course of a fortnight.
Earlier in the year, after not having meth for over 12 months, I spent a month on meth.
The tobacco withdrawals were way more difficult (than the meth withdrawals).

Everybody insists upon mixing cigarettes with weed.
Fucks up the high and makes weed super addictive.
I seriously think the addiction is comparable to heroin/methadone.
And, unlike heroin, you don't get anything from it.
At least heroin is beautiful.
Tobacco is trash.

You're going to feel so much better, without it.

just take some DXM and get it over with - go cold turkey. after about 24hrs, when you're getting bad, do about 150mg. and trip balls. i've done this so many times i;ve lost count
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I don't agree with this advice.
It is a last resort move to compensate with another substance.
Ideally, you should learn to control your desire to smoke without any assistance.
That way, in the future, you will be strong.
 
DXM doesn't substitute for nicotine, it interrupts the withdrawal and flat cures the addiction with one dose. forget ibogaine, and really, what do you have to lose? just try it. people used to think i was superman, cause i can just quit smoking whenever i want with no problem. and i can - if shit gets rough and the circumstances allow, i might smoke for a few months, but then it gets old and i stop.
 
so this is the Parlor room. When I think of parlor rooms this youtube video comes to mind https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDB97j8_HSk (cartoon — 1min 19sec)

Fascinated by the DXM comment tantric. It has done some pretty amazing things for me in the past. Smoking is my last great addiction. I even quit weed a few months ago and feel like I'm honestly done with it even though I'm surrounded by aficionados and (legally) make part of my income in the medical marijuana business. Smoking is surprisingly unconscious for me. I've been trying to do the following recently: enjoy a smoke as much as I can while I smoke it. Do nothing else but enjoy the cigarette. No smoking while driving, no internet smoking, no telephone or social smoking. Just stay there and enjoy it. I smoke less when I do that, but rarely pull it off completely. Get restless and catch myself doing other things. A lot easier for me to meditate for 20 minutes then smoke a cigarette without doing anything else. Odd. I read the other day that smoking is as addictive as it is because it reminds us of the womb, when our lungs were filled with fluid. Who knows. Anyways, if a dose or two could do that, I might just try it.
 
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DXM doesn't substitute for nicotine, it interrupts the withdrawal and flat cures the addiction with one dose. forget ibogaine, and really, what do you have to lose? just try it. people used to think i was superman, cause i can just quit smoking whenever i want with no problem. and i can - if shit gets rough and the circumstances allow, i might smoke for a few months, but then it gets old and i stop.
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The fact that you've quit numerous times shows me that it's not an effective method for quitting permanently.
This is a harm reduction forum; I don't think it is wise, personally, to promote drug use as a cure for drug use.

As I said earlier, (I think) the user needs to learn to control their addiction.
DXM might be helpful, but there is more to quitting (and staying quit) IMO.

I think willow should try to do it without DXM, first.
 
I must just be the luckiest dude around, but I have never one time experienced any amount of withdrawal from nicotine, even when I smoked about a half pack a day for 1.5 years when I was younger. One day I just stopped because it was making me feel shitty and I didn't even crave them anymore. More recently I started using an e-cig when I was trying to quit opiates, to give myself a little buzz on command, and I still use it... quite a lot. I enjoy it, and I find it psychologically addictive. But, recently I went away for a week and forgot it at home, and it didn't bother me at all, well, the first day I kept thinking about it but I never experienced anything remotely physical.
 
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