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Audiobook said:
Play fighting.

I will be bitchy and cranky for 5-10 days a month tho.

And I would not take being bothered by garbage nicely.
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I'm the type of guy where if my GF was freaking out on me for whatever reason or just being really bitchy I would usually just sit there and let her vent. I wouldn't say anything (which sometimes made it worse) but always hugged them afterwards.

They seemed to appreciate that.

I'm a lover not a fighter.
 
Snafu of the Forest said:
Have you guys ever woke up and felt so skinny? I could feel my heart beating through my stomach.

Not skinny in a literal sense.... In an existential sense.

Like that line from The Machinist:

"If you were any skinnier you wouldn't exist..."

?
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Yup and yup dude. I feel you.

I've got a plethora of drugs at home right now, and I want to do them all so bad, but I know I can't.
It's a bad craving day today.
 
Audiobook said:
My joint pain in my hands is acting up…using some Voltaren gel and then going to try and fall asleep early.

I am hoping as time goes on I get less stressed and this gets lesser or goes away completely.
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do not use this too often but if it gets really bad from time to time use DMSO (dimethylsulfoxide) horse
rub.

its used to ease pain in horse muscles when training them but is highly illegal for racing as it

kills pain so well the horse will run till its muscles fail (unfair advantage)

it is transdermal and effects nerve signals getting to the brain.

transdermal means it will carry dirt through the epidermis through to your blood stream

clean body part before using and its not a daily activity

just rub over body part as horse rub explains for horses.


this helps some with joint pain and others it does not.

depends on the cause of the joint pain I guess I have just seen others do this with success.

not every day
 
excellent.

you have proved not to be a junky.

I bet most of your friends would not pass that test users or not (especially not)

honestly you rock there needs to be more of us too win.

drugs are not evil there just drugs.

I love hearing people have a stash and not use it.
 
Snafu of the Forest said:
Still, give yourself credit.
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Thank you man, that is cool to hear. :) It's so much easier to criticize oneself.
Snafu of the Forest said:
Trust me if I were you I'd be homeless. I simply couldn't help myself. :(
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Time will tell if I can manage, but for the first time in my life I don't feel enslaved to these substances. I do like having painkillers and benzos at home for emergencies, but in past I couldn't keep a stash. I gotta be honest though, before my sister had her daughter, I would've never been able to do this. But as I wanna be there for her, both of them, I had to get a grip.
You'll be alright man, I'm always rooting for Snafu to make it :)
 
Another relapse and I'm getting put away for 4 or 5 years my p.o told me...

So well that's that, don't know what to do
 
how is we get locked up for victimless crimes like using.

really when are we going to get our freedoms granted.

bingey just change substances to something you wont abuse to much

and does not show up on scans if you can do it and stay of your drug of choice.
 
nope its about being sober bro.

me to and quite often.

please sir this mans tab has been extended.

its not split its just time and there will be times too use again.

moderate everything bar moderation.

so was it an event a desicion or you just woke up not wanting it anymore.
 
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