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snowboarder7791 said:
herpin in derpin back in 95... when pills were pills lol.. in fact i didnt have to get a testing kit till the 2000's lolz
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No llama, you didn't copyright shit.. derp, herp, and the shabang is mine
 
yes.
so after last night, after going 3 weeks legit, i dunno if i have any desire to get back to my usual.
cause hell i hate my life sober and on amps, amps just make about 4 hours a lot easier to deal with and the next day harder to deal with.
and at least towards the end of the 3 weeks i started to get used to not getting high.
we'll see if i actually decide proper to quit, i dont see what i was fiending so badly for the last 3 weeks as in, i did more than i ever did in any one 12 hour span, did double what i do most nights, and it still wasn't all that great, not all that convinced it's worth it at all anymore.
you all should be happy, if i had what you guys do i wouldnt be shoveling 300mg of amphetamines (well was 280mg or 300mg dexedrine and an adderall 20, i dont remember exactly how many other than it was 28 or 30 or 32 or 34) in me from 1pm-1am and still not be anything more than just ehhhh i'm high but ehhhhhhh
i shouldnt have too much trouble going to sleep tonight, not like i thought i was gonna have...but hell if i can redose with 140mg and still not be anything more than just satisfied and only not doing more because of paranoia, shit's definitely out of whack.
i might actually decide that last night was just a fuckup and i lerned my lesson.
i'm going for a walk to think.
 
not possible and thats not any better than just shoveling dexedrine en masse in me, not much better.
i'd get a better high but that wouldn't really get me anything in life, other than a drug problem (since some people say i have one right now...if i got into methamphetamine i'd be stealing and pawning shit within 2 months guaranteed...)
i think i might hang up the amphetamine gloves for good now because its become damn near impractical in my mind, not even the fiendy i hate my life fuck the world lets get high can rationalize keeping on going when 300mg of pharm pure d-amphet in half of a day couldn't get me all that high, anything more than just an ehhhh i'm high but its not all that fun at all, i dunno why i wanted it so bad for 3 weeks.
changes, i might make some.
the only issue is when i did quit legitimately, i still hated my life, i just didn't have drugs to help deal so i was just more depressed for that 3 months that i quit.
sometimes i wonder what life in 10 years will be like...cause sometimes i lose faith completely...
 
snowboarder7791 said:
no birthday rolling for me this year... just my normal birthday tradition of getting inked...
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Great way to spend your bday. ima try and get some ink when i go out to cali next year. I should think up tats and have yall who will be raging with me out there decide on the tat.

edit: post count = 1234 = epic = i win
 
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