see thats what i am wondering but honest to god i barely felt anything the first time i took MDMA, when 3 weeks later took the same exact pill, same source, everything, and i was rolling (albeit not as hard as i woulda wanted...one pill was never enough for me, those rolls i've seen people rant about saying they were some of the best pills out east of recent years...).
but i never drop less than .15 of bomb diggity shit and more if its not bomb diggity, but i dont redose most of the time.
cause at laest me if i take a real dose i haev no desire to waste MD and fry my brain even more for an extra half hour of peak.
nope, no siree llama.
i held on to the last .2 of the last batch of rocks i had for 3 months and had absolutely no desire to ever om nom nom it other than when i had planned to.
thats pretty good for me i'd say, cause generally when i get shit i do it asap and as fast as possible.
but its easy to control myself with MDMA.
ive set another goal for my life, this one's inspired by BL and rather specific:
dont end up like kaywholed.
i'd eat a 12 gauge if i did at 23 and all that, no lie.