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Folley said:
GOOD!

I consider meth and MDMA use to be about the same,
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As long as you limit your use of meth. If I hear you skip a night's sleep on m-amp I'm gonna fly to where ever you live and apply date rapist style tactics on your beverage.

Speed is mostly propoganda, but it does ruin lives. Take it from me, it's really not a fun drug anymore than it is harmful. In small doses it can make a normally lazy person more aggressive, but if they become too attached to the feeling and not the effects, they'll be driven in a power-hungry greedy rage to find more and more. The results from that are basically losing your soul.

So it's a two edged sword. Can make or absolutely break you.
dezz said:
But you guys don't have ADD/ADHD. If you didn't notice... it makes a difference. Ritalin doesn't give me any "reward" feeling at all. I'm just better at getting shit done and I can concentrate abit better. That's IT. There is no dopamine rush like I get from speed.
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Definitely tolerance. Ritalin is also less potent/more side effects.
 
Well I tried sleeping last night lol... absolutely no luck. So I ended up smoking like 10mgs + a bit left in the pipe before school... that wasn't really a good idea lol 8)


I'm just trying to finish up this bag so I can be done with it... not really planning on doing it again after this. But then again, you never know... Ima have a nice long break after this either way though


I've got like 20mgs left, gonna do some vodka shots and then finish that. I wish I had me some date rape...
 
I've never binged on it and I never want to. I have gone a night without sleeping on it, and that was a DUMB decision. The next day I was in between feeling stimulated and realizing how much I had taxed my body and brain. I couldn't imagine going multiple nights. I also always manage to eat around 3,000 calories.

Never redose meth unless you have something to put you to sleep in the next 6 hours. I've recently created a trifecta of substances that counteract each other's negative effects and been using them on and off. Quite an exhilarating experience.

Edit: I advise you throw out your pipe. Vaporizing it is silly.
 
But its fuuunnnnn! Lol I dont even have a pipe, just a legit ass mini light bulb vape... it broke, but with an almost circular hole in the top, so its perfect.


I traded TFMPP for this actually lolz, and just got it from someone who "found" it, so I shouldn't have a hook up of any kind after this without going to teh sketchy places. That's why I wanted to go through it all in a day, but it ended up being more than I thought. Pretty much all gone now haha...



How do you force yourself to eat? I've been surviving on multivitamins and fruit :|
 
Folley said:
How do you force yourself to eat? I've been surviving on multivitamins and fruit :|
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Very low doses of meth.
My heart rate and blood pressure never exceed a certain level. I've gone to "tweaking" stage and dislike the crash. I found that at after around 50mg (even with tolerance) you start to run into the bad side effects like insomnia and loss of appetite. As well as compulsive redosing, which is the worst side effect of all. Eating on it seems to rejuvenate your body and mind in an interesting way. It's like a second wind.

I'll only exceed that dose if I have GHB to curve the edginess, loss of appetite and insomnia. Those two in conjunction can turn someone from a famished, weak user into a well-slept, well-fed user.

But vaping it was a silly choice. Vaping it makes it so you need to redose so often, that your life is no longer about LIFE, but about the drug. The rush is also so strong, that during the 20minutes to 2 hours that you're high, it is pretty hard to eat. Once you're coming down, you feel so disappointed that you would rather have the drug than eat.
 
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You know, I really dont see why everyone says that lol... after like 4 hits (25-40) I'm good for like 3-4 hours before I even really think of doing more...


I HAD to vape it though lol.... I've done plenty of meth thats incapable of being smoked, so now that I actually have glass it was really the only option haha, snorting fucking BURNS like corrosive acid, and plugging is better than snorting, but I just had to try smoking it. Llama always made it sound SO much different... I don't really see it at all. Just another RoA...
 
Yeah snorting and vaping are probably about the difference of a minute as far as the rush goes. Snorting is garbage IMO. BA is shit.

You're new to it, tolerance sets in and suddenly you'll realize how fast vaping comes and goes.
 
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Renz Envy said:
...compulsive redosing, which is the worst side effect of all. Eating on it seems to rejuvenate your body and mind in an interesting way. It's like a second wind.

...your life is no longer about LIFE, but about the drug. The rush is also so strong, that during the 20minutes to 2 hours that you're high, it is pretty hard to eat. Once you're coming down, you feel so disappointed that you would rather have the drug than eat.
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Ain't that the fucking truth. I was a chronic re-doser as most become with that shit. The worst part with the hunger is, that's it's not hunger for food when you're coming down from absolutely tweaking your face off on a 4 day runner. Your stomach growls and hurts and aches all to hell, but its dope hungry and only more dope will satisfy it. Goddamn I can't even look at glass anymore without sweating for it.

It scares the shit outta me when I hear people have used or are going to use that shit for their first time. Be fuckin careful Folley. The love of that shit wrecks lives and souls. It's Satan in a rock.
 
^Yeah I saw a girl binge for 3 days her first time vaping it.

I might also add that she's pretty much screwed up her life. But that's what drug seeking behavior does to people.

Before that she had only eaten it and might have pulled an all-nighter before crashing the next day. Definitely a completely different ball game IMO. But crystal glass is pretty much sold to be smoked/injected. Otherwise they would pill it and probably make more profit.
 
Well I've been there done that with meth lol.... I used it every week, sometimes twice a week and definitely had a very strong habitual addiction.

I feel like since I've already been down that road, that I wont let it happen again.. but I guess that could just be the addiction making excuses for itself. Weird how it does that...

Vaping really doesn't seem that much more fiendish to me though... I mean it IS, but all meth is. Its like the normal cravings you get when you comedown, just more often I guess
 
I have to disagree. Something about blowing a thick white cloud then immediately feeling sharp as a sword and nimble as a cat is more compulsive than eating a pill and feeling the effects come into full onset within 30-45 minutes.
 
That's just it though lol, I expected WAY more of a rush. After you hit your mind just clears up, and you can almost feel the dopamine releasing, but its still kind of... weak?

I definitely feel it lol, but the way people talked up the rush from smoking it, I thought it was gonna be a lot more intense. Instead its just like a wave of energy and calmness hit you at the same time, with euphoria creeping up on the side... IDK, just not what I expected lol... Im kinda disappointed.
 
Didn't I tell you the EXACT same thing once upon a time Folley? That there is an astronomical difference from rolling the bubble and eating it in a little E pill? How certain are you of the quality of that glass? Cuz I'm with renz whole heartedly on this one. Completely fogging out your own face with the cloud you exhale and that intense rush that ensues I have never even come close to from a pill.
 
It dissolved in water in less than a second or two, so I'm guessing its at least OK shit... but I'm relatively certain its some good shit.


I was only loading like 25mgs max at a time though, I bet if I loaded more I could have gotten a better rush... dont get me wrong, there was still a strong... rush feeling (thats the only word to describe it lol...), it just didn't live up my high expectations.


I was comparing it to snorting, not eating though. I can't even remember the last time I took a meth bomb orally... they're always Blue Dolphins so I just know to snort/plug when I get it haha
 
Yea the dreaded stomach cramps, food will ofcourse fix the problem but I can never swallow properly or keep food down when I'm in a state. the amount of time spent inhaling makes a difference too.. I don't hold it for very long or draw back though
 
Draw back? Like inhale O2 after you take a hit? I always do that no matter what I'm smoking lol... it gets it down into your lungs so it absorbs better


I'm content with it though, the rush may have not lived up to my hopes, but it was definitely an experience. The first hits I took almost had me feeling like I was rolling... almost. Did like .3 to myself in 2 days


The thought of food is just so unsettling lol... I wish I had a smoothie or yogurt or some shit like that, I could drink food but if chewing is involved, Im out :!
Ima need to pack some pounds back on after this I bet... what I need is a saline bag. Just hook that up with a morphine drip and I'd be set all night!




My bad for dominating the Puddle with all this tweaker talk lately, but those of you who know how it is know how it is lol...
 
So i've run into a bit of a dilemma, this Saturday I have the chance to roll ( Two caps in total of .190-.200mgs) but there's the thought in the back of my head to just save the caps and come the 15th there's a huge DJ headlining at a club down here and to roll there instead.

So either

A. Roll Saturday and the 15th

or

B. Saturday OR the 15th only

Help :c
 
Dont roll that close together man, tolerance will shoot up, neurotoxicity as well.


I would say its better just to dose one fat amount than two smaller amounts close together. Not to mention, 200mgs isnt that much MDMA.


How pure is it? For the good stuff I would dose like 125mgs and then another 50-75mg as needed about an hour after the first, guaranteed to please lol
 
Lol i meant .2 of a gram ._. got confused sorry, but on pureness I would say pretty pure, not stepped on much.

I think ill keep the rolls for safe keeping until later this month then :)
 
Turkeywrap said:
So i've run into a bit of a dilemma, this Saturday I have the chance to roll ( Two caps in total of .190-.200mgs) but there's the thought in the back of my head to just save the caps and come the 15th there's a huge DJ headlining at a club down here and to roll there instead.

So either

A. Roll Saturday and the 15th

or

B. Saturday OR the 15th only

Help :c
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just the 15th mate trust me you'll have a better time.

i always save my mandy for sick lineups and i never regret it.
 
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