The Cuddle Puddle vers. Early Gurning Center

[freehugs]

always the same in here, meth talk just explodes.

Freehugs ill try and remember to look at that tommorrow, then i can crank it up (Dogs broke my headphones)
But maybe these guys on here will post loads and ill forget

Sweet thanks man let me know how you like it!

 

[Folley]

Hey hugs, what program do you use to make tracks? I've got frootyloops, but the demo version and it wont let me do anything...

Any good (free) programs for producing?

 

[SinisterMuffin]

I have to be less sporadic with my posting. I love you guys too much, yet get to come around so little.

 

[Folley]

Muff 'n stuff! Was wondering what happened to you haha... job promotion or something right?

Well hey maybe Seyer will come back now

 

[Darksidesam]

Oooh hehehehe when im stoned this kinda music would be awesome http://soundcloud.com/kasura/basserz

 

[Chesh]

^^ Yeah around here they aren't that keen on medication. If I want to get ritalin or anything else I have to partake in treatment aswell which means talking in groups, training in schedules etc... fuck that shit lol.

tbf im tired of trying and failing to concentrate all the time so i'd probably even go to the talk groups and shit. but i'd rather not talk to a bunch of people about my 'problems' on the reg.

gonna smoke some weed and get some revision done.

 

[dezz]

Yeah, I made an appointment monday with my doc to get this shit sorted, if all fails i'll just get a prescription anyway which is nice.

 

[dezz]

Hey hugs, what program do you use to make tracks? I've got frootyloops, but the demo version and it wont let me do anything...

Any good (free) programs for producing?

Haha join my crew and be a pirate lad. I've got traktor scratch pro for mixing and FL studio 10 producer edition, along with the best vst's and I didn't pay anything... hehehe

 

[Chesh]

mine's on tuesday with the psychiatrist.

1hr and 30 minutes. long as fuck.

how neurotoxic/dangerous would it be to occassionally drop a double dose of ritalin at a rave to help me stay awake anyway? i don't plan on ever snorting ritalin or doing high doses because of the addiction potential, but it would be handy for when i go to a rave sober to have something to keep me active towards the end.

 

[the toad]

^ not really at all imo... the operative trem being "occasionaly"

 

[Chesh]

yeah like once or twice a month maximum and each time i'll probably take a break from using ritalin for a few days after it

in the summer holidays i'd only use it (for its prescribed purpose) when i have work or something i need to concentrate on anyway

 

[JCL]

ssooooo true!!!!!!1

 

[dezz]

^^^^ I don't think it would do much harm at all if you're just doing that at raves... I've actually seen a study that for people with ADHD/ADD, addiction risks are generally higher for cocaine/speed, even MDMA. Ritalin isn't addictive or harmfull perse because you're just filling up the neurothingy's that your brain is lacking normally. For people without ADHD it's a different story though.

 

[Chesh]

that's good to know i guess.

yeah the reason i stay away from coke and speed is because of that reason. did mephedrone once, and i remember when it wore off the feeling i had of "i need more" was just too powerful and it pretty much scared me away from all dopamine heavy drugs.

wouldn't say i've ever felt like i could get addicted to MDMA, i mean i have strong desires to just be on it whenever im sober at a rave but the fact i manage to turn down all offers of MDMA pretty much speaks for itself.

 

[the toad]

Sorry dezz but ritalin works the sameas speed... and is addictive too

 

[dezz]

In high doses yeah but if you take the dose you should for taking ADD/ADHD you won't get addicted. EVER. You are just filling up the blanks so to speak. Speed releases alot more dopamine so to say it's the same is BS. Dosing more for raves is fine but if you KEEP it for raves and not make it a habit.

 

[Folley]

Sorry dezz but ritalin works the sameas speed... and is addictive too

Ritalin is pretty damn addicting IMO, I could just sit there snorting bigger and bigger lines of that shit ALL day

 

[the toad]

^ yup mine too just based on what ive seen in friends...

I know of lots of ppl who tale ritalin, dexedrine, adderell or meth interchangably... different dosages, same result... all give that dopamine reward...

Ppl think im anti amp but im really not... its great when your falling asleep and need to be awake and alert... once or twice a month or even week is probly harmless for the most part... but habitual use where you need more and build a tolerance is crap and simply abuse imo.... there are a few exceptions... adhd or narcolepsy or whatnot... but even that i feel needs to be a MAJOR problem to consider daily stimulant use to be a reasonable course of treatment....

 

[Folley]

I know of lots of ppl who tale ritalin, dexedrine, adderell or meth interchangably... different dosages, same result... all give that dopamine reward...

Yeah like me lol... they all have subtle differences like any drug, but its the same shit.

but habitual use where you need more and build a tolerance is crap and simply abuse imo

That it is. Speed is fun as FUCK, but I go through mini-binges at a time lol... then just stop for a few months. Lets me have my fun, but I'll still have plenty of time to recover and let tolerance drop


Amp tolerance is a BITCH though, I'm sure llama will tell you that. That shit won't really go away for upwards of like 6 months... same with MDMA though of course.

 

[dezz]

But you guys don't have ADD/ADHD. If you didn't notice... it makes a difference. Ritalin doesn't give me any "reward" feeling at all. I'm just better at getting shit done and I can concentrate abit better. That's IT. There is no dopamine rush like I get from speed.