some shitty watson 5/325's hydrocodone i say shitty cause if you familiar with them they have they red specks in them... but anyways.. i got them to help kick dope .. yes i know agian.. i been doing good tho, the space between using is improving each time, i have my gf holding the rest so at night starting on day 2 or whatever day i make it thru, when the restless legs are kicking so damn bad i want to kill myself i plan on taking the lowest dose passable to get by the night and tapper from there..
i really want to start playing poker again.. but i can't do it being high..... the poker gods always punish me for some reason if i play high.. i crazy i know but some of the shit i get beat with is just flat out crazy.. i'm talking like 2 percenters and shit, but more realistically i know i aint at full capacity playing while i loaded up onshit.. also if i stay busy kicking will be a lot easier, since i can play poker like 8-10 hrs with no problem .. just wish our government wasn't on bs. fck the doj ,i feel likei should be able to spend my damn money anyway i want. pre black friday, (in the poker world that was doomsday where the DOJ seized the3 biggest poker sites) i made some decent money, wasn't rich but held my own..... i have a buddy that plays for a living that was teaching me strategy . poker is a game of skill, but in the short term luck is king.. which is why its such a great game.. anyone can get lucky,plus its a great social game ... the horseshoe rite over the indi/il border has a great poker room, people say its t5he best in the midwest
since i am rambling also will add that i guess this guy i was going to.. basicaly a middle man decided to shake up 2 grams.. i wasn't sure what to think about it at first but i will say i am actually impressed by it only got 3 to test out and did 2 of them ..now i do keep in mind i did about 70ml/ of hydrocodone which really aint shit for a heroin addict but i will say i pretty fcking blasted rite now...only thing i gonna tell him is to mix it up i tad better, cause i could see the raw chunks in the mix.. they aint the biggest bags but that doesn't really matter ... for the record he said he put 5 dormins on a gram.. i know chinky the other night u had picked up agram and was asking how much u should throw on it