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^ Come back in a year and say that. I hope you will, but what I'm saying is after being on it for a 5 weeks you can't really gauge it that much. Maybe puke has been on it before for longer than you, and his experience was that it numbed him out.
 
thats what i meant more or less.. some times i feel i peeked out at 25yrs old, i had everything going for me, including the girl i let slip away cause of me doing the shit, i had a job in the oil field making 65k without a Collage degree and that was not even counting overtime., everything just crashed in my life cause i was over doing it bigtime, i use to be in a lot better shape too, i was a pretty good baseball player too, but thats a long story in its self.. but yeah i just picked my up another half gram which i am so happy cause the last 3-4 days have really sucked no money and 4mg of subs only which i took 4 days ago, having no car and having to probably wait all day tomorrow to score would of really sucked, now i hope to stretch this lil bit 3 days i am hoping....... anyone else find it hard to sleep if they are holding? for me its weird unless i am nodding out or i know i got to be up at the crack of dawn its real hard for me not to finish it off before actually sleeping , i act like a little boy on Christmas eve.

i was also wondering how many people smoke them rocks here? i have in the past but besides today i had not hit the glass in like 5 yrs, i never been an upper kind of guy i guess to me just seems like a waste of money, i remembering not ever wanting to stop, coming down off that shit is a mfer, and it just makes you go thru your dope faster, like it eats it or something. i so glad i didn't shot any dope the last 4 days , i promised myself i would stop that for good, it was really hard because i have only had enough money for like 2 bags a day, and one day only 1, hope i been making sense cause i am feeling pretty good rite now, and i am nodding in and out...

One last thing , hopefully someone can please answer, what does it cost to get on subs thru a doctor, i have no insurance momentarily, and how much is it to get on methadone , which i am not sure i would get on anyways cause i hear its even worse then kicking H......

I do speedballs! Havent smoked rock in 5 months or so!

Kicking done is a bitch but it does help to get your life back start saving money and whatnot its true about it numbs you out its all gravy the first 6 months to a year then it goes downhill most people stay on forever or they get off get back on dope then back on done its a neverending circle! Thats how i feel about it!
 
if your ever in UK villiage i totally recommend it
Eh as some one who's been to in n out many many times your assessment is fairly accurate if you intend to mean that their business model was to have a very very simplistic menu but do the few items they offer very well.
 
I think methadone can help people I just got very complaisant on it and it effected me in a bad way mentally. I wish I would've known about subs BTW I was on methadone for 5 years and got off of it April 2011. It numbed out my late 20s I went to nola twice and new york and went to CBGBs and I remember maybe 2 percent of those experiences. Its pathetic
 
I think methadone can help people I just got very complaisant on it and it effected me in a bad way mentally. I wish I would've known about subs BTW I was on methadone for 5 years and got off of it April 2011. It numbed out my late 20s I went to nola twice and new york and went to CBGBs and I remember maybe 2 percent of those experiences. Its pathetic

Subs can do the same thing if you are on a high dose. I was prescribed 32mg/day a while back, and I usually took 16mg/day I think, and after I finally got off it I looked back at that time as the worst time in my life. I only "cheated" and got high like 4 or 5 times during the 18 months I was on it, but I was still dealing with other addicts that were begging me for subs all the time, trash talking eachother to me to try to get me to sell my last sub to them and not the other person, shit like that ya know. But mentally, that 16mg/day numbed me a lot.

Now when I take subs the highest I will ever take is 8mg, and that's only when I do a method of detox where I take 1 8mg pill and that's it, since I have found it to work better than using the pill like 4-2-1-1 over 4 days. Usually though 2-3mg is fine, and 0.5 if I've already gone a few days without dope and am just trying to get by for a little longer, and that low dose works fine.

So while you wish you knew about subs back then, it could have been a similar story, especially since the doctors were over-prescribing a lot more back then. IMO if you are going to be on subs for maintenance and not get numbed out but still have it help with cravings, 6mg/day is the very highest I would go. For myself personally I would use half that amount. I know you could get by (not be sick) on a lot less, but for cravings you usually need a bit more.
 
I'm been in 8 mg subs for about five years and have not been able to even think about weening but that's probably because I've been getting high the whole time as well and using the subs to supplement my using and not get sick but sometimes if you don't wait long enough after your last sub its hard to get high or you have to do a lot of dope.. The last year has been the best I've been and have used much less dope but still wish that the very first time I ever used subs I weened properly. They really don't help as much as they should with cravings or obviously u wouldn't still want to get high. My advice to people who use subs is to get off as fast as you can
 
Well,I guess that im the old man on this thread,because im forty years old,but I suppose that makes me wiser then most I hope.nod time talk to you later.
no it doesnt, its just means your more stuck in your ways and more close minded
this is some ignorant bullshit. methadone isnt about getting high, its about getting your life back.

fuckin knucklehead lol.
your just trading one addiction for another, i hardly see that as "Getting you life back"..especially if you cant get to the clinic in the morning and you have worse Wds then you ever did with dope

Eh as some one who's been to in n out many many times your assessment is fairly accurate if you intend to mean that their business model was to have a very very simplistic menu but do the few items they offer very well.
no i meant that the burger itself is modeled after 'in n out'..at least that is what the owner and some people on yelp have said
 
Nice, Can't wait to get this website up and running, would it be against the rules for me to post a link here when I'm done? I think its something that people here could benefit from - legal advice from licensed attorneys in the state of illinois, more specifically the city of Chicago and its surrounding suburbs. If I could get a response from a mod, and not from chinky, I'd be pretty happy! hah

go team nod, go go go

theres no differance between me and a mod..ive been here long enough and know the rules , now that doesnt mean i follow them but you should thank me for taking my precious time to respond to a nonsense post like yours.

whats the matter no one falling for your scams and giving you a chance to rob them so now you go drive some corner boys around to get a free bag..and dont forget to swallow or you dont get that free rock they promised..
 
your just trading one addiction for another, i hardly see that as "Getting you life back"..especially if you cant get to the clinic in the morning and you have worse Wds then you ever did with dope

Hey chinky guess what? stfu.

I know where you're coming from, but man we have had this same conversation on so many different occasions. You always say the same thing too "oh trading one addiction for another". Now someone's gonna come back at you and try to explain their side of the story and it's gonna be a big 2 page long bitch fest and I don't fucking want to have read it all again. Then it's gonna get brought up again next time TRM or someone else rolls through here to tell how great they're doing on methadone and you or someone else will just bring it up again.

I see both sides of the argument, yes you're still an addict but you don't have to go out and scheme and look for the next fix to keep the sick off, it's a state sponsored addiction so you don't have to worry about bullshit like getting robbed or ODing or losing your connect and it saves you money. Now it may not be a great drug but seriously I really just don't fucking care what anyone has to say about the topic yet again. and again. and again.

So many strong opinions on the topic, so much butthurt, so much bickering, so much chinky being right all the time and better than everyone, so much repetition... really let's not do this again quite so soon, huh?

PS- This is not even me being a mod and telling people what conversations they can and can't have (look ma, no sig!), this is just me being a fellow bluelighter saying shut the fuck up ;)
 
^LBC you need to speak when spoken to and learn your place..this is grown man conversation not old ass man..go take some geritol and nap


now recky

imma speak what i want to speak on..im not breaking no rules so if you dont like it post somewhere else as JB would say lol, its just my opinion and even if ive said it befoer, i can still say it again..especially when RM is bringin up and sayin the same thing over and over again about how "hes getting his life on track" its all a facade..now did you say anything to him about it? no but me of course ou did, i am public enemy number 1..and i dont get where you guys come up with the "im always right and better then people" stuff..ive never once said any of that, i dont think im better then anyonje, smarter with more common sense maybe but im not better and i dont think im always right"(well who am i kiddin, i am usually right) i speak my mind and if yall dont liek it thats tough, i dont care

and there really no differance between you mods and me ,except for a title that no one really wants in this low traffic forum anyways..memphis and highonlife, unbreakable and KC... we all know just as much about the rules and regulations of this site as you guys and we arent mods, we can answer the questions people ask just as well as you guys we have the experiance and knowlege and common sense to..you guys are nothing special with training or whatever, you didnt get the job cause you were qualified, you got it cause your friends with JB and PFF..well i take that back you have been here long enough to deserve it(sorry)...but comeon bro your knowlege of this site isnt any greater then mine or the people i mentioned above..

and im not hating on you or nothing bro..personally i like you, your by far the coolest mod oif the 3 we have here, you actually give people Pms and warnigns letting us know you dont like something and if it keeps up then your gonna make it official and give official warning and infractions, and for real i got more respect for you for that that any thing else especially as opposed to the others who just hand shit out with out the common courtesy
 
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now recky

imma speak what i want to speak on..im not breaking no rules so if you dont like it post somewhere else as JB would say lol, its just my opinion and even if ive said it befoer, i can still say it again..especially when RM is bringin up and sayin the same thing over and over again about how "hes getting his life on track" its all a facade..now did you say anything to him about it? no but me of course ou did, i am public enemy number 1..and i dont get where you guys come up with the "im always right and better then people" stuff..ive never once said any of that, i dont think im better then anyonje, smarter with more common sense maybe but im not better and i dont think im always right"(well who am i kiddin, i am usually right) i speak my mind and if yall dont liek it thats tough, i dont care

Public enemy number 1? Please, don't give yourself too much credit. You're not that important. I have most certainly told TRM to shut it on a few occasions for various reasons, just not this specific topic. I have even sort of borderline flamed him before when his shit got way out of line, so it's not like I'm coming at you and targeting you. And of course he keeps bringing it up, just in conversation as an update because he's proud of the fact that he's trying to make improvements. You just shoot it down every time, let the kid be proud, lord knows he never had anything else to post about unless he was talking about being sooo high from "tha blacknesss".

And you're right, you weren't specifically breaking any rules which is why I even made a point to say I wasn't acting as a mod, that was just me telling you (and everyone else) that I personally didn't feel like hearing that same goddamn conversation again. Maybe I worded it a little more bluntly than usual because I actually got high for once tonight and I felt like making the message loud and clear.

You don't straight up say that you're better than everyone else in plain English, but your attitude sure makes it seem like that's what you think a lot of the time. You should go back and read some the shit you post sometime. It's not like everyone here would agree on that for no reason whatsoever, maybe you really just don't notice that's how you come across but I assure you that everyone else can pick up on it pretty well...


and there really no differance between you mods and me ,except for a title that no one really wants in this low traffic forum anyways..memphis and highonlife, unbreakable and KC... we all know just as much about the rules and regulations of this site as you guys and we arent mods, we can answer the questions people ask just as well as you guys we have the experiance and knowlege and common sense to..you guys are nothing special with training or whatever, you didnt get the job cause you were qualified, you got it cause your friends with JB and PFF..well i take that back you have been here long enough to deserve it(sorry)...but comeon bro your knowlege of this site isnt any greater then mine or the people i mentioned above..

I wasn't laughing at you because I think you don't know anything about the site, I was laughed because you said "there's nothing different between me and mods, I know the rules I just don't follow them". That's funny because breaking the rules all the time is very different from being a mod. It was just funny... calm down I'm not insulting you, I know you know your shit I was just busting your balls. Also I never claimed to have any extra knowledge of the site over you, you came up with that one all on your own. All I did was laugh at a funny comment, so I don't see the big issue. There's a hose over there, wash the sand out of your vag hun.

And I kind of like modding a low-traffic forum. It's a lot less of a hassle than bigger forums, I couldn't imagine trying to mod OD and I'd really have no desire to. The same way I have no desire to be an Smod or an admin, that shit's gotta be so hectic. NASADDAS is perfect for me. I didn't join staff because I wanted some fancy title of some important forum, I like helping out here where it's nice and chill and I don't have to worry about babysitting 100,000 drug addicts... (Heh also now that I think about it, I think it gives me the friggin' longest mod title under my name possible. Lol 2 lines of text for only modding 1 forum! score ;))

and im not hating on you or nothing bro..personally i like you, your by far the coolest mod oif the 3 we have here, you actually give people Pms and warnigns letting us know you dont like something and if it keeps up then your gonna make it official and give official warning and infractions, and for real i got more respect for you for that that any thing else especially as opposed to the others who just hand shit out with out the common courtesy

I got no problem with you either man. Sure you're a fucking dick sometimes but everyone can be once in a while, I try to show everyone a little respect even if they are doing something stupid (unless it's just plain fucking ridiculous or something bad like sourcing then GTFO with that shit). I didn't take it as you hating, I figured it's just chinky being chinky again. I didn't make my comment expecting anything less for a comeback.



:) you really are a ignorant, small minded jackass.

and you think youre smarter and have more common sense than most people.. hah good one. get a clue man. you aint shit.

TRM, wow you're so polite. And cool, watch out for this awesome motherfucker right here. I wouldn't go tooting your own horn either bro...

I'm glad to hear you're doing something to try to straighten out a little bit, but in no way does that give you the right to talk shit on anyone, even chinky. You may be doing a little better now but boy that doesn't change the fact that you can be quite the moron from time to time as well...
 
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theres no differance between me and a mod..ive been here long enough and know the rules , now that doesnt mean i follow them but you should thank me for taking my precious time to respond to a nonsense post like yours.

whats the matter no one falling for your scams and giving you a chance to rob them so now you go drive some corner boys around to get a free bag..and dont forget to swallow or you dont get that free rock they promised..

Best post Ive read in along time, Chinky you're gonna be banned again but I know you don't give a shit. You're cool in my book
 
He wouldn't get banned for that. He's just voicing his opinion. People get banned for breaking the rules which are in writing. It's not like it's a personal thing and we ban people that we don't like. Hell, we don't even decide when people get banned, it's all point based. If you break rules, you get points and when you get a certain amount that automatically bans you. Nobody's "out to get" chinky or anyone else here. Stop thinking we're like "ganging up on people". Plain and simple if you repeatedly break rules, shit happens.
 
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Public enemy number 1? Please, don't give yourself too much credit. You're not that important. I have most certainly told TRM to shut it on a few occasions for various reasons, just not this specific topic. I have even sort of borderline flamed him before when his shit got way out of line, so it's not like I'm coming at you and targeting you. And of course he keeps bringing it up, just in conversation as an update because he's proud of the fact that he's trying to make improvements. You just shoot it down every time, let the kid be proud, lord knows he never had anything else to post about unless he was talking about being sooo high from "tha blacknesss".

And you're right, you weren't specifically breaking any rules which is why I even made a point to say I wasn't acting as a mod, that was just me telling you (and everyone else) that I personally didn't feel like hearing that same goddamn conversation again. Maybe I worded it a little more bluntly than usual because I actually got high for once tonight and I felt like making the message loud and clear.

You don't straight up say that you're better than everyone else in plain English, but your attitude sure makes it seem like that's what you think a lot of the time. You should go back and read some the shit you post sometime. It's not like everyone here would agree on that for no reason whatsoever, maybe you really just don't notice that's how you come across but I assure you that everyone else can pick up on it pretty well...




I wasn't laughing at you because I think you don't know anything about the site, I was laughed because you said "there's nothing different between me and mods, I know the rules I just don't follow them". That's funny because breaking the rules all the time is very different from being a mod. It was just funny... calm down I'm not insulting you, I know you know your shit I was just busting your balls. Also I never claimed to have any extra knowledge of the site over you, you came up with that one all on your own. All I did was laugh at a funny comment, so I don't see the big issue. There's a hose over there, wash the sand out of your vag hun.

And I kind of like modding a low-traffic forum. It's a lot less of a hassle than bigger forums, I couldn't imagine trying to mod OD and I'd really have no desire to. The same way I have no desire to be an Smod or an admin, that shit's gotta be so hectic. NASADDAS is perfect for me. I didn't join staff because I wanted some fancy title of some important forum, I like helping out here where it's nice and chill and I don't have to worry about babysitting 100,000 drug addicts... (Heh also now that I think about it, I think it gives me the friggin' longest mod title under my name possible. Lol 2 lines of text for only modding 1 forum! score ;))



I got no problem with you either man. Sure you're a fucking dick sometimes but everyone can be once in a while, I try to show everyone a little respect even if they are doing something stupid (unless it's just plain fucking ridiculous or something bad like sourcing then GTFO with that shit). I didn't take it as you hating, I figured it's just chinky being chinky again. I didn't make my comment expecting anything less for a comeback.





TRM, wow you're so polite. And cool, watch out for this awesome motherfucker right here. I wouldn't go tooting your own horn either bro...

I'm glad to hear you're doing something to try to straighten out a little bit, but in no way does that give you the right to talk shit on anyone, even chinky. You may be doing a little better now but boy that doesn't change the fact that you can be quite the moron from time to time as well...

i may comeoff as a dick or a sarcastic prick but ive always done that, its you people that put words into my mouth that say "oh im better then you all"..but all i do is speak the truth and dont bullshit anyone..thats why people either love me or hate me.. and yes i am public enemy number one in here...when i go years with no bans or even infractions and by posting the same way i alaways have and then we get new mods(and it wasnt the first itme we got new mods, but it was the first time we got new mods who didnt know me, who didnt post in here and came from another forum) and BOOM it was like they were lookin for any little thing to get me out..

i dont alwyas talk shit to RM, hell he knows my numbver and we text..i fully support anyone getting "clean" i mean just look in the social thread i just congratulated him just oin that last page..i just dont think hes getting clean, methadone is not getting clean, sure clean from dope but like its jsut one addiction for another and hes not kidding anyone by bragging about it..even tommy just said comeback in a year and lets see how good it is for you

:) chinky you really are a ignorant, small minded jackass. i got my life back. no facade, no bs, 100% factual.

and you think youre smarter and have more common sense than most people.. hah good one. all you do is type out tldr know it all BS. get a clue man. you aint shit.

ignorant? yes..small minded? no way bro..it is a facade cause like i said that one day you cant make it to the clinic your gonna be hurting just as bad if not worse then when you did dope...the only thing positive of it is your saving money but that wont last cause something else will catch your attention..we are all drug addicts and have addiction problems, its only time til you fill that addiction withsomething else, be it cloths, shows, watches, coke, meth, what ever

and yes i do have more common sense then most..thats why i get so pissed off at dumb people like you askin stipud questions or making dumb comments..you wanna talk shit? i mean do you really want me to pull up some of your old posts? you where a scumbag sleepin on some ladys couch and she would give you money to get high cause you aint shit..or whatabout when you were bragging about beating up that gay dude? and i can keep goin on with all the bullshit and scumbag shit you pulled and have told us...why do you think no one here talked so much shit about you?

so your in no position to talk shit to me buddy, i could buy your petty ass 10x over, so save your measly $100 a week, your really ballin 8)

im glad your off dope but your far from being clean

im done with this convo..just Pm me if you want to talk more shit

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time to get back on topic

im pissed off we drafted teague, sure we need a back up point guard but we need a shooting guard so much more and will barton was sitting there, same with draymond green..we have only one pick and i really think we fucked it up..but whoknpws i could be wrong but he didnt dominate at kentucky, i doubt it will happen in the pros...im thinking hes like johhny flynn
 
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